The Professor's Offer (reserved)

[ERedBoyd]

Jonathan Edwards smiled as he walked into first college class, World History 100. He hesitated a moment as he took in the size of this lecture hall/auditorium. It was designed to seat nearly 600 students and to his surprise, nearly every seat was full. Johnny wore blue jeans, a AC/DC T-shirt, a leather jacket, sneakers, and carried his laptop filled back pack slung over his left shoulder. He was well built from his years in school as a track runner and football player, had jet black hair, and could be deemed attractive. He never had many problems finding dates during his rather young life.

"Can you move along please? Got people behind you." An impatient pink haired, nose pierced woman snapped from behind him as he stood in the doorway.

"Oh... right. Sorry." He stepped out of the doorway and scanned for any empty seats. Unfortunately, the only real open spaces were up at the front so he began the climb down the stairs to the second row from the front where he found him a seat near the middle. This is what he gets for being ontime to class. He made a mental note to arrive 15 minutes earlier next time. He hated sitting on the front rows.

"Excuse me... sorry... that seat taken? Good. Thanks!" He said as he worked his way down the row to the open seat. This was a freshman level course so it was a required class for literally every college degree from the university so it was no surprise there were so many people.

He pulled out his laptop and powered it up noting he had an email already from his friend Cameron waiting on him. He was a buddy from back home in the Florida Keys who ran a few kink clubs in that part of the world and he was basically wishing Johnny the best of luck. He quickly responded and hit send, then turned his attention to the auditorium stage. There were three desks on the stage, one to either side for the student aides who would no doubt be doing the lion's share of the grading of all the tests and papers. A relatively uninterested young man sat behind one of the desks looking blankly out into the audience. Johnny speculated he was in his junior or senior year. At the other desk, a young red headed woman sat straight backed and ready to begin her role to the instructor. This had to be her first class as she looked eager to please.

He glanced at the college course summary and he had to admit, he had no idea who the professor was during on this. He had heard rumors of this professor being a replacement for an old toad of a man named Doctor Smith. It was almost exactly 9AM on the money with a door to the side of the auditorium opened and his destiny was forever changed.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Lanie Wilson was nervous she was one of the youngest professors on campus and her colleagues were already looking down on her, but she would prove them all wrong, she just had to keep her past under wraps she could lose everything had anyone found out she thought to herself.

She gathered her things together, she was also nervous because she was going to be close to most of her students ages so she wondered if they would even respect her, she was sure they would for the simple fact she had graduated top of her class and knew what she was talking about.

She had to remind herself that she could do this, that she could handle this, she was going to be doing a job that she loved, she just hoped to make a good impression on her students.

She finally got to the school she lived in a little apartment not far from campus

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Lanie Wilson was nervous she was one of the youngest professors on campus and her colleagues were already looking down on her, but she would prove them all wrong, she just had to keep her past under wraps she could lose everything had anyone found out she thought to herself.

She gathered her things together, she was also nervous because she was going to be close to most of her student's ages so she wondered if they would even respect her, she was sure they would for the simple fact she had graduated top of her class and knew what she was talking about.

She had to remind herself that she could do this, that she could handle this, that she was going to be doing a job that she loved, she just hoped to make a good impression on her students.

She finally got to the school she lived in a little apartment not far from campus, so she could walk if she wanted but she opted to drive making it a little easier on herself, she grabbed her thermos of coffee and all her belongings and headed into the school she was a bundle of nerves but knew she could handle this she had already handled so much in her life.
She headed towards her classroom and gathered all the courage she had she was overwhelmed by all the students in the room but she made sure she kept a straight face to hide her nerves.
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She had a tattoo on her wrist that she loved, but she knew people would want to know what it stood for she always made a story up, she was the only person who knew what it truly meant. https://pin.it/4flaZx3fu

 

[ERedBoyd]

The course went pretty much the way he expected it to go... World history was... well... world history. The Greeks, the Spartans, the Romans, the Franks, the Nazis, and so forth. It was a useless course so far as Johnny was concerned. His degree was mechanical engineering... specifically the ability to build small machines. It was something he had always had a fancy in and now was his chance to learn all the basics of the program. He had learned early on that he had a passion for things like building small robots and gadgets. He had won a few awards for some of his devices too, though he never expected to make any money off of them. Regardless, nothing was going to happen until he finished this stupid world history class.

He heard the click of a pair of heels and a stunningly beautiful woman walk onto the stage from the back entrance and at first he didn't take into account who she was. He assumed she was another student instructors spent the next few moments eyeing her body, the shape of her figure, her hair, her face, those pouty lips, all of it as she talked with the other two assistants on stage.

It was only when he heard one of them say, "Yes Professor!", did it occur to him that she wasn't a student aide, but the professor. Oh... perhaps world history wasn't going to be so boring after all! He figured her for about 25ish though he could have been off. He noticed that he wasn't the only one making the same observation and was one of dozens that hid smirks when a couple of whistles and cat calls came from somewhere in the back. College men could be so ... immature.

Regardless though, as she took to the podium, the class began to sit up straighter and the chatter began to hush. She put her hands on either side of the podium as she scanned the class slowly. There was at least 500 students in this room and even though she was young, there didn't seem to be any nervousness in her posture. His eyes scanned her up and down and for once he was glad he had a seat near the front of the class. She wore a conservative looking blouse and skirt that stopped just below her knees. He could see she wore black heels and had hose on. She had on a few bracelets and a couple of necklaces as well though he couldn't make them out.

As he was glancing down her arms, he did make notice of a small tattoo that looked like some kind of druid mark and for some reason, that struck a chord with him. He couldn't figure out why at the moment as her eyes only for a moment glanced down his row, to him and then past him to the others. Finally said, "You may begin your recordings."

There was a shuffle of tape recorders and laptop cameras being turned on as she moved her hand to the notes on her page. His eyes stayed locked on that tattoo though. What was it about that tattoo that caught his memory so much? Where had he seen it before?

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She needed to just focus on getting through her first day, she knew she looked young and she knew she didn't look like a typical professor but that was not going to deter her from teaching. She was smart and she knew she had a lot to offer in so many different ways. She knew no one wanted to be in this class but she was going to make it as interesting as she could she wanted to teach well but also teach in a way the students would understand and enjoy the lesson plans. She knew this class for most was a means to an end. She took a long drink of her coffee knowing damn well she was going to need it. This was what she longed to do and she would do it well. She took a long deep breath calm down she reminded herself. She knew she could handle this.

