There's no remedy..

[The_GloriousBitch]

For memories..
Is anyone ever wonder..
What makes a grown woman wanna cry?

What makes her wanna take her life?
Because her happiness is never real and mindless sex is how she feels..

I can't do this once more, no man can keep me together been broken since I was born.

I know lots of you think I'm don't this just for seeking attention and whatever..but I just need a way to let it all out, because I know you can't understand my pain and I don't want you to understand. you don't feel the way I do, you don't feel the loneliness I do so think before you judge and start talking shit to me.

Sincerely,
The_gloriousBitch

 

[sexlover66]

Hey....I’ve read your post a couple of times and while I don’t know your exact pain...I can understand it. I recently lost someone I cared about very deeply...she said she loved me and wanted to leave her husband to be with me. We communicated almost daily for hours on end...if we got lucky enough to have actual talk time...we would go at it for hours and sometimes when even got lucky enough to have phone sex. Then one day it all stopped....I’m sure her husband caught her at something but it literally ripped my heart out...and I contemplated ending my pain as well...so if you want an ear...I would be glad to listen.

 

[LikeableMe]

I can relate to feeling that way - I have done, and it does come back around at times. I’m not sure of the rules on sharing links, but if you google ‘metanoia s######’ the article there can be quite helpful. Wishing you well

 

[Littletoo]

You're right. I can't know the details of your life
I can tell that are in pain, and I'm sorry. I don't know what makes you cry, but I know what makes me cry. No man can hold you together nor csn mindess sex My therapist taught me that my memories are not "outside" me oppressing me. They are part of me and I own them. That didn't make the pain stop. The pain did not stop until I became angry enough to banish from my life those thing that were no longer me.

You will find your own path but I wish something like that for you.

Love,

Jamie

 

[Deleted member 1306910]

For memories..
Is anyone ever wonder..
What makes a grown woman wanna cry?

What makes her wanna take her life?
Because her happiness is never real and mindless sex is how she feels..

I can't do this once more, no man can keep me together been broken since I was born.

I know lots of you think I'm don't this just for seeking attention and whatever..but I just need a way to let it all out, because I know you can't understand my pain and I don't want you to understand. you don't feel the way I do, you don't feel the loneliness I do so think before you judge and start talking shit to me.

Sincerely,
The_gloriousBitch

The only bullshit part of your post, is the assumption that no one else can ever understand your pain. Trust me, many of us do. Try talking to an older woman who has been through it more than once over the last 40 years. Ask her how she got through it.