Was your what did you learn today thread aimed at me? I had some spare time to kill while at the office waiting for things. I got 4 hours sleep trying to fix issues. If you want to call me out for lying, please do so, but know I had a crazy weekend.
I am realizing that every word you ever said to me was just a lie, a line you can use on any random girl...........and now I can see how little I mattered to you. Thanks.........."friend".
I'm stunned. And hurt. Very hurt. That was, quite frankly, very uncalled for. And deep down you KNOW it. I have nothing to hide. I'm not ashamed for reaching out because I recalled the things YOU said. And I believed them. You never once told me what you really thought. So before you go around labeling people wrongly and letting your ego soothe your conscience, maybe you should consider your own actions.
i want to tell you that i hate you; for several reasons. i love how you can just post away and not even think about what you've done to (hurt) me. i'm crossing my fingers that the wall will protect me and you never realize just who is on the other side of it.
seething with anger, is how i feel after seeing you. like taking a ball peen hammer and bashing you against your temporalis muscles repeatedly until i felt my hurt was satisfied by doing this, anger.
you're callous and you never loved me. thanks for everything. and i mean everything.
*sitting on the other side of the wall, praying he won't know.*
Please don't tell me that you're here for me when you go weeks without getting in touch. Don't tell me that I deserve to have someone to talk to after you've been silent for a while.
What you think I deserve and what I actually deserve are two completely different things. And I hope you wake up soon enough to realize it or I'll be gone.
I wish that the women in this world would stop looking to the football captain for love and loyalty and gentleness. Why can't they instead teach the nerd boys how to fuck nasty? I promise they wouldn't regret the choice. But instead they just keep going for the same old tired shit and winding up miserable for it. It's a goddamned shame.
I do not know how to respond. I know that anything I do say will be in anger and frustration and it will only lead to more turmoil. It is obvious that nothing will ever be resolved. I am going to move past all of this. You should do the same. It is done.......and so am I.