The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[Ropebunny]

I have a very sunburnt ass. I am really not looking forward to that peeling.

I did that last year, the whole backside of my body after I fell asleep in the sun. Was near delirious that night at work.

Please take care kiwi!

 

[bhndblueyes88]

But I still wonder what it would feel like to do whatever I want, whenever I want, with absolutely no regard for the wants, needs, desires or opinions of others.

Life would probably be easier for you. If you're charismatic enough, you may even still have "friends" and people to be around.

I guess it'll be up to you if you're happy with that. Some people would be. Some people make it a POINT to behave selfishly, regarding themselves as more superior or just generally having a philosophical mindset that justifies such behavior.

But if you're not one of those people, will you be able to sleep with yourself at night? Even if life goes your way and everything comes out "right" despite (or because of) your poor behavior, will you be the person you want to be?

 

[welkin]

I remember you.

Yay, that's great news! Good luck to you from me, too. Enjoy!

Thank you sweet seela.

Things are progressing well, at a deliberately slow pace. I am glad that as I get to know him better, I like him for reasons more than just sex. So that's good. I hope he feels the same way as I do!

 

[lostandfound197]

Dropping him off will never get easier. Doing so back to back on the holiday is a cruel joke.

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

Merry Christmas Eve.

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Merry Christmas Eve.

Backatcha - and everybody else, too.

 

[seela]

Merry Christmas Eve.

Thanks.

And because in this neck of the woods we do the whole dinner and presents thing on Christmas Eve, I already know I've been a very good girl.

The new couch and the new PJs are very comfy, indeed. And in the morning I'll be eating cereals from a new bowl and drinking tea from a new mug.

 

[Niam1985]

Dropping him off will never get easier. Doing so back to back on the holiday is a cruel joke.

I know how heart wrenching that can feel.Big hugs.

 

[the captians wench]

Well my Christmas eve plans have been canceled due to Gran having h1n1, mom showing symptoms, and my having been on steroids being susceptible to infection even more than normal.

Booze in the crock pot, apps in the toaster oven.

Merry fucking Christmas

 

[Sir_Winston54]

For those who care, we're headed off to the big city for my third (fourth?) MRI in the past 60 days tomorrow morning, and an appointment with the neurosurgeon. Not likely to be posting again until Thursday.

I hope everyone has/had a great holiday, and a wonderful New Year to come!

to all.

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Well my Christmas eve plans have been canceled due to Gran having h1n1, mom showing symptoms, and my having been on steroids being susceptible to infection even more than normal.

Booze in the crock pot, apps in the toaster oven.

Merry fucking Christmas

So sorry to hear your Gran and mom aren't feeling well, and I hope they feel much better very soon. As for you, take care of our Wenchie, k?

Merry Christmas, darlin', despite the external distractions.

 

[Netzach]

Well my Christmas eve plans have been canceled due to Gran having h1n1, mom showing symptoms, and my having been on steroids being susceptible to infection even more than normal.

Booze in the crock pot, apps in the toaster oven.

Merry fucking Christmas

Oh crap. That's horrible, wenchie. But yeah, with h1n1 you'd be playing with total fire. I'm so sorry. I hope everyone comes out ok.

 

[gypsy*seer]

Booze in the crock pot, apps in the toaster oven.

Merry fucking Christmas

Sorry, wenchie.
Take care of yourself!
Don't get sick!
That's an order!
(Hey ~ that actually sounded good!)

For those who care, we're headed off to the big city for my third (fourth?) MRI in the past 60 days tomorrow morning, and an appointment with the neurosurgeon. Not likely to be posting again until Thursday.

I hope everyone has/had a great holiday, and a wonderful New Year to come!

to all.

All the best to you, Sir Sweetie! We'll be here, waiting for your most excellent (and wicked ) return.
Godspeed.

 

[cfuhrer]

I guess at least I waited until after Christmas to get sick.

 

[the captians wench]

So sorry to hear your Gran and mom aren't feeling well, and I hope they feel much better very soon. As for you, take care of our Wenchie, k?

Merry Christmas, darlin', despite the external distractions.

Oh crap. That's horrible, wenchie. But yeah, with h1n1 you'd be playing with total fire. I'm so sorry. I hope everyone comes out ok.

