indiguy6969
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My secret started when I was 14, in the bathroom with condoms over any random phallic object that I thought might feel good in my ass.
By 16 my secret was wearing my older siaters skin tight jeans, little shirts and panties while sucking bananas infront of a mirror and my brothernlaws straight porno, eventually leading to a condom over my sisters 7in plastic vibrator that felt amazing in my ass bringing me to powerful orgasms that I would end up in my mouth or all over my face. I could get half my cock in my mouth, and still can.
By 18 my secret was meeting a 38 year old man from AOL who shaved my ass and bikini nice and smooth. He was such a romantic, candlelight, cocktails, kissing, body rubs, and lots of oral. I was so tight though... to tight for 7" that was big around as a coke can. It hurt so bad and he always had to stop. I could barely blow him, I felt so lame that i bought a black fleshy 8" suction cup dildo that I taught myself how to take.
By 19 my secret grew dark when I accepted a ride from a nieghbor in my apt complex who was 29 and clearly gay. I stayed guarded at his place around his bf. I turned down ICE the first time it was offered there but tried a dose of G. Idky bit I mamage to leave without getting naked or seeing any hard dick, but I was so high and horney when I got he that I fucked myself into the most intense orgasms of my life. I hung out again with them the next weekend. Tried the ICE with the G and within an hour my secret was slowly stripping down piece by piece until I was naked, on my knees infront of rick suckimg his cock like it was my job, and totally loving it. He had bragged aboit his blk bf eric having a huge dick, in addition to a perfect ripped body and hot face. We woke him up in bed and my secret was taking two hard dicks with an interracial gay couple. Tweeked and g'd doggie style on the bed taking 9" of black dick in my ass while sucking his bfs cock at the same time was so mind blowing that when I had to stop sucking rick would fire up the pipe to my mouth for me to rip on while eric slowed to a steady in and out pace fucking my ass. It was just another totally imtensley erotic feeling ever to be getting fucked slowly while hitting the pipe right next to a hard dick waiting to be sucked again. As depraved as this sounds....
By 20 I was spending a couple days a week at their place smoking all the ICE I wanted, doseing on G, and became a bit of a star doing cam shows online with eric. Everyone loves to see a lil fem whiye boy getting railed by a big black top but when the couple is smoking hot and broadcast for a few days straight because we are high as fuck you get alot of viewers. But private cam shows with other tweakers were the best. Seeing various men fuck themselves or jerk off watching me hit the pipe and as soon as I finished exhaling I was sucking dick.
By 21 I met a woman that I had the biggest crush on a few years earlier and we started dating, eric had moved and I didn't have a car so I decided to go straight again for a while...
By 22 my gf came across my dildo... and for the first time, in tears i came out as bi.she was fine with it. Obvioisly she only approved of porn and masterbation. I ended up cheated on her for a one time reunion with eric which was earthshattering as always but I was sure I was going to get caught. We had 9-10 hours together getting high and freakimg each other out. I took a shower at his place then went home but I was so horny still, I took another shower at home and fucked myself nonstop, I figured it would be the best cover up and I was right. She broke out the strapon and fucked me senseless.
By 23 my gf and I were broke up for 6 months and I I met a bi swinger couple that were total freaks, she loved watching her buff alpha bf and his big dick fuck femmie twinks or cd's. I had long hair at the time and had always been into mild gay guy cd but not full blown chick look. Still we pushed it to the hottest limits, I shaved off ALL my body hair, started tanning, we would have our little sex parties with booze and poppers just the 3 of us. She would doa little light make up just to soften my baby face, and I would wear the shinyest slutty lip gloss, with my hair in pigtails, legs clad with thigh high stalkings and the tinest little thong or gstring. She'd fuck me with a strapon while I blew him or I'd eat her pussy while he fucked me, she was a squirter so I always had one of them cumming on me, it was so hot. A couple times we barebacked for her to see me with a cream pie. And at the end of it all after couple months he was fucking me without her. And it ended.
By 26 my dark secret was coming to life for good, the gf and I broke up again amd I moved in with guy I met online, the first real bf I guess. I just loved living with a man and getting dick constant. Family and most friends thought he was roomate... only a couple close friends and 2xgfs know im bi. He took me tothe bath hoise for the first time in my life and I was (still am) hooked. Afyer we broke up and I moved out welll....
At 27 my secret has reached its darkest, I am addicted to methamphetamine and gay sex. A couple times a month for the past couple years I get tweaked and of a fuck buddy isnt avalible I head to the bath house. Wearing nothing but tiny panties lined with condoms I pick and choose from the various men. All older, all hung and on a good night I only end up taking it from 3 different guys, but some dont last as long as others and before its check out time ive been fucked up the ass every which way by 5-6 different guys. Plenty of times with a live audience of men standing around jerking off watching me get pounded. I dont advertise that im high as fuck, just that I have a high sex drive.
I'm 28 now and I use hard uppers a couple times a month and let older dominant men with big dicks fuck me in the ass. I love being watched live or on camera, their ate multiple vids of my online sucking dick, swallowing cum, taking facials, and taking it in the ass. I would love to be a pro actor in adult entertainment but my 6"average dick wont get hard when im with men and when im wearing my plug or getting fucked it shrinks to just the head and my balls hybernate. Not really porn material but i still make my amature fun. Sometimes I feel i am almost at my breaking point with condoms. Ive taken a few loads years ago and loved it.
Hows that for darkest secret (s). I feel like I need help, but then I rationalize that I'm young, single, dead sexi, and men, sex, drugs make me happy... a couple times a month.