She felt a little more than intimidated when she walked into the lecture hall, she knew she was going to have many students but this was quite unexpected. She put her stuff down and started talking to her ta's that were on stage with her most people assumed they would do all of her heavy lifting, but that was not the way she worked.

She was not surprised at all by the college boys it was to be expected she thought to herself. She knew she did not look the part, but she was very good at her job. Yes, she was young, but that did not make her incapable of doing a good job and teaching a good class. "Enough!" She said firmly and realized that it worked, hmm firm works sometimes she thought and smiled to herself. Boys she thought to herself.

After that, she noted that people seemed to be alert and ready to learn and listen to what she had to say. She looked around the room, she had planned on learning her students she didn't plan to be a hard ass, it wasn't the way she wanted to be, yes she wanted to be respected but at the same time, she as well wanted her students to feel respected. She wanted them to feel comfortable with her as much as she knew she would be with them. She was eyeing everyone, she seemed to have all of their attention and that was a good thing. She was dressed as best as she could she thought to herself knowing this was a lot different than how she dressed when she wasn't going to work, but that was all in her past now she thought to herself. She chewed her lip for a moment. Finally, she addressed the class telling them good morning and stating her name, before she started her lesson plan for the day.

She probably should have covered her tattoo she thought to herself, but then again it wasn't drastic so the board told her there was no need for her to have to do so. She smiled at the students wanting them to know she wanted them to feel comfortable in this room with her. Finally, she spoke up and told the class they could start their recordings.

She was going to try and teach this class that most would consider boring with a little more pazaz. She did not notice the way the gentleman in the front was looking at her, all she was focused on was teaching her lesson.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Had it not been for this incredibly attractive professor in her skirt and blouse teaching, Jonathan would have probably blown out his brains. The course was a dry as stale old bread. There was really only so many ways to deal with world history when all you had time to do was to give a brief synopsis of each phase. As it turned out, today had only been the synopsis of the course, the grading standards, the assigning of the reading materials and a very general overview of the ancient civilizations. This crap was boring as hell to him and his eyes would have glazed over... had it not been for Professor Wilson's need to scratch the back of her left leg with the top of her right foot.

He couldn't help but lock into that particular action as she droned on about ancient civilizations. He was sure this would have fascinated a history buff but he was not that. What did it matter whether he knew about ancient civilizations?! How could this knowledge possibly help him as he moved forward in his machination patenting?

Johnny's eyes kept going back to the tattoo on her wrist though as that symbol kept bugging him as to what it meant. He repositioned his camera on his laptop and zoomed in on her wrist before snapping a couple of pics of it. He did manage to hear some girl behind him give a sniff and mutter, "You perv."

Just as he was about decide maybe blowing out his own brains would be more preferable to this droning material, when one of the students next to him nudged him as he stood up. His eyes focused on the guy and then to the teacher who was staring right at him looking annoyed. Clearly she had dismissed the class and he had missed it as everyone was now gathering up their things. He blushed slightly and nodded to her before getting to his feet and quickly collecting his things.

