BiBunny
Moon Queen & Wanderer
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Please note, the title of this thread is totally facetious.
I thought I'd make a place for all us needy masos/painsluts to come talk (i.e., complain) about what we need and/or brush up on our writing skills a bit. It's NOT a place for creepy people to stalk us and then send us equally creepy PMs.
So without further ado, here's my spiel. (If you have delicate sensibilities, it might be best for you to skip over it. Also, I'd appreciate it if this thread didn't turn into a safety warnings thread. I know some of the things I write about are less than 100% safe, but I've lived through them plenty of times before. This is also called a fantasy thread for a reason.) While it's normally against my principles to write anything like this using second-person pronouns, it does occasionally come in handy. Also, please note that "you" denotes the general you and is not meant to imply any one person. Thanks.
Fuck gentleness and tenderness and any other word ending in "-ness" that even remotely signifies civility. Even "cruelty" doesn't fit here, as it implies finesse and a kind of self-control on your part that I'm not interested in at the moment. I think "brutality" is actually the term I'm looking for.
Hurt me. Hurt me past this cutesy little Happy Pony Rainbow Land half-assed bullshit that passes for S&M these days. Torture me past the point that I enjoy it. Leave me in tears and begging for mercy. Do things to me that would make kinky people cringe. Reach into the deepest, darkest parts of me and lay them out for all the world to see. Let me bleed for you, suffer for you. Make me ache for it because I want to please you.
Rip my clothes off of me. Bind me up tight, hands bound behind my back, elbows touching, tugging on my injured shoulder, making me feel-lightheaded and dizzy. Put my legs in a spreader bar that's so wide my hip flexors scream in agony. Ask me if it hurts and slap me when I tell you it does. Slap me again and ask me if you give a shit if it hurts or not. Wrap your hands around my throat and squeeze until I can't breathe at all, and don't stop until I'm choking and within seconds of losing consciousness.
If you want to hear me scream, give me an open-mouthed gag, so I drool all down my face and chest. Leave me un-blindfolded, so I can see the mess I'm making. Make snide comments and wipe the saliva all over my face, so my makeup smears.
If you don't want to hear me scream, piss on my pretty pink panties, stuff them in my mouth, and duct tape the whole mess in. Put a hood over my face, so I have no idea what you're going to do to me next. Stick a noose around my neck and tie it off to a hook in the ceiling, so my breathing is restricted. I need the reminder that even the breaths I take are not my own.
Bind my breasts tightly. Don't bother with a chest harness or worry about it being pretty. Just tie them as tight as you can pull them. Watch as they become deformed and turn a pretty deep purple. Once they're bound, and I'm whimpering in agony, squeeze them hard. I should make some pretty interesting noises. Punch me in the stomach and watch as I try to double over and then realize that the noose around my neck cuts off all my air when I lean forward. Hit me again, several times, and laugh as I try to remain standing upright.
Tell me what a ugly, stupid, disgusting cunt I am. Listen to my muffled sobs while you tell me that you'd die if anyone knew you were touching me. Tell me that you're ashamed of me, and that's why you'll never take me out in public because you don't want anyone to know you even know me. Call me an ignorant white-trash bitch, and punch me again for good measure. Tell me that you only keep me around because everyone knows fat women are the best cocksuckers, since they're so desperate for a man to fuck them that they'll do anything he says.
Take out your knife. Carve deeply into my back with it. Watch as the warm, bright red blood trickles slowly down. Don't put anything aesthetically pleasing on the back of a nasty whore. Leave ugly marks and tell me how much uglier they'll make me. Tell me how no one will ever want to touch me again with those scars on my back, even if you know perfectly well they'll be gone completely in six months. It's no more than fucking slut deserves.
Untie my noose from the ceiling, but leave it around my neck. Bend me over the bed face-down, so all my weight is on my painfully bound breasts. Lie down on top of me, grind your body into mine, so I feel as if my poor tits will explode. Lube up a huge dildo and a sizeable butt plug with Vick's. Shove them mercilessly inside both my exposed holes without preamble. Tell me I must hold the dildo inside in my cunt, even though I'm dripping wet, and the spreader bar holds my feet even wider than shoulder width apart. Mock me when I'm unable to keep it inside me; tell me if I hadn't fucked so many men, my cunt wouldn't be so loose, and I could've kept it in.
Beat me with your belt. No warm-up, no gentle practice swings. Hit me hard, and then hit me harder. Watch me go into a panic and struggle, but to no avail. Let my pleas for mercy anger you into beating me harder. Leave my ass and thighs covered with purple-black bruises. I'm yours to use and abuse, any way you like. Only stop when you're tired to raise your arm to hit me again.