Anybody else wanna share there darkest secrets?
By 16 my secret was wearing my older siaters skin tight jeans, little shirts and panties while sucking bananas infront of a mirror and my brothernlaws straight porno, eventually leading to a condom over my sisters 7in plastic vibrator that felt amazing in my ass bringing me to powerful orgasms that I would end up in my mouth or all over my face. I could get half my cock in my mouth, and still can.
By 18 my secret was meeting a 38 year old man from AOL who shaved my ass and bikini nice and smooth. He was such a romantic, candlelight, cocktails, kissing, body rubs, and lots of oral. I was so tight though... to tight for 7" that was big around as a coke can. It hurt so bad and he always had to stop. I could barely blow him, I felt so lame that i bought a black fleshy 8" suction cup dildo that I taught myself how to take.
By 19 my secret grew dark when I accepted a ride from a nieghbor in my apt complex who was 29 and clearly gay. I stayed guarded at his place around his bf. I turned down ICE the first time it was offered there but tried a dose of G. Idky bit I mamage to leave without getting naked or seeing any hard dick, but I was so high and horney when I got he that I fucked myself into the most intense orgasms of my life. I hung out again with them the next weekend. Tried the ICE with the G and within an hour my secret was slowly stripping down piece by piece until I was naked, on my knees infront of rick suckimg his cock like it was my job, and totally loving it. He had bragged aboit his blk bf eric having a huge dick, in addition to a perfect ripped body and hot face. We woke him up in bed and my secret was taking two hard dicks with an interracial gay couple. Tweeked and g'd doggie style on the bed taking 9" of black dick in my ass while sucking his bfs cock at the same time was so mind blowing that when I had to stop sucking rick would fire up the pipe to my mouth for me to rip on while eric slowed to a steady in and out pace fucking my ass. It was just another totally imtensley erotic feeling ever to be getting fucked slowly while hitting the pipe right next to a hard dick waiting to be sucked again. As depraved as this sounds....
By 20 I was spending a couple days a week at their place smoking all the ICE I wanted, doseing on G, and became a bit of a star doing cam shows online with eric. Everyone loves to see a lil fem whiye boy getting railed by a big black top but when the couple is smoking hot and broadcast for a few days straight because we are high as fuck you get alot of viewers. But private cam shows with other tweakers were the best. Seeing various men fuck themselves or jerk off watching me hit the pipe and as soon as I finished exhaling I was sucking dick.
By 21 I met a woman that I had the biggest crush on a few years earlier and we started dating, eric had moved and I didn't have a car so I decided to go straight again for a while...
By 22 my gf came across my dildo... and for the first time, in tears i came out as bi.she was fine with it. Obvioisly she only approved of porn and masterbation. I ended up cheated on her for a one time reunion with eric which was earthshattering as always but I was sure I was going to get caught. We had 9-10 hours together getting high and freakimg each other out. I took a shower at his place then went home but I was so horny still, I took another shower at home and fucked myself nonstop, I figured it would be the best cover up and I was right. She broke out the strapon and fucked me senseless.
By 23 my gf and I were broke up for 6 months and I I met a bi swinger couple that were total freaks, she loved watching her buff alpha bf and his big dick fuck femmie twinks or cd's. I had long hair at the time and had always been into mild gay guy cd but not full blown chick look. Still we pushed it to the hottest limits, I shaved off ALL my body hair, started tanning, we would have our little sex parties with booze and poppers just the 3 of us. She would doa little light make up just to soften my baby face, and I would wear the shinyest slutty lip gloss, with my hair in pigtails, legs clad with thigh high stalkings and the tinest little thong or gstring. She'd fuck me with a strapon while I blew him or I'd eat her pussy while he fucked me, she was a squirter so I always had one of them cumming on me, it was so hot. A couple times we barebacked for her to see me with a cream pie. And at the end of it all after couple months he was fucking me without her. And it ended.
By 26 my dark secret was coming to life for good, the gf and I broke up again amd I moved in with guy I met online, the first real bf I guess. I just loved living with a man and getting dick constant. Family and most friends thought he was roomate... only a couple close friends and 2xgfs know im bi. He took me tothe bath hoise for the first time in my life and I was (still am) hooked. Afyer we broke up and I moved out welll....
At 27 my secret has reached its darkest, I am addicted to methamphetamine and gay sex. A couple times a month for the past couple years I get tweaked and of a fuck buddy isnt avalible I head to the bath house. Wearing nothing but tiny panties lined with condoms I pick and choose from the various men. All older, all hung and on a good night I only end up taking it from 3 different guys, but some dont last as long as others and before its check out time ive been fucked up the ass every which way by 5-6 different guys. Plenty of times with a live audience of men standing around jerking off watching me get pounded. I dont advertise that im high as fuck, just that I have a high sex drive.
I'm 28 now and I use hard uppers a couple times a month and let older dominant men with big dicks fuck me in the ass. I love being watched live or on camera, their ate multiple vids of my online sucking dick, swallowing cum, taking facials, and taking it in the ass. I would love to be a pro actor in adult entertainment but my 6"average dick wont get hard when im with men and when im wearing my plug or getting fucked it shrinks to just the head and my balls hybernate. Not really porn material but i still make my amature fun. Sometimes I feel i am almost at my breaking point with condoms. Ive taken a few loads years ago and loved it.
Hows that for darkest secret (s). I feel like I need help, but then I rationalize that I'm young, single, dead sexi, and men, sex, drugs make me happy... a couple times a month.
Anybody else wanna share there darkest secrets?
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