He walked out of class and headed on to his next class... another class of equal excitement.... Lit 101.

~~~~~ Later that evening ~~~~~

Johnny tossed his bag onto his bed and opened up a beer in his fridge and then plopped down at his desk. The day was literally the most boring day of his life. This freshmen courses absolutely sucked at college. THe only fun he had had was when he had been on the track running. It was one of the few luxuries he enjoyed at the school and though he wasn't on the track team, he could outrun most of them easily enough.

He pulled out his laptop once more and found the picture of Professor Wilson's tattoo on his screen as he unlocked it and his thoughts went right back to her. Something about that tattoo caught his eye... something familiar about it he knew. He pulled out a search engine and began to rummage through the net to see what he could find....

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She knew most people thought history was boring and in a sense, most people would be correct, but she wanted to make history exciting once more and soon enough she hoped she would be able to do just that. She knew this was the first class and it was just really a go-over of the course and what she would be expecting from the students. She knew this course was just a means to an end for most students and that was fine with her, but she would teach this class and try and get her students involved and not want to leave tired for the entire rest of the day. She remembered thinking the same as she was sure as these students were that certain classes were pointless but it made her the professor she was today. She tried to just focus on getting through the day and the day after, one step at a time she thought to herself.

Hell, some of this was even boring to her she thought to herself, but there was so much more to world history that met the eye after all. She took a deep breath and just focused on teaching the class. She wanted to laugh, it wasn't that long ago that she had been in a similar situation as her students. She smiled a little to herself as she once more looked over all of the students and could see some yawning, some looking as if they were going to fall asleep, and some enthralled by what she was saying.

She was teaching but her brain was also somewhere else entirely but the students nor anyone else could ever know where exactly her thoughts were going when she lost focus. She sighed to herself she knew she had to let go of her past life, but that was never going to be easy for her to do, especially when Liam crept into her thoughts so often. She knew she needed to keep that behind her, but that was always easier said than done she thought to herself.

The class was over and the students were leaving one by one, she was in a sense a little grateful because she knew her thoughts were all over the place, she did not want to think about the past, but she was sure that was never going to happen, it was always going to creep into her mind and it often did all at the wrong times. I looked at the student a little perturbed but it was more so the way he was looking at me almost through me as if he was trying to figure out something about me. She shook her head looked around the room again and went to speak to her tas giving them the lesson plans for the week and going over what she wanted to do in future classes. She smiled back at the student as he slightly blushed she had been in his shoes once she reminded herself.

She started to prepare for her next class put the rest of her thoughts behind her and just started to focus on the day.

Later

She got home and took her heels off thankful to have them off because her feet were starting to kill her. She put all of her belongings in their rightful place and then headed to the kitchen to make something light for dinner. She was not that hungry so she just opted for a salad quick and refreshing as she poured herself a glass of beer and headed to her study so she could do some work before going to bed. It had been a long day, especially when her past was sneaking up on her at the worst times. She knew she just had to put the past in the past and lock away that key of her life forever.

She finished up some work, washed the few dishes she had then went to take a long hot bath. She sighed as she let the hot water soak her skin, her mind finally calming. She would get through this, she had determination and had already gone through so much, she finished her bath cleaned up some, and then crawled into bed exhausted.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Johnny checked his watch once more seeing it was 11:54PM and growled, "Fuck.... I know there is something to that tat."

Jonathan's dorm mate Harry Dreamer, a fellow track member looked up from his place at his desk saying, "What?" Johnny and Harry's dorm was like the thousand other dorms on the campus which consisted of two twin beds, two desks, two dresses, a personal fridge, twin closets, and shared bathroom.

Johnny closed the laptop as he sat on his bed and said, "Nothing. Just getting late and I can't figure out this puzzle I have."

That caught Harry's attention and he said, "Puzzle? Hit me with it." He spun to look at his room mate.

"I have been looking for about 3 hours, it's late and I have class tomorrow." Johnny said.

"You can't leave me hanging like that bro. You have a puzzle, I love puzzles. Hit me with it real quick." Harry said calmly but a bit eagerly.

Johnny sighed and opened his laptop once again and said, "Okay... fine. Trying to figure out where I have seen this tattoo before." He turned the laptop to show him the picture of Professor Wilson's wrist. It was just her wrist with no other identification anywhere.

Harry jumped to his feet and started snapping his fingers over his head which indicated he was working through an idea and said, "I seen that before bro! I seen it!!! Where?!?!"

Johnny said, "I have hit all the tattoo sites, all the motorcycle sites, I have been looking at tattoos for hours. I got nothing...."

"Nah... that ain't where I seen it before.... wait... WAIT!!!" His eyes widened as he raced back to his computer, opened it up and then hacked past the firewall that controlled the content and allowed him to watch porn on the network and said, " You heard of this group called 'The Irish House'?"

Harry spun his laptop to Johnny and said, "Look."

"Clearly this is not something I want to be checking out with you..." Johnny said as he saw a movie of a woman in black and green stockings and heels kneeling and sucking on the cock of a big red headed beefy man he could only imagine was the Master.

Harry said, "Yeah... eww.... but look!" He paused the movie clip and pointed to the woman's wrist which was clearly visible... and it matched perfectly to the one on Johnny's old screen. His eyes widened. He had found his mark!

Two days later on Wednesday, Johnny had pretty much everything he could get off her the net about this Irish House... Images of Professor Wilson in hundreds of compromising positions and videos of her doing some hard debauchery. He had even jerked off to a couple of her movies when Harry was not at the dorm. That alone was incriminating enough, but then he found some additional information that could potentially be damning to her as well. Apparently, there were some very suggestive news articles about the owner of the house who had died in a rather tragic way. The circumstances had not been revealed due to an ongoing investigation but that had a photo of Professor Wilson in the news article as a person of interest who had fled the scene.

This person of interest was suspected in the murder of this Irish guy who ran the place and if anyone had any information on this person to report it immediately. THe same blah blah blah. Johnny, on the other hand was not someone who took this kind of information like most... report her and have her arrested and sent to jail. He had jerked off to this woman being fucked in every hole multiple times. He had his very own porn star grade woman lined up in his sites..... and he wanted more than just a movie of her fucking someone else. A plan began to form.

Johnny slid into his hoodie and covered his face with it as he left the dorm and made his way back to the auditorium, this time 45 minutes before class was to begin. He slipped into the building, keeping his identity hidden and then headed to the auditorium where her desk was. He dug into his black backpack and pulled out a small envelop that he tucked under the keyboard on her screen with her name on it. He let a small corner of the envelope show from the keyboard and then turned and walked out of class and headed for some breakfast. He smiled as he anticipated her reaction when she opened the envelop to find a letter in it and a printed image of her with her supposed Master's cock up her ass and women licking every other part of her body. The image clearly showed her face and there was no denying who it was.

The letter read, "Good Morning Professor Wilson.

