The write in white thread

I haven't figured out if it's because I miss you or the idea of you.

Either way I miss it. Or is it you? Why does it even matter any more?
 
I am so scared but I will be strong for you. That's all I can say. I will be strong. And cry later.
 
Tell me things you've never told anyone. I want to be first one to hear them. The only one.
 
:)

I don't know how to write in white...



you'll still do me, right? even if it's doggie? :devil:
you need to click on Reply button and then you'll see A underlined in black on the menu bar, next to "sizes" and :) (emoticon button). Click on the A and menu will drop down, with whole range of colours.
 
I have no energy left, no more anger, I can't find more get up and go, just tears now. All I have is that brick wall I've been banging my head against for last 4 years, with the only difference I'm on the other side.
 
*cough* bullshit *cough*

Do I really need to fill another stupid form to tell me who I am already?

Seriously? Nope, didn't think so....so go stick it up your arse and wiggle a bit.
 
*cough* bullshit *cough*

Do I really need to fill another stupid form to tell me who I am already?

Seriously? Nope, didn't think so....so go stick it up your arse and wiggle a bit.

The and wiggle a bit part made me smile. :)
 
Not to break down in tears, there and then, was the hardest thing I done in the last few months. And that says a lot.
I'm scared. I might be putting up a cheerful face and smile till my face hurts, I might be happy with new found freedom and being able to be just myself again- but down deep I'm paralyzed with fear of the future.
I made huge leap, leap of faith, with no safety net below me and with no one holding my safety rope.
Today? Today was like 3 steps back. After the little step forward I made yesterday...
 
For crying out loud! This is just pure bullshit. We're fighting about a stupid fucking television show. My ass. You just want to fight because you are in a pissy fucking mood and I am fucking sick of it. Who gives a shit about a stupid tv show. You need to grow up. I am growing very tired of this bullshit!
 
Interesting email I got. I have missed your presence! ... have wondered about you..hope all is well, and by all means, find me and catch up...thank you
 
I can not believe how vulnerable I feel today. Like I could shatter in to a million tiny pieces.
 
I am just wondering how to determine who is crazy enough to bother reading what I post in the "write in white" thread.

Why would anyone think it would be valuable to read?

Even I won't read it.
 
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Not even sure I know how to write in white. i did read some posts but what's the point exactly?
 
Tiny little fractures. Spider web of them, from the tip of my head to the soles of my feet.
So this is how it feels, to have no hope and no dreams left.
 
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