The Isolated Blurt BDSM Thread

[MissTaken]

Nothing like it, MissT! When I finally did speak to Him, I was shaking. ~sigh~

And I have all His messages saved to listen to when I'm lonely.


Now if I could just figure out why He has to be such an asshole at other times?

HA

When we figure that one out, we can write a #1 best seller and quit our day jobs!

Men!



(JUST KIDDDDDDDDDDINGGGGGGGGGGG mostly )

 

[MissTaken]

I'm home alone and I have this very strong urge to flog someone! Damn.

edit: And my cats aren't into that.

Pick her! ^^^^^^

 

[A Desert Rose]

Pick her! ^^^^^^

Pick who? Me? or Cleo?

And I have a night job but would be glad to quit it if we could write that bestseller!

 

[MissTaken]

Pick who? Me? or Cleo?

And I have a night job but would be glad to quit it if we could write that bestseller!

Pick anybody but me!

 

[InnerDarkness]

He's going.
Finally going.
Away....far, far away.
Farther than he is now...

 

[A Desert Rose]

WriterDom...

Justin Leonard could win the Open and that would make me real happy. Or Ernie Els or Phil or Corey...

Poor Freddie and Phil... did you see the weeds they were in? If that were my ball and it was just you and I playing, I would just pick it up and toss it... LOL.

 

[ethicalslut]

It's hard to be kinky in a vanilla world... if you don't want to choose your partners based ONLY on their sexual behaviors it's always a toss-up... is this person who makes me laugh and think and my heart flutter going to want to tie me up and spank me?

We need some secret handshake or sign.

 

[tessalynn]

this is not me. this is someone i created because i though it would be better to be someone else than to be honest. i have no place where i can go and talk honestly about what goes on with him. it's not real. because we haven't met what i have stupidly allowed myself to feel isn't real. i should have known better. i should have been able to discern between my reality and what has really gone on. now here i am...needing to prove myself as real, again. how do i do that? will it ever be enough? part of me knows that it won't be. part of me knows that he is lieing to me. telling me soon when it will be never. there will always be something eose to prove. some other thing to do, one more assignment. one more thing that determines whether i am a true sub or a wannabe. i understand training is not meant to be a cake walk. i get that. but tears every day? doubt like this every day? and unaddressed? no time to sit and say, what's going on? i am seen as needy if i wonder why. i am seen as untrusting if i ask questions. i feel this in me. i have at least. i have thought that this is finally what's been missing about me. maybe i have been very wrong. maybe this is not what i am. maybe i am what i have always thought. and nothing will ever change that. i look at my experiences over the past few months though and i want it. i thought i had found me. maybe it is all a lie. maybe i am just playing at it. a part of me knows that i won't ever see him. that this is all just a game to him. to see what he can get me to do. how far he can get me to go. and when he gets bored he will be done. sometimes i forget what an idiot i am. how stupid am i not to know this is all a game to him? i should have listened to them. there have been people who have told me that it was a game for him and i didn't listen. i'm sorry for that. i have been listeneing to myself which is always wrong. i should have known it was doomed when i thought that it was a good idea. i'm surprised sometimes that i even have the intelligence to dress myself in the morning.yes, here's me, not wanting to let go. i was thinking all say today that i will see it through, knowing that it's going to fail. then just let it all go. i am no fucking sub. i know that i am a masochist. not too long ago i was with someone, a real live in the same room person, who proved that to me. i never felt more alive than i did with his belt burning across my back. being bound so beautifully, looking down at the ropes holding me. i felt my blood run like never before. i felt at peace. so, at least i was right about one thing. but i have always known that i have an affinity for pain. the rest, though? i am no sub. he said that about me. the one time i should have listened to him. and of course stupid me doesn't.

i'm sorry for pretending. this isn't really me. i didn't mean anything by it. sorry

not really...
tess

 

[A Desert Rose]

I feel full and fullfilled. It's been too long since i felt so well used and I ache for it to happen again and again. I feel sore and I've missed that, too. It's the kind of sore that makes one feel exhilerated and renewed.

I will be ready for this again. I didn't realize how much