I have figured out your dirty little secret. I am watching you right now so don't try to run from me or I will have the police in here within minutes. Did they ever figure out who killed your Master? I am guessing not as you are a person of interest to them. I have no interest in turning you in at the moment, but I will in a heartbeat if you don't do exactly as I say. First, you will knock on your desk 3 times in a row to let me know you understand and will obey. You will then offer your personal phone number to your students as an additional assistance for the class today. You will put the picture and envelop back into your case and resume your day. I will be in touch again soon.

Your true Master."

He found himself nearly late to class once more as he took his seat this time a little further back in class in the sea of faces and waited and watched for her to arrive.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

That night she found it impossible to sleep and she wasn't quite sure why, well she knew but she didn't want to go there, for when she did her heart ached and now was not the time for this to be happening she came here to start over not to dwell in the past.

She just could not let go of her past life, there were so many good yet now bad memories, and they all haunted her. She closed her eyes and remembered her first time at the TIH, how good she felt, and how much more she so wanted to belong.

At the time she was skeptical if she could ever live the type of lifestyle the TIH required, but once she met Master, there was no turning back for him, she was instantly taken with him, and why he did not share her with other men surely many women indulged on her as she did on them. She knew deep down that Master was all she ever wanted, then and there, there was no other man she would ever want again.

She sighed as she stared at her ceiling. She had to get herself together before classes tomorrow, but these thoughts continued over and over again. She thought about the day Master told his main girl that he wanted more with Lanie, it had been music to her ears, but the other girl was angry and devastated, that evening Master had been killed and she had been blamed.

She would have never done anything to hurt Master she was in love with him and was willing to give up everything to be his and only his, but there was still a part of her that wanted her own life and as much as Master wanted her, if she wanted to leave he would have allowed her to do so, but that night she wanted to stay she admitted her love and devotion to him and him alone, but later that evening after his announcement her entire life completely changed.

Go to sleep she told herself it had been a long time since she needed to take some sleeping medication, but she decided she was going to have to do that not sure why she could not get her brain to shut off.

Finally, about a half hour and a zolpidem later she fell into a deep sleep. Morning came quicker than she thought, as her head was spinning when the alarm went off.

Fuck she thought to herself when she crawled into a cold shower to wake her up and get her to become more alert.

She dressed and then grabbed a muffin and coffee gathered her things together and opted to walk to work today it was a beautiful day out and she would be able to concentrate and clear her head before the start of class.

She got to campus and headed to the faculty lounge already in need of another coffee.

She said good morning to fellow staff some asking her how her first day had been and some acting as if she did not belong there.

She finally got to her classroom and spoke hellos to her fellow TAS. It took her a few moments to notice the letter that was atop her keyboard she was a little confused and it showed, she slowly opened the letter the picture on the top, her face turned so red and she felt panic at her neck.

She read the letter and looked around the room, but noone looked at her as if they were up to anything, but this person had clearly done the research. Is this happening she thought to herself the panic rising she had to take this seriously she did not need anyone to find out about her, well although someone already had.

She did everything the letter said, she felt there was no other choice.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Hearing her knock on the desk three times made Johnny's heart race as he kept his eyes down a bit looking at his laptop than her as she scanned the class. She then told the class if any additional help was needed to reach out to her personal cell and wrote it down on the board as well though stipulated ONLY for emergencies.

Johnny quickly plugged her number into a burner phone he had picked yesterday and pocketed it. He watched as she began teaching her assignment once again though she looked very much on edge. He smiled as she tugged on her skirt and blouse needlessly and stumbled over bullet points of her class talking about points she had just talked about. He wanted to laugh out loud when she nearly jumped out of her skin when one of the assistants spoke up that she had already covered the bullet point.

Finally, he saw a form of determination grow in her to finish out the class and to his surprise, she dismissed the class with 10 minutes to spare. He collected his things and glanced back to her as she scanned the audience once more. They never locked eyes though as he turned to leave.

He had another class after this one and he headed directly over to it and took a seat waiting for it to begin. This professor was an older englishman who had a thick accent named Professor Ingles. While waiting for class to begin, he pulled out the burner and opened it and began to text, "You made it through your class well Professor. I have a little video I discovered of you I hope you will enjoy.... " He attached a video of a news broadcast that showed her picture being shown by the police to the population as a person of interest. It was a 20 second clip that gave her what she would need to know. He then waited a moment after sending it and began typing once more, "As I told you in your letter, I have no interest in burning you down. I know what kind of woman you really are. If you want my protection from the law, I will require a price. I want your obedience. It shouldn't be hard to do based on what I watched you do. If you want my protection to keep you safe, the response I had better recieve next from you is.... 'Yes, my Master. This slave desires protection from her Master.'

He doubled checked it and hit send....

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She could not believe that this was happening, she had covered her tracks well she thought to herself so how in the hell did anyone here find out about her? She felt she had no choice, but to follow everything the letter had stated, considering she did not want to ruin the new life that she had fought so hard to have, god she was so pissed at herself for ever allowing any of this to happen and her thoughts continued to go back to the past, her head was now all over the place, but she had to get through this class and the rest of her life she thought to herself.

There was no way in hell she would be able to focus today, she had been completely in control of herself most of the time, but all the control she had was slowly going out the window. She was trying to regain her composure but she was finding that more difficult than she had anticipated. She knew she was fucking up and that she was all over the place, but anyone would be in her position she thought to herself. Got damn it she thought to herself when one of the TAS spoke up that she had already covered the bullet point, she felt like a complete idiot and just mumbled to herself that she wasn't feeling well.

She had to get through this the last thing she wanted was for everyone in the room to think she was a complete screwup so she took a long deep breath and got back to teaching, she finished early and dismissed the class. She was leaning a little against the podium as she scanned the class once more but had no idea as to whom might be doing this to her. She knew with a class this large it would near to impossible to figure out whom was doing this.

She did not know how in the hell she was going to get through her next few classes and she decided to ask her TAS to just take over telling them she really was not feeling that great. She sighed as she gathered her things to head home, she needed a glass of wine and a hot bath, like that would really make what happened go away, fat chance of that, she knew she would have to do whatever this student wanted her to do, even if it was the last thing she wanted, she had sworn off ever having another master, hell another man in her life after everything that had happened to her in the past, but that was another story for another time she thought to herself, she really wished she had opted to drive to work this morning. She started her walk home when her cell phone panged and she knew what it was going to be even before she opened it. She would wait until she got home, she finally made it walking faster and faster as she did well as fast as her heels would allow her, she opened her door and just placed all her things in the corner, before going to her kitchen and sitting at the table, and once more opened the text message. Watching the news clip made her blood boil, she would have never hurt anyone much less her master she thought to herself. She had to laugh, he didn't want to burn her down, but he wanted to take advantage of her, wasn't that the same thing she asked herself. He knew nothing about her she thought to herself, considering just because what a person enjoyed sexually and or what type of lifestyle they chose to live didn't define who they were as a person. A price what the hell did he want. He could not be telling her what he wanted, she couldn't do that she thought to herself. He was making it sound as if she was some kind of slut. She shook her head and fought back the tear that was forming in her eye, when she finally responded with the answer he wanted even if it was the last thing she wanted to do.

