smotherman
Ass-phyxiation
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- May 7, 2005
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The anticipation is killing me
, crossing fingers and toes
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i'm trying, but i'm just not feeling it. it's possible that i've lost something i used to get excited about, i just hope it doesn't make me a bad person because of it.






i didn't think being alone tonight would present such a problem for my spirit. it never really has before, but i feel like a (huge) failure. and maybe, it's not the actual being lonely part that bothers me, it's all of the negative thoughts that i feed myself.
earlier today, i was gifted a bottle of barefoot bubbly pink moscato as a gift to bring in the new year. i don't drink, and was going to let it sit in my fridge and look pretty, but i'm wondering if indulging in a glass...or three will take my mind off the fact that my spirit is so down. at least i'll have the bottle to kiss on at midnight.
*sits quietly in the corner trying really hard to change my attitude*

