The write in white thread

[smotherman]

So when the time comes Just remember what I said

 

[CountryMusicLvr]

It was fun while it lasted, now it's time to move on.

 

[troubledone]

Every time you walk away
There's so many things that I like to say
It isn't me so it is you I don't know what I've gotta do
When you're here I'm feeling down feeling down

What I feel here inside
I know it isn't right, no

Cause i........ don't need you by my side
Cause I have other things in my mind

I don't want you here with me
Cause I know you don't love me
So I've got to be strong, got to move on

The only thing I'd like to say
Is that I can't give you my love every day
I don't know what is wrong (and) in a minute you'll be gone
And for how long has this been going on?
What I feel here inside
I know it isn't right, no
Cause i........ don't need you by my side
Cause I have other things on my mind

I don't want you here with me
Cause I know you don't love me
So I've got to be strong got to move on
I don't want you here with me
So I've got to move on
I don't want you here with me
So I've got to be strong

I don't want you here with me
Cause I know you don't love me
So I got to be strong, got to move on

 

[papadoc19]

Can't see me

 

[smotherman]

Glad to hear it

 

[PeteHulbert37]

The times they are a changing. I forsee a transition in the very near future. The magic is temporary. The source is within.

 

[papadoc19]

I am poster boy with no poster...

 

[smotherman]

It sounds very familiar

 

[veryviolet1]

And that's all she wrote folks!

 

[papadoc19]

Laughing Plastic...it's fantastic

 

[smotherman]

Yes I've noticed that about you

 

[papadoc19]

I'm a rude boy

 

[smotherman]

Woooooooooooooooooooooo Strutting

 

[papadoc19]

Power tripping

 

[smotherman]

Whatever can happen will happen

 

[papadoc19]

Spring is in the air

 

[smotherman]

Thanks, thanks. Taking a bow

 

[AdiposeAdonis]

Breaker Breaker... Do You Copy?

 

[ElizaW]

You know that I know.

 

[smotherman]

I dig crazy chicks

 

[TheSilverLining]

(mine)

 

[Miles Long]

Squeeze.

 

[ZiggyTheHutt]

I'm going to be 30 years old soon, and to date, every single woman I have asked to go out with me has turned me down. Not because I am rude, hideous to look at, or for similar reasons. The reason is because I do not ask very many people out on dates. I don't feel comfortable asking a perfect stranger, because what matters to me is not one's appearance, even if I need to be attracted to that person. What matters to me is substance, temperament, character, passion, compassion, honesty.... I need to feel like you are someone really special. I know this is my fault... I am shy to a fault, and I am also putting the cart before the horse. I realize dating is for the purpose of getting to know someone. Nonetheless, I only ask out maybe one person on a date every year, if that. I just don't fall for people easily. And they don't fall for me easily as well. I don't go to clubs, I don't drink. I'm not comfortable in crowds, but I am comfortable talking to someone when we're alone. All this adds up to is that I have trouble meeting and getting to know people. I have been told the solution to all this is to just go out and meet people and change who I am. Make an effort. I have done so- I went with people to bars. And clubs. I even attempted drinking, and that didn't work for me because I hate it. And this solution is analogous to locking someone in a room with 100 cats who is deathly allergic to cats, and telling them to act naturally, try to be comfortable, and make friends with the cats. It just doesn't work for me. As much as it frustrates the benign givers of advice, their advice just doesn't help me. Practice does not make perfect. This particular solution just doesn't work. And no, I don't want to ask people out on dates that I have no interest in actually dating. And so people assume I am a snob, or my standards are too high, or I am too picky. What's sad is that this is also far from the truth. It doesn't take much for me to start to care about someone- they just have to treat me kindly and laugh at my jokes. And I've been attracted to all kinds of women, usually ones not even considered to be stereotypically beautiful. I've been happy with bigger women, taller women, older women, younger women, smaller women, different ethnicities, backgrounds, wealth, and status. I am just looking for a particular kind of soul... one that I know when I see it. And sometimes, that person is hard to find. And especially hard for me to find, because I have such difficulties meeting and getting to know people. And this is even before we get into my sexual kinks. I can live a perfectly happy vanilla life, I know I can. I've done it before. But in every one of those relationships, I would feel sexually unfulfilled, and while I never cheated, I would still be drawn to those stories, those images, those thoughts... and wish they were more a part of my life. And it's not fair to wish for things to happen in a relationship that the other person would never want to happen. So it would be better if I just met someone for whom my desires were a positive thing. And here I am, searching, hopefully not in vain, for it has been too long. I want someone's arms around me tonight. That will not happen. And too many nights have gone by where I have wanted this, and went to sleep unfulfilled, unsatisfied, and unloved. I wish I could fix myself or be someone else, but I can't. I just have to accept being stuck with who I am, and keep trying to find someone for whom my heart yearns. Where are you, my special partner in life... and can you accept me for who I am?

 

[Deleted member 1177770]

Oh my Bless you!

 

[papadoc19]

Hello everybody