She sighed and went to her liquor cabinet she needed something a little stronger than wine right now.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Johnny smiled as he got his response back and said, "Girl is good as mine now."

His mind raced though as he made it back to his dorm to find Harry at his laptop working. The dark man turned and said, "Yo! How did the search go? Did you find what you wanted?"

"I... did." Johnny said cryptically as he tossed his pack on his own bed and grabbed up his laptop. He plopped onto his bed and opened it. Using his phone, he typed into the chat, "Good answer. I want to keep you safe and secure in your new position. No sense in letting anyone else know. As a matter a fact, as a testament to my desire, I have hacked into the NYPD website and taken the articles down of those looking for you. That will keep anyone else from accidentally learning the truth. You can check it out for yourself. This is my effort to keep you safe in your life. Now... it is time you do a little something for me." He hit send and began working on the next message.

There was a pounding on the door to his dorm that nearly made him jump out of his skin!!! Had the FBI found out about his hack or something already?!?! Impossible, he had only done it this afternoon!

"YO!!!" Harry said leaping to his feet and picking up his basketball and said, "I am coming guys!"

He got to the door and opened it. Five guys stood in the hallway looking in. These men were considered Harry's crew who spent most of their time on the courts playing or off campus getting into no good. They smiled and greeted Johnny as Harry said, "Heading out bro... don't wait up."

"Never do!" Johnny snapped with a chuckle and Harry nodded and closed the door to hang with his boys.

Johnny looked back to his phone and noticed she hadn't responded yet. Had she had enough time to validate his claim that the news article about NYPD looking for her was actually gone? Did it really matter? He had deleted it and it was long gone. She was still wanted by the cops as a person of interest, but the public requests were gone. It would take a LOT more to try and discover her little secret now.

He typed, "Put your live video conference on.... now." He killed his own video feed so it was only one way. He hit call send... and waited for her to reply...

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She still could not believe this was happening to her, she knew eventually someone might realize who she was, but she had never seen anything like this coming.

She took a long drink of the straight scotch she had poured, why would another person want to do this to another person, she just could not fathom anyone wanting to do something like this, but then again it made sense at the same time, this was the way of the world now after all. She sighed and finished her drink, she should try to eat something, but she just wasn't hungry she thought to herself. She cleaned up her kitchen walked back to the living room and cleaned up the mess she had left by the front door. She put some of her things in her office and the rest in the bedroom as she got ready to go to her bathroom and take a long hot bath she wanted this day to be over.

She closed her eyes and started the water, she wanted it as hot as she could get it. She needed this bath to melt away all of the bad feelings that she had surging through her. Once the bath was fully drawn she climbed her now tense muscles into it, she had carried her phone in with her worried that she might get another message. She heard her phone's familiar ding and knew she was right to bring the phone in with her. He was acting as if he was doing her some kind of a fucking favor she thought to herself. She wanted to scream. Wait was he serious she thought to herself, and wondered why he would have done that, but then again he already had everything he needed on her to ruin her life. Wow was all she could think. She wasn't sure if she wanted to check anything out for some strange reason she trusted him, she must be crazy she thought. His effort she thought to herself was he serious. What the fuck more did he want from her?
Her heart was racing as she put her phone down and sunk into the hot water trying to allow it to sooth her skin.

She closed her eyes and enjoyed the moment as best as she could. She just could not relax, so she quickly finished just wanting nothing more now than to crawl into her bed, it was only going on Wednesday so she still had a way off to the weekend. She dried her hair and body and then pulled on an old tee shirt and left her long hair damp as she crawled into her bed.

She crawled under her blankets wanting and needing the warmth. She did not need any of this right now, she had finally gotten her life back, and she felt she was losing it all over again.

She was getting a headache more and more by the minute, she was debating calling off tomorrow but it was too soon for any of that so she went against doing so. She took a long deep breath and wished that there was just a hole that she could crawl into and never come out. She thought back on her past and how she had no one anymore, she was a foster kid, from home to home when she was younger, she did not have a family until she joined the IRH and that all came tumbling down now she had nothing, but her job and she could not lose that too she thought to herself and fought back tears for everything that she had lost. She felt cold all over she got up and turned the heat up, but she knew that was not the reason she was feeling cold.

She wished she had at least one person she trusted, but everyone in IRH had turned on her, without even hearing her out.

She still was not sure how to respond to his text message, she wanted to find the right words, but no matter what she tried to type nothing ever came out the way she wanted it to. She ran her fingers through her hair and tried to get herself together and not completely fall apart even if she felt that was what was happening. She had always been in control at least of her life, but now she realized she was losing control even of that. Come on Lanie get your shit together she thought to herself. She reached over to the bedside table and popped two aspirins to kill the raging headache that was now there. She had to handle this she thought to herself.

She looked at her message knowing she had no choice, she knew she must look a mess now, but that was the least of her worries. How should she answer she wondered to herself... she did not want to anger the person who held her life in their hands. "Sir, I am sorry I did not respond before." She said softly, still holding back her tears and trying to hide the emotional roller coaster she was on. "I was finishing some work up, I promise I was not ignoring you." Come on Lanie get it together.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Johnny smiled as he saw her sitting in her T-shirt and damp hair looking down trodden and weary. He said, "Let me get a better look at you... pull the phone back..." His voice came across with one of those electronic voice masks as to protect that part of his identity as well.

He saw her eyes roll and pushed her arm straight so the camera sat another foot further back. He said, "Further...." She responded by extending her arm fully and letting him see her completely. He said, "Excellent. You are quite beautiful like this. You know exactly what is at stake so I won't repeat myself. Bottom line, you are talking to your new true Master now. You should know how that feels. Regardless, I have removed any public notifications for your arrest. Just for good luck, if you check your website you were so prominently on, it has encountered... shall we say... technical difficulties. Oh, it's not gone away nor are your arrest warrants... but they are not accessible to anyone other than myself for now. I think for all the work I have done for you, I should receive a polite 'Thank you sir...', wouldn't you agree? I am keeping you safe and your secret buried."

He listened to her respond her thanks and then he added, "That was nice of you, but not really what I have in mind for tonight." He saw her reaction as she tensed up. He said, "Oh it isn't all that bad... Your payment for me tonight... We are going to have a little conversation... and you will be completely naked for it. I presume you know what the term Nadu means do you not?"

Seeing her eyes glance to him and then now, he smiled as she nodded. He said, "Good girl. Now, put the phone on your footboard of the bed giving me a better view, then take off your clothes, assume the position and await further instructions."

