The Isolated Blurt Thread XVII : Squish Me Like You Mean It!

[IrezumiKiss]

I was in your neck of the woods last week, Zuni. I love that big beautiful city

Yeah, I noticed! I figured your schedule was busy, otherwise you shoulda hit me up, I could've taken you to some fun spots for eats and drinks.

Ask Uppercase Pete, he knows what I'm talking about!

 

[jaF0]

Light a candle?

I thought that was after a fart?

 

[MonaLittle]

Yeah, I noticed! I figured your schedule was busy, otherwise you shoulda hit me up, I could've taken you to some fun spots for eats and drinks.

Ask Uppercase Pete, he knows what I'm talking about!

He told me he had a great time.

 

[thør]

He told me he had a great time.

Same here! He's a pillowtalker.

 

[CandiCame]

Well, okay that makes more sense and sounds less than ideal. You’ll have to stop stressing about it though and go with the partial by the sounds of it. How’s the pain today?

Yeah I googled it, actually, after writing that and it makes sense what he was saying. Like look at this pic.

https://static.independent.co.uk/s3fs-public/thumbnails/image/2015/05/28/13/42-63667109.jpg?w968h681

See how far up your tooth roots go? I didn't know that, but that's apparently what holds your face out into a face shape. If all those roots are gone, there's just holes there and it's too weak to do that.

And it wouldn't matter if I had different bone structure, but because my cheekbones are so high and shit that's ALL the structure until you get to the jaw. Like ALL of it. And it's gone now, and it'll degrade over these 8 weeks because there's just nothing there. It just will, because the only way to fix that is to basically drill in fake roots called "implants", and again, they quoted me $17,000. Insurance says that's cosmetic like NO FUCKING SHIT and won't cover it but like... there's cosmetic for vanity and there's cosmetic for "people shouldn't have to look at me, I'll be a burden to society". Like it's HALF MY FACE.

So yeah, I'll get the partial but I forsee this going real Phantom of the Opera real fast because, again, IT'S HALF MY FUCKING FACE.

I don't have much of a jawline, either. That's just... idk just how my face is made. I liked it until I realized how easy it was to fuck up.

I'm good. They gave me oxicodone and I haven't had any in five years and this isn't a slippery slope at all I'm not snorting them or anything and I'm real fucking proud of myself. I've been taking them exactly like I'm supposed to and it feels... god it feels really fucking good. It feels so good.

Scared I'll get a dry socket because I can't stop smoking like a smart person would. I've been posting here on smoke breaks. While smoking. Like a dumbass.

How are you doing? I know you're not deformed, but you've been going through it too.

The one good thing to come out of this is that Bitesize is like... full on about it now because she saw me cry and shit. Like she's on full dental care mode. Also the only person who didn't belittle it and told me she'd love me even if I was ugly, which is... the actual thing you SHOULD do instead of trying to say, "Oh but you can't tell!" When you very clearly can.

 

[MonaLittle]

Same here! He's a pillowtalker.

Mmmmmm Pillowtalk

 

[pointless]

Light a candle?

why? am i saying a prayer?

 

[MonaLittle]

why? am i saying a prayer?

Grumpy!

 

[BotanyBoy]

The issue is saying things like, "I lost weight on this" rather than, "This is a plan that I was put on for my health".

You don't have to be put on a plan for a balanced diet and exercise to be healthy.

Because that makes people think that it's a healthy way to lose weight. And we all know it's NOT.

REALLY? Then show me the data that says a balanced diet and exercise is not a healthy way to lose weight....

Let's see the science candi....because I think you're being a biology denier again.

I said, several times to please talk to an actual doctor before you started any kind of restrictive eating, and I would HOPE that that would make my stance clear.

Avoidant/Restrictive Food Intake Disorder

What is ARFID?
Avoidant/restrictive food intake disorder (ARFID) is an eating or feeding disturbance that is characterized by a persistent failure to meet appropriate nutritional and/or energy needs.

https://www.eatingrecoverycenter.com/conditions/arfid


Nobody suggested anything of the sort.

Controlled eating =/= restrictive eating....you're swinging at shit that ain't there bubba.

Weight loss is not usually a good thing- weight /maintenance/ is..

Unless you're one of the 70% of Americans who are overweight to obese and need to get control of their eating habits before it kills them.

 

[Feminist_Dazed]

Yeah, I noticed! I figured your schedule was busy, otherwise you shoulda hit me up, I could've taken you to some fun spots for eats and drinks.

Ask Uppercase Pete, he knows what I'm talking about!

Fun times! Was he traveling solo or with his wife?

 

[pink]

Putting a tree together isn't bad. It's the "fluffing" or the arranging of the branches that is a bitch.

 

[MonaLittle]

Putting a tree together isn't bad. It's the "fluffing" or the arranging of the branches that is a bitch.

My arms end up all scratched up.

