The write in white thread

He's gone. I've known for days. I have. And yet ... it's just now really hitting me. And I don't understand why. Why him? He was a good kid. He was on the fast track to graduation, he had managed to get himself away from all the trouble and he was a success. So why? Why him? He wasn't a part of my daily life anymore so why in the fucking hell does it hurt so goddamn much? I really thought I had closed myself off enough so that things like this wouldn't affect me anymore. I was so wrong. And people were right. I'm too damn fucking soft-hearted. It's got to stop.
 
I'm having a really hard time pretending that I don't miss you today. Maybe it's because I'm tired, I don't know ... the hurt is just there, how throw-away-able I was to you. And still ... the rare times I allow myself to picture you, I always picture that you're smiling in whatever it is that you're doing. Be well.
 
I miss you like hell. I should've known this wasn't good idea.
 
I'm so angry at you right now! Maybe I should be posting in the "FUCK YOU" thread!
 
Yep, I feel like a fool. I hope it was worth it to all of you.
 
It feels so incredibly wrong to say that I enjoy my job considering what it is. And even still ... I'm not looking forward to the long night ahead. There's just something about the quietness of the night that haunts me.
 
I don't know when it will be, but I am going to meet you one day. I know this in my mind, I feel this in my heart and I got it locked in my gut. I look forward to that day, and I think you do to. :rose: :rose: :rose:
 
You make my heart flutter and you make me weak in the knees. Everything you have felt, I have felt too. And everything you have said, that you want, well I also want that too. I never thought my heart could heal, that I could feel this safe, this happy again........... but you make me feel this way. And when that time comes to meet........it will be magical. :rose::rose::rose:
 
oOo....WoWee! Is it time to break out the Champagne? They don't have to be reserved for a special occasion ya know, champagnes are for everyday!! :kiss:
 
Yeah, I found another lump. No, I'm not going to freak out. Yes, if you hug me I will kill you. No, I'm not going to break down right now. Yes, I could use some good karma. No, I doubt I'll find it.
 
I like this thread very good idea, I wish this site had spoiler tags cause I would make a write in spoiler tags thread. I will be posting here from now on.
 
I'm developing a crush.

Me too. *blush*

Are your butterflies pink or purple?

*wraps my wigglebumsis in a huge huge hugglesquish, cos not matter how busy or crazy the day or week has been, seeing her never ever EVER fails to make my day*
 
I do wonder, sometimes, how I come off to people reading my posts. I wonder if even the good parts of me shine through or not. Ultimately I don't care. I'm not asking you to like me.
 
*smiles softly and huggles the Winglet and the Gsnorts for being no one but themselves*









And bosomy.
 
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