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She did not want this person to see her this way, but she knew deep down what other choice she had, even if it was the last thing she wanted, she had to go through with this until the end. Fuck me she thought to herself when he mentioned wanting a better look at her, but she did as he said and pulled the phone back allowing him to see more of herself.

This wasn't anything she wanted to do this was something she had no choice in doing, the last she needed was for anyone to find out a new life she had fought so hard to have. He was getting everything he wanted, well she presumed this was a man, she didn't understand why he felt the need to humiliate her as well. Listening to his voice only made her angry but she had always been good at controlling her emotions for the most part at least. But she was not in control at the moment. She hated having to listen to what he was saying but she had no choice to. True master, did he even know anything about life she wondered to herself, he was after all a student that much she had already figured out. He knew nothing of her past life or the way she lived that lifestyle. She was grateful that he had wiped her slate clean at least as much as he could, but it was not as if he was doing her a favor just to do her a favor after all. She knew she was dealing with someone brilliant that much she did not doubt. She bit her lip, she wanted this entire day to be over with but that was not going to happen any time soon. She wanted nothing more than to cuss him out as anger flared in her dark eyes, he could not be serious, thanking him, he was fucking blackmailing her. She could not believe the insanity of all this.

She responded as he had told her to, but wasn't sure what was to come, but she was sure it wasn't anything she was going to like. Her lifestyle was different than most but it had always been something she wanted, not something that was taken, which was what was happening here. They could not be serious could they, then again she already knew the answer to her question. She was surprised he knew the term in all honestly.

She took a deep breath and nodded her head, not wanting to talk anymore this was going to happen regardless if she wanted it to or not she thought to herself. In the past, a man saying good girl would have thrilled her, now it just made her think of everything she had lost and made her realize what she was losing now. She took a deep breath and carefully pulled the tee shirt over her head, don't cry she told herself, don't you dare fucking cry, and then she got into the position that at one time was one of her favorites.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Johnny, as she took her shirt off to reveal her naked body to him for the first time, reached into his pants and pulled his own hardening cock out and put a hand around his shaft and began to stroke slightly. She was an absolutely stunning and gorgeous woman in her clothes and out of her clothes... his stroking grew a little harder as she took her pose before him on her bed. It was clear she knew exactly what to do. The only part about her that he didn't like was her eyes though... they were red and swollen on the verge of bursting out in tears. That admittingly did but a bit of a damper on things... maybe he wasn't as much of a sadist as he gave himself credit of being.

He said, "You are beautiful... You make your Master very pleased with you already. Now.... I have something very important I need for you to do. It shouldn't be too hard for you, given your past...."

He studied her as she sat in Nadu trembling. He said, "Are you ready for your task?"

Not seeing her respond at all, he said, "Very well... ready or not, here you cum. I want you to masturbate for me.... Make yourself cum."

He saw indignation hit her face and it looked as if she might actually defy him and so he said, "I mean... unless you prefer to go to prison for murder. I would imagine following that road, rather than you orgasming, you would become some bitches bitch and made to orgasm her... perhaps even pimped out to orgasm other prisoners. I mean, if that is what you prefer, just kill the camera now.... otherwise, put your fingers on you body and make yourself orgasm in the presence of your Master.... NOW."

He watched her as she started to move her trembling hand between her legs....

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

This was the last thing she wanted to do, but she tried to stay as strong as she possibly could, she had to weakness was not something that she had known very well. She got into the position she had known so well but then again caused her so much heartache at the same time for it always made her think of the past and that was the last thing she wanted to think of. She was trying to hide the emotions that were so very well written on her face, even if she tried like hell to fight against it. She bit her lip and fought back the tears that were threatening to fall anytime now. She knew she was only doing what she had to do, but that did not mean it felt right to her.

She found herself slightly at his words, it had been a long time since anyone had said that to her. She had no idea what was to come next but she knew she had no choice in the matter, she had always loved giving up control, but at the same time, this was giving up all the control she felt she had left. His words angered her. "You don't know half of my past." She said the pain filled her very dark eyes.

She did not like the fact she was trembling this position in the past always gave her pleasure, but this feeling was something far different than that. She did not respond she was angry and hurt and just wanted this to be done with.

His words bothered her because she was sure now what it was he was going to ask of her. She closed her eyes for a moment fighting back what she was feeling.

Was he serious she thought to herself, he didn't have to be such a dick. She was starting to get angry, but she controlled her temper she wanted to let him have it with both barrels but she knew he held her own life in his hands. She hated having to comply, she had never really been forced to comply in the past, but here she was.

She started moving her trembling hand between her pussy, it had been a while since she even pleased herself, because even that brought back the past.


She starts to slowly tease her labia and then her clit ever so softly. She could feel how wet she was already becoming. She started to glide her fingers over her wet mound, just imagining there was not someone watching her on the other side of her phone. She reached down further and gave herself more access to her hot, wet, shaved pussy. She closed her eyes and began moving her finger slowly up and down. She was working her clit in rhythmic, circular motions, rocking her hips back and forth. I was now becoming very fucking wet and I was trying to think of my past and all the pleasures I used to feel and not focus that someone was making me have an orgasm in front of them one I did not ask for.

She slowly slides two fingers inside of her wet hot pussy a moan escaping her lips and surprising her. She arched her back a little, as she continued to finger her pussy as her pinky slid over her ass and her other hand rubbed her clit. It felt so good She thought to herself. She was so wet and her pussy was throbbing inside. She continued fucking her pussy with the two fingers, in and out, harder and faster. She started to rub her clit harder and faster in competition with the fingers that were inside her hot pussy. She could feel her body start to quiver, her breathing was becoming more and more rapid now as her fingers moved faster and faster harder and harder and she played her clit like a piano.

She starts moaning and screaming as the inside of her pussy started to clench. The waves continued to rise and she started to tremble. She threw her head back, closed her eyes, and let the orgasm rack her body as she continued screaming and moaning, but remained in her nadu position. Her breathing raged as she slowly came back to earth and realized once more that someone was watching her and enjoyed watching the intense orgasm that had hit her out of nowhere, she felt her face flush bright red.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Johnny had cum twice just watching his hot little professor doing what she had done on the screen. He threw his head back twice and let his creamy seed burst up and splash on the cinderblock wall next to his bed. As she came down from her trip, so did he and said, "That was ... intense. I think deep down in those dark recesses of your mind, you loved being watched by someone. Of course you did given your adventures at the Irish House. I am so glad I got that all on camera."

He watched her eyes tear up once more as her reality crashed in around her once more and he said, "Now... it isn't all bad. I have watched every video of you on that site I could record and find. I can only imagine how tight you are."