 

[trysail]

Antony Beevor on Bernard Law Montgomery:

"high functioning Aspergers."​

​

 

[CandiCame]

Are you doing salt water rinsing? That’s what I got told to do three times a day for five days to try and avoid dry socket. So far so good. I’m doing okay mine seems to hurt most when I smile or laugh or talk to much. I don’t talk very much in reality so that part isn’t a real problem. I can’t eat on that side of my face of course. Pain wise I’m not taking anything now.

I really want to see your face now. I really can’t imagine it being as bad as you are saying at all. I’m glad your little one is taking it as a cautionary tale, though.

Hahahaha you'd be wrong.

Yeah I'm rinsing. I actually got that special mouthwash instead of salt water, but I do the salt water thing at work and such.

I'm glad you're doing ok!

See, it's actually killing me because I talk CONSTANTLY. I'm like a fucking time bomb. If I keep thoughts in my head it makes me crazy so I just kinda say everything out loud? And if I don't have something to say I sing. Like I am a constant source of noise and I didn't realize how annoying it was until everyone started commenting on how it nice it was that I physically can't do that.

It's not uncommon for me to carry out a bunch of conversations where I'll have a verbal conversation, post on lit and other sites at the same time.

I just... I'm so fucking annoying.

Like now that I don't have that undeserved air of confidence I'm trying to work on my personality and I'm realizing that I probably should have been cultivating that for years instead of assuming I'd always look good enough that people would overlook how fucking annoying I am.

 

[lovetoread]

man-bewbs

 

[HarryHill]

We'll be back to this weeks episode of Oral Hygiene after these messages from our sponsors.

 

[RocketLauncher]

Hahahaha you'd be wrong.

Yeah I'm rinsing. I actually got that special mouthwash instead of salt water, but I do the salt water thing at work and such.

I'm glad you're doing ok!

See, it's actually killing me because I talk CONSTANTLY. I'm like a fucking time bomb. If I keep thoughts in my head it makes me crazy so I just kinda say everything out loud? And if I don't have something to say I sing. Like I am a constant source of noise and I didn't realize how annoying it was until everyone started commenting on how it nice it was that I physically can't do that.

It's not uncommon for me to carry out a bunch of conversations where I'll have a verbal conversation, post on lit and other sites at the same time.

I just... I'm so fucking annoying.

Like now that I don't have that undeserved air of confidence I'm trying to work on my personality and I'm realizing that I probably should have been cultivating that for years instead of assuming I'd always look good enough that people would overlook how fucking annoying I am.

Self realization is a bitch. I mean that sincerely. I'm terrible at it, I'm a pacifist and non confrontational so why would I want to confront myself? I admire qualities in others that I lack so kudos to you for your self awareness.

 

[CandiCame]

Self realization is a bitch. I mean that sincerely. I'm terrible at it, I'm a pacifist and non confrontational so why would I want to confront myself? I admire qualities in others that I lack so kudos to you for your self awareness.

Don't get used to it. I foresee me getting the partial and gaining every bit of it back and completely fucking off on bettering myself in any way.

I go through period boughts of self-awareness but I get over it and move on with my life.

In other news I still don't know what size a bed is and I realized as I was driving home I didn't get the shit to fix it. Like I legit just completely forgot that I don't have anywhere to sleep tonight, so we kinda set the box springs right on the frame and I guess that's what we're doing.

Everything in my house is as fragile and poorly put together as my psyche.

 

[gotsnowgotslush]

"Our recommendation is for people to do their Christmas shopping on Sunday and stay in and watch Christmas films on Saturday.”


It was not a pleasant weekend for some in the UK.

https://www.theguardian.com/uk-news...n-black-ice-uk-met-office-amber-weather-alert

 

[butters]

Christmas puppies! Now my gift list is complete.

8 wrigglers! and so noisy, too. did you see the black spotted ones - like weird dalmations

 

[butters]

only another 23 not quite squares to knit for ma'am's chair cover... back it with cotton, edge it with ribbon...

 

[dolf]

I just wasn't feeling it this year. The party felt like a chore and I'm glad to be home.

 

[CandiCame]

only another 23 not quite squares to knit for ma'am's chair cover... back it with cotton, edge it with ribbon...

Before Christmas? Holy fuck. Yeah get to work, I guess.

I mean I get that I don't know how big the squares are or what your gauge is but that'd make me nervous. I try to finish my hand-knit shit by the first of December because honestly if I ain't got it by then it ain't getting done and I know that.

Congrats on your puppies! And good luck on the chair cover! Do you have a pic of the pattern? I eat that shit up. Pretty much everything in my house that can be DIYed is. This place looks like a vampire captured a wood nymph and they can't agree on a consistent interior design.

 

[islandman]

Ugh, Chicago in January.

What the everlovin' fuck?!!!!

 

[Not Normal]

Christmas puppies! Now my gift list is complete.

Pics or it didn't happen