Pull me to my feet by hair and unbuckle my feet from the spreader bar. Throw me back down on the bed again, this time on my back. Untie the ropes from my breasts and use them to tie my feet securely so my legs are spread wide, with no chance of escape. Slap and punch my poor, tender breasts and laugh evilly at my tears.
Put the strongest clamps you have on my nipples. Pull and twist on them, so that the thin skin of my nipples tears and bleeds. Remind me that I'm nothing but a disgusting bitch, so low that the dog wouldn't even fuck me. Work your fist painfully into my cunt and torture orgasms out of me. Don't stop until I've soaked through the sheets and all the way down to the mattress.
Untie my feet and drag me up by my hair to my knees. Rip my blindfold and gag out and push me down on my chest. Snatch the plug out of my ass and bury your cock in it, while I scream and plead with you to stop. Make sure you remind me that you're fucking my ass because it's less repulsive to you than my cunt is. Push my head down into the wet spot I made. When you finally cum, throw me off the bed and onto the floor and remind me that you don't want the cum leaking out of my ass onto the bed, compounding the mess I've already made.
Pull me to my knees to clean your cock. Make me choke and gag on it. When you're satisfied, push me away and slap me hard enough that I fall to ground. Untie me quickly and kick me in the side as you walk away. Leave me there to cry and think about how much I love you and hate you all at the same time.
Return with a huge bottle of water, a collar, and a leash. Hold the bottle to my lips and squeeze my nostrils shut, so I have to swallow or drown. Don't stop until I've downed the whole bottle. Tug on my leash and make me follow behind you on my hands and knees to the bathroom. Put me in the tub, take out your cock, and piss on me. Concentrate on my mouth, but make sure you get it on my body, too. Hose me off with cold water, taking no time to be gentle or stroke my body to soothe me.
Reach inside me and stroke my G-spot until I realize why you had me drink all that water earlier. Make me cum over and over and coat my legs with a mixture of female ejaculate and piss. Remove your fingers from me and smear it all over my face. Slap me hard. When I cry out, slap me again. Walk away and leave me shivering and sobbing all along on the cold porcelain, knowing that it's only just begun.
Ok, that's mine. Hardly a literary feat, but that fantasy's been driving me nuts for days. Feel free to share your own. (Actually, please do, so I don't feel so alone out here on this limb.)
I thought I'd make a place for all us needy masos/painsluts to come talk (i.e., complain) about what we need and/or brush up on our writing skills a bit. It's NOT a place for creepy people to stalk us and then send us equally creepy PMs.
So without further ado, here's my spiel. (If you have delicate sensibilities, it might be best for you to skip over it. Also, I'd appreciate it if this thread didn't turn into a safety warnings thread. I know some of the things I write about are less than 100% safe, but I've lived through them plenty of times before. This is also called a fantasy thread for a reason.) While it's normally against my principles to write anything like this using second-person pronouns, it does occasionally come in handy. Also, please note that "you" denotes the general you and is not meant to imply any one person. Thanks.
Fuck gentleness and tenderness and any other word ending in "-ness" that even remotely signifies civility. Even "cruelty" doesn't fit here, as it implies finesse and a kind of self-control on your part that I'm not interested in at the moment. I think "brutality" is actually the term I'm looking for.
Hurt me. Hurt me past this cutesy little Happy Pony Rainbow Land half-assed bullshit that passes for S&M these days. Torture me past the point that I enjoy it. Leave me in tears and begging for mercy. Do things to me that would make kinky people cringe. Reach into the deepest, darkest parts of me and lay them out for all the world to see. Let me bleed for you, suffer for you. Make me ache for it because I want to please you.
Rip my clothes off of me. Bind me up tight, hands bound behind my back, elbows touching, tugging on my injured shoulder, making me feel-lightheaded and dizzy. Put my legs in a spreader bar that's so wide my hip flexors scream in agony. Ask me if it hurts and slap me when I tell you it does. Slap me again and ask me if you give a shit if it hurts or not. Wrap your hands around my throat and squeeze until I can't breathe at all, and don't stop until I'm choking and within seconds of losing consciousness.
If you want to hear me scream, give me an open-mouthed gag, so I drool all down my face and chest. Leave me un-blindfolded, so I can see the mess I'm making. Make snide comments and wipe the saliva all over my face, so my makeup smears.
If you don't want to hear me scream, piss on my pretty pink panties, stuff them in my mouth, and duct tape the whole mess in. Put a hood over my face, so I have no idea what you're going to do to me next. Stick a noose around my neck and tie it off to a hook in the ceiling, so my breathing is restricted. I need the reminder that even the breaths I take are not my own.