The man said, "Well... enough of that... Thank you for giving me quite a show. From this point on, you live and breath to please me. I will be watching and I will know when you disobey." That was far more true that she realized as he had used her number to triangulate her location and pinged it with a piece of spyware that would allow him to monitor her online activity at all times.

He then said, "Your Master loves the color blue, silver, and black. From now on your outfits will include each of those colors. You will answer your phone anytime I call and respond within 60 seconds of when I text you. You will further refer to me as your Master from this point on... am I clear on these instructions so far my slave?"

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She could not believe she had just done this for a stranger, but she had no choice in doing so, but to lie and say she did not just have one of the most intense orgasms would be the real lie she thought to herself. She hated this, hated giving pleasure to someone she did not even know. He was not wrong though that it was intense. Part of her did enjoy being watched, but under different circumstances, she thought to herself. She felt a twinge of anger when he mentioned her beloved Irish House, he knew nothing she thought to herself. "You only know what you saw." She said carefully, her heart racing as she looked away.

She hated this, and she hated the person that was doing this to her. She chewed on her lip and looked away she did not want him to see her this way, weak and broken. She more and likely was very tight at the moment, it had been a long two years she thought to herself.

She took a long deep breath and looked away from her camera, she did not want to be going through this, but she had no choice whatsoever. She thought to herself for a moment did this person not even know the lifestyle? It did not work the way he was making this out to be yes, a slave lived and breathed to please their master, but a master also wanted nothing more than to make his slave just as happy as this person was doing nothing of the sort, if anything he was making this a complete mockery she thought. She sighed to herself what choice did she have, he held all the cards she thought to herself. She fought back the tears and the anger that was there trying to strangle her.

She bit her lips when he told her the colors he enjoyed. She rolled her eyes, but it was on the inside not the outside considering she did not want to cause an argument. "What if I'm sleeping?" She asked softly. "Yes, Master." She answered softly as a tear did manage to roll down her cheek.

 

[ERedBoyd]

He studied her for a long moment and said, "Very well. As far as sleeping, well... I sleep too and I suspect we sleep the same hours so that shouldn't be a problem. I will see you in class tomorrow and again... you are beautiful and I look forward to meeting you face to face soon enough. I will see you in class Friday or and keep your calendar free Friday night by the way. Good night. Sleep well pet."

He hung up the phone and closed the laptop. After tucking himself back in his pants and cleaning the wall, he curled into bed and it didn't take long for him to fall asleep. Dreams of his professor filled his mind all night long and all of them consisted of her being tied up and dominated in all the ways she had been done in the videos he had watched of her.

So when morning came, his cock was hard as a rock once more. He had class to get too... and get to he did on this fine Thursday morning. He wouldn't see be in her class again till Friday, but he did find himself in the same hall as her classes were taught in more often than he usually would and smiled when she wore blue, silver, and black. he hadn't told her ONLY to wear it in class so the assumption was a smart one on her part.

About noon and after he made his preparations, he pulled his phone out and texted, "Good day pet... You look stunning in your skirt and blouse and that pleases me. There is something special I need you to do today. You are familiar with Fender Park here on campus right? There is a park bench on the north side of the park with some initials spraypainted onto the back of it. You will go to the park, sit on that bench in the very middle, then take off your panties. There is a brown envelope taped under the bench, you will shove your panties into the envelope and close it, then walk away. I will be watching from afar and if I see you trying to figure out who I am, you know exactly what I will do. The only thing I need to see at this point from your text is... 'Yes Master' and 'Task Completed Master.' See you soon."

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She took a long deep breath, shaking her head trying to get herself together. She did not want to do anything more than go to bed she thought to herself. He had an answer for everything that she had to say as well it only angered her and she wished it didn't. He complimented her, but it did not feel that way to her. She shook her head and bit her lip, her skin standing on end when he told her to make sure her Friday evening was free. She said good night as well. Something however resonated inside of her when he called her pet, she hated it and enjoyed it all at the same time.

She was grateful when they hung up and she put her phone on charge, she just wanted to crash. She tried having a good night's sleep but that was impossible for her. She knew the next few days of classes were going to be pure torture but she had to deal with that, and deal with this one day at a time she thought to herself.

The morning came and she took a quick shower, decided what to wear, and then headed to class. https://pin.it/1SgTx0hNY She opted for blue that day the last thing she needed was a reason for him to use something against her. She hated feeling this way, feeling that someone had control over not just her but her entire life, TIH was not about that she thought to herself. She took a deep breath just going to focus on her classes and students and try not to think of what's going on in her fucked up personal life.

The sad part was this person seemed sincere when complimenting her, but it was only to get what they wanted so how in the hell could she enjoy said compliments? She read the text message carefully. She texted back that yes she was familiar with the park. She took a long deep breath as she read what he wanted to a tee. She wanted to cry with the instructions he had given her, he was humiliating her in any way that he deemed fit. She sighed to herself, just do as he says she thought to herself, she needed this new life she was making for herself, even if someone else was trying to ruin it for her. She took a deep breath oh she knew all too well what he would do. She texted back what he wanted.

She headed to the park and did what she was told to do, even if it was against her better judgment. "Task completed Master." She said as she sent the message.

 

[ERedBoyd]

"Text Completed Master"

Those words were like golden mana to him. He sat on the far side of the park staring at his phone which had a zoomed in image of her to him. He wore a hoodie and jeans, just like every other college guy on campus. He texted back, "Get up and go back to your office." Let her make of that what she wanted.

He watched her stand up, turn, glance around the park once as casually as she could manage, even passing over him once which nearly caused his heart to leap from his chest. He waited as she finally began to walk back to the hall she was officed in. As she headed out of the park, he flipped the phone from the camera to the spy tracker and was able to watch her slip into the building and head back to her office. He gave it 5 more minutes before he got up and headed to the park bench as well keeping an eye on her. He reached under the bench and tore the envelope from the underside of the bench and kept walking. He tucked it into his deep pocket of his hoodie and headed back to his dorm, all the while tracking her with the phone.

When he got back and locked away, he smiled when he noticed her GPS leaving her office and heading to the edge of the park. Had she attempted to sneak a peek at him? He was long gone now. He locked his dorm up and checked the time... it was about 2pm now and Harry would be at his ball practice so he pulled the envelope out, opened it and pulled out her silver thong, crumbled it into his hand and put it to his nose. He could smell the sweetness of her sex on it and it was amazing!! It wasn't as good as the real thing though but for now, it would do! It was a bit like someone who loved the smell of coffee in a coffee house, but for whatever reason, couldn't drink a drop of it.

He left her to the remainder of her day as he planned for Friday.

He spent most of Thursday with her panties in his hand rubbing the fabric pretending it was her flesh, making plans for tomorrow night and studying. As the evening reached them, he video called her once more and waited.... checking his watch to determine how long it would take to reply.

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

She hated having to send the text, she hated even having to do this, but here she was doing what he asked of her not missing a beat.

