The Mob

[Angelus]

Lucas looked at the Natalya when she stopped hugging him and didn't know what to say. He had saved her life, that was true but he did it so that Tony wouldn't kill him as would Mr. Castallano. As he looked at her he realized that there were feelings brewing that shouldn't be there.

 

[carini]

she felt herself blush and turned away from him "Oh God. I'm sorry. Shit. Fuck." She ran off to the bathroom and shut the door behind her sitting on the toilet weeping quietly. How could she do this to herself. He could never love her. She was just his charge of sorts. She wiped her eyes and tried to calm herself

 

[Angelus]

Lucas watched as she ran off in confusion and got up off the couch and walked towards the bathroom then quietly knocked on the door.

"Natalya- are you alright. Is there anything that you wish to talk about?"

 

[carini]

She took a deep breath and tried to keep her voice steady. "I'm ok. Just a little stressed. I'lll be out in a minute"

 

[Angelus]

Lucas stood and looked at the door for a second, wondering what was going on and then turned away from it. He was totally mystified by her actions and didn't know what to say or think.

 

[carini]

SHe dried her eyes and came out. Looking down at her dirty and torn clothes.
"Do you have anything i can sleep in?"

 

[Angelus]

Lucas looked at her and saw what she was wearing then turned and rushed up the stairs to his room and opened his wardrobe. He looked through his clothes and couldn't find anything until he found one piece of clothing that she might like and then raced down the stairs. As soon as he was at the bottom of the stairs he saw her standing there and said, "This is the only thing that I could find sorry- I hope that you like it."

He handed her the piece of clothing, a longish t-shirt of his with a smile.

 

[carini]

She smiled back and disappeared into the bathroom again. Comeing out in the t-shirt

 

[Angelus]

As soon as she walked out of the bathroom I looked at her, wanting to say something but all rational thoughts had raced out of my head and I couldn't say anything. I shook my head to clear it and came up with the first thing that popped in there, "Okay, lets get to bed- I um, I mean; oh shit."

 

[carini]

She couldn;t help but giggle seeing the look on his face.
"lead the way"

 

[Angelus]

Lucas turned and walked up the stairs to his room and listened to the footsteps as Natalya followed him. As soon as they were in his room Lucas hit the button to lock the place down and walked to the bathroom.

He walked out in his shorts and looked at Natalya who was already in the bed and got into it, laying his head down on the pillow.

 

[carini]

Natalya laid there silently.Looking at Lucs but trying not to be obvious. She smiled watchin hi chest rise ad fall.

 

[Angelus]

Lucas lay there with his eyes closed but not sleeping. He listened to every sound Natalya was making but stopped himself from opening his eyes and looking at her. He didn't want to look at her anyway because he knew that if he did he would do something really stupid, something he would probably regret.

 

[Wolfstalker]

Wolf opened her eyes.
"DUDE!!!!THIS S NOT WHERE I FELL ASLEEP!!!"

 

[carini]

Natalya rolled onto her side toward Lucas and sighed softly. Wondering if he was actually sleeping. Studying his profile. She wanted to kiss him. She didn;t know why and she knew it was a bad idea but she truly wanted to kiss him.

 

[Angelus]

Lucas heard Natalya move on the bed and wondered what she was doing. He opened his eyes and turned to his side, regretting it instantly when he found himself looking straight into her eyes.

 

[carini]

She tried to look away bu couldn't. She felt almost lost in his eyes. Impulse took over and she leaned in to kiss him.

 

[Angelus]

Lucas looked at her and moved back then looked at her as she opened her eyes and looked at him in absolute shock.

"We can't do this- if I kiss you then it might be a mistake because I am here to watch you so that you don't get killed and if I cross the line by kissing you, which I have had thoughts of doing then I can't protect you as well as I would like to."

 

[carini]

"oh god. I'm so sorry" she rolled over and covered her face. Not able to stand how stupid she was being.
"I'm so sorry. It just I. Nevermind i;m sorry "

 

[Angelus]

Lucas knew instantly that he had said something wrong and moved forward so that he was almost right next to her and said, "I am sorry. I didn't mean to say what I did but I have to stop myself because if I don't then I will kiss you right now."

 

[carini]

She rolled over and kiss him. Slowly, feeling the onesidedness ofthe kiss fade into a true kiss

 

[Angelus]

Lucas felt Natalya's lips on his own then returned the kiss- pressing his lips against hers and feeling how soft they were. He knew that he shouldn't be doing this, kissing the person he was meant to be guarding but for some reason he felt that it was so right to do so.

 

[carini]

She let her hand slide up into his hair as they kissed. Shefelt like she as going to cry again, but for a different reason then every other tuime she had cried tonight. She felt she could truly love him. and she had never felt that way about anyone before.

 

[Angelus]

Lucas ran his fingers up through her hair while he continued to kiss Natalya. As he kissed her he thought that he was actually doing something that he wanted to and not something that he had been ordered to. He then stopped kissing her and moved back slightly, looking straight into her eyes- a smile on his face.

 

[carini]

Natalya smiled at him. Resting her head on his chest and listening to his heartbeat