Sorry, wenchie.
Take care of yourself!
Don't get sick!
That's an order!
(Hey ~ that's actually sounded good!)




All the best to you, Sir Sweetie! We'll be here, waiting for your most excellent (and wicked ) return.
Godspeed.

Thanks guys.

I had to work Christmas Day, and I had some friends adopt me that night so wasn't a wash. Gran ended up in hospital thru Christmas Day. And I ended up having a nice Christmas Eve by myself. I'm blaming the booze.

Take care Sir W.

 

[gypsy*seer]

Stay safe & well,
to all of those in the most recent storm path!

 

[Etoile]

I am apprehensive about going to India.

 

[Plucky19]

from 'The Best Exotic Marigold Hotel'

"The only real failure is the failure to try, and the measure of success is how we cope with disappointment, as we must"

"It will be all right in the end. If it's not all right now, it must not be the end."

 

[DeepGreenEyes]

Hugs to Wenchie and Etoile, and good MRI thoughts to SW.

 

[Sir_Winston54]

So, I went in for the MRI at an ungodly early hour (8 a.m.) yesterday. At least when I got there early, they were able to slip me into the schedule so that I didn't have to sit around and wait. Then back to the motel, pack up, check out, etc., using up time until the appointment with the neurosurgeon's PA.

When she came in and told me that she'd reviewed the films with the doctor and that he *was* going to come in and talk with me, I knew I wasn't going to be terribly happy with the results.

Answer: The lesion has grown in the last three weeks, from 8 to 9 mm. Not a positive sign. The area of edema surrounding it has apparently not grown, however. Not a negative sign, but since it hasn't shrunk, either, not a positive sign - essentially, neutral.

End result: He wants to do a stereotactic brain biopsy to try to determine what it is. For those who don't want to go to the link to see the professional description, this involves putting a headring on me, to hold my head very very very very still, drilling a (small) hole through the side of my skull a little way above my ear, stick a needle about the size of a ball-point pen ink refill in there, suck out some of the material in the lesion area and have a pathologist try to figure out whether it's good, bad or wtf. He says there's a 20-30% chance the pathologist won't be able to determine that, either because they didn't get enough of the anomalous material or it's just not something that reveals its nature from looking at it, even microscopically. That could warrant a repeat biopsy. (Oh, fun. )

So... his office is working to get VA approval for the biopsy, which could go a number of ways.

• They could disapprove.
• They could approve having one of *their* neurosurgeons do it in one of *their* facilities.
• They could approve having a VA consultant neurosurgeon do it in one of their facilities, or another (non-VA) facility.
• They could approve having him do it in his facility.
• They could approve having someone else (from their approved list) do it in another (non-VA) facility.

Regardless, if they approve it in any of the above ways (or a way I haven't thought of/listed), the appointment will have to be set at least a week to ten days out so I can get the blood-thinning meds I'm on out of my system. Then I have to get to whichever hospital facility at which they want me to have it done (165 - 500 miles from home), stay overnight for prep, get it done (two hours or so), stay overnight (or two) for post-op observation and the pathologist's report. Then, if further action/treatment is necessary, start the whole process (request to VA, approvals, etc.) over.

Ah, well, if life's road had no speed bumps, no curves, no hills or valleys, how boring it would be!

And besides... I had a good Christmas, got something I've been wanting to get for quite a little while now (no, not the chocolate tools!), so what the hell. Into each life, a little rain must fall... but without the rain, where would the flowers be?

 

[Loverskitten]

Hugs Sir W

 

[Sir_Winston54]

Hugs Sir W

Thank you. Hugs are always welcome.

And congrats on your toilet phone deciding to work again, even if only partially and mayhap a little strangely!

 

[midwestyankee]

Well, Sir W, that will get your attention, won't it? I wish you well in this continuing adventure.

 

[Red Sonja]

Oh, that's rough, Sir W... I'm continuing to send good thoughts, prayers, white light and good intentions/vibrations your way. The only thing worse than needing a biopsy is needing to jump through hoops to get it over with.

 

[BiBunny]

Bless your heart, Sir W. I'll be keeping my fingers crossed for you.