She closed her eyes for a moment, trying to regain her composure, she was finding that harder and harder to do at the moment. Just breathe Lanie that is all you can do is just breathe she thought to herself. She hated that he was now going to dictate every aspect of her life, then she scoffed at that what life? She wanted nothing more than to go back to her office this was all too much for her.

She could no help but glance around, honestly it was a natural thing for anyone in her predicament to do after all. She wanted nothing more than to just forget about this for a little while, fat chance. She had some paperwork to take care of before her next class, so she would focus on that and try not to think of what was going on at the moment. She chewed on her fingernail for a few moments, enjoying the silence in the room, collecting her thoughts. She knew she looked as tired as she felt hell one of her TAS had even made that comment to her that she had looked tired.

She could not sit still for long and she wanted somehow to know who was doing this to her, but she also knew that was not going to happen, this person was far too clever for that. As soon as she got there she shook her head and walked right back to the office. She hated living this way. She chewed on her lip and just went back to refocusing on her work, it was the only thing that was keeping her semi-sane. You will be fine she had to keep reminding herself over and over again, even if that was the furthest thing she felt at the moment. She rubbed her hands against her face. She needed a stiff drink that was what she needed.

She was grateful when the day was nearing an end but that just meant it was closer to Friday, which was a good and bad thing all at the same time.

She got home and just focused on her lesson plan for tomorrow as she sipped on her tequila over ice that she had poured for herself, as she sat in her study, she had to still make a living she thought to herself and she loved her job, she knew this person knew that as well, but he truly knew nothing about her. She sighed deeply when she heard her phone going off and she quickly answered it, she knew her eyes looked heavy but she did not care.

 

[ERedBoyd]

Johnny smiled as he looked at her image. There was no smile, her eyes were dreary, her overall stance was slumped and defeated. He knew he had done this to her and he didn't quite understand she looked so downtrodden. He had seen a video of her going through this exact kind of scene being made to strip out of her panties in a park and shove them into a bag for her stalker and she had loved it. Her nipples pushed through her thin top so hard and when her so called Master had finally gotten to her, it had taken less than a few minutes to make her scream out in orgasm. So... why was she not turned on by this now? The man on the movie blackmailed her too and yet... nothing. It all played out in 'Hotel Hostage'.

He said, "Nadu."

He watched her dejectedly reposition her body on her bed in the appropriate form, but again it looked so pathetic and weak. Going through the motions. It was like she was taking a test to just barely pass it, rather than acing it. He had to think about this. He was clearly missing something and he didn't understand what.

In the meantime, he would play out another scene from one of her videos as well tomorrow night. He said, "You were beautiful today in that dress. Tomorrow, you will also include thigh highs and you will let it be seen you are wearing thigh highs as well. Do you understand?" That was a scene from her film, 'Thigh High Teach'

"Yes Master." He heard her say with a tone that was as dead in enthusiasm as her eyes.

He growled, "Why aren't you enjoying this?"

Her eyes slowly lifted to him and for a moment, anger seemed to fill her eyes and she looked to speak clearly what was to be harsh words... then she hesitated, lowered her eyes once more and just shrugged. He wanted to scream at her to react. Why wasn't she liking this? He said, "Tomorrow, at exactly 8PM, you will park your car in the back parking lot of the Hilton under the flickering parking lot light. You will go into the the hotel through the back entrance and go to the front desk and tell them 'Sheila Hall' is here for her room. You will receive a card key. You will go into the room and wait for further instructions. You will bring nothing with you except your keys and the clothes you wear. Do you understand?"

He saw her eyes getting watery once more and he wanted to scream at her. Was he NOT doing exactly what the videos did to her? He knew the truth about actors and actresses behind the camera... they aren't who they appear to be sure. But he watched her thrill in being taken... claimed... and forced... and you can't hide those kinds of orgasms... so what the fuck was her problem now?!?! She just responded flatly, "Yes Master."

He growled, "You sure know how to kill a man's mood. I will see you tomorrow.... teach."

Johnny closed the comm and tossed his phone on the bed once more. He KNEW she loved this kind of play. He had even listened to her pre-video interviews that always gave to show telling about their desires and wants and needs. Had he not given her everything she wanted so far?!? So why was she not enjoying it?!?!

 

[AngelofyourNighmares]

Yes, this was something she did in her past, but the videos were not forced and it was something she had wanted to do, her past was her past for a reason and to think that someone would use that to their advantage hurt, especially when they had no real idea of what happened. The scenes had all been what her master had asked of her and all she ever wanted to do was to please him, she had adored the man, and her group more than life, and she had fallen in love with her master... and then tragedy struck and it almost killed her. She sighed to herself trying like hell to not think of the past, but how could she when at every turn it was right in her face? She hated feeling this way but she had no choice. This was fantasy back then not anything else she thought to herself. She bit her lip and tried to fight the way she was feeling.

She wanted nothing more than to roll her eyes at his command but she thought against it.

She did as she was told, and she was sure he could see this was the last thing that she had wanted to do even if she was trying so hard for him not to notice her feelings. She wasn't sure what she was feeling, in the past, she would have relished this, but ever since her master died she wasn't the same after that, especially when she was the blame for it. No one knew what happened she didn't even know what happened. She remained in her position but said nothing. There was nothing she could say, she would not talk about the past, she couldn't!

She did find herself blushing a little at his words, it had been a long time since someone had complimented her and she found herself missing that but hating herself at the same time, master had always told her how beautiful she was. She only nodded her head at his next command for tomorrow. "Yes, master." She responded dejectedly.

Why she thought to herself, was he serious she wanted to say but did not.

She was so angry at that moment, that she had to bite the side of her cheek from saying exactly what she thought and what she felt in that moment. She shrugged her shoulders and could sense his frustration. She closed her eyes for a moment trying to gather her composure. Well at least he didn't pick some seedy hotel she thought to herself that was something, she wanted to scoff at that but only shook her head more to herself than anything else. This was another scene she reminded herself, did he watch her entire collection? She listened to every word, knowing already she would follow everything to a t. She once more bit her lip, this time so hard she drew blood. She sighed to herself at the mention of what she would bring. Oh, she understood that did not mean she had to enjoy any of this.

She once more had to fight back tears, but she refused to let him see her that weak. She took another long deep breath as she looked at the camera. She tried not to think once more about the past, but everything he was doing was doing nothing to help the matter much. She also knew the men in the videos well two men to be exact one was her master and the other a dear friend of her master, she was not a whore per se but back then she would have done anything for her master, and she had done everything he asked and more and never once did she complain, everyone in TIH was a family, well aside from the one girl that wanted to destroy her life. "Yes, Master." Once again she replied dejectedly.

She could tell he did not like the way she was responding to him, but then again what did he expect from her? She spoke nothing and nodded her head at him.

She was grateful when he turned the camera off and she did the same, taking a quick shower, not even giving herself to enjoy the water. She took a deep breath, as she crawled into her bed, she just wanted to sleep. Don't think about anything else just sleep, she repeated the mantra over and over in her head but it did not seem to do anything to ease her mind. She fell asleep but that evening her dreams turned into nightmares, she woke the next morning not at all refreshed but knew she had to get through the day.