Bind my breasts tightly. Don't bother with a chest harness or worry about it being pretty. Just tie them as tight as you can pull them. Watch as they become deformed and turn a pretty deep purple. Once they're bound, and I'm whimpering in agony, squeeze them hard. I should make some pretty interesting noises. Punch me in the stomach and watch as I try to double over and then realize that the noose around my neck cuts off all my air when I lean forward. Hit me again, several times, and laugh as I try to remain standing upright.
Tell me what a ugly, stupid, disgusting cunt I am. Listen to my muffled sobs while you tell me that you'd die if anyone knew you were touching me. Tell me that you're ashamed of me, and that's why you'll never take me out in public because you don't want anyone to know you even know me. Call me an ignorant white-trash bitch, and punch me again for good measure. Tell me that you only keep me around because everyone knows fat women are the best cocksuckers, since they're so desperate for a man to fuck them that they'll do anything he says.
Take out your knife. Carve deeply into my back with it. Watch as the warm, bright red blood trickles slowly down. Don't put anything aesthetically pleasing on the back of a nasty whore. Leave ugly marks and tell me how much uglier they'll make me. Tell me how no one will ever want to touch me again with those scars on my back, even if you know perfectly well they'll be gone completely in six months. It's no more than fucking slut deserves.
Untie my noose from the ceiling, but leave it around my neck. Bend me over the bed face-down, so all my weight is on my painfully bound breasts. Lie down on top of me, grind your body into mine, so I feel as if my poor tits will explode. Lube up a huge dildo and a sizeable butt plug with Vick's. Shove them mercilessly inside both my exposed holes without preamble. Tell me I must hold the dildo inside in my cunt, even though I'm dripping wet, and the spreader bar holds my feet even wider than shoulder width apart. Mock me when I'm unable to keep it inside me; tell me if I hadn't fucked so many men, my cunt wouldn't be so loose, and I could've kept it in.
Beat me with your belt. No warm-up, no gentle practice swings. Hit me hard, and then hit me harder. Watch me go into a panic and struggle, but to no avail. Let my pleas for mercy anger you into beating me harder. Leave my ass and thighs covered with purple-black bruises. I'm yours to use and abuse, any way you like. Only stop when you're tired to raise your arm to hit me again.
Pull me to my feet by hair and unbuckle my feet from the spreader bar. Throw me back down on the bed again, this time on my back. Untie the ropes from my breasts and use them to tie my feet securely so my legs are spread wide, with no chance of escape. Slap and punch my poor, tender breasts and laugh evilly at my tears.
Put the strongest clamps you have on my nipples. Pull and twist on them, so that the thin skin of my nipples tears and bleeds. Remind me that I'm nothing but a disgusting bitch, so low that the dog wouldn't even fuck me. Work your fist painfully into my cunt and torture orgasms out of me. Don't stop until I've soaked through the sheets and all the way down to the mattress.
Untie my feet and drag me up by my hair to my knees. Rip my blindfold and gag out and push me down on my chest. Snatch the plug out of my ass and bury your cock in it, while I scream and plead with you to stop. Make sure you remind me that you're fucking my ass because it's less repulsive to you than my cunt is. Push my head down into the wet spot I made. When you finally cum, throw me off the bed and onto the floor and remind me that you don't want the cum leaking out of my ass onto the bed, compounding the mess I've already made.
Pull me to my knees to clean your cock. Make me choke and gag on it. When you're satisfied, push me away and slap me hard enough that I fall to ground. Untie me quickly and kick me in the side as you walk away. Leave me there to cry and think about how much I love you and hate you all at the same time.
Return with a huge bottle of water, a collar, and a leash. Hold the bottle to my lips and squeeze my nostrils shut, so I have to swallow or drown. Don't stop until I've downed the whole bottle. Tug on my leash and make me follow behind you on my hands and knees to the bathroom. Put me in the tub, take out your cock, and piss on me. Concentrate on my mouth, but make sure you get it on my body, too. Hose me off with cold water, taking no time to be gentle or stroke my body to soothe me.
Reach inside me and stroke my G-spot until I realize why you had me drink all that water earlier. Make me cum over and over and coat my legs with a mixture of female ejaculate and piss. Remove your fingers from me and smear it all over my face. Slap me hard. When I cry out, slap me again. Walk away and leave me shivering and sobbing all along on the cold porcelain, knowing that it's only just begun.
Ok, that's mine. Hardly a literary feat, but that fantasy's been driving me nuts for days. Feel free to share your own. (Actually, please do, so I don't feel so alone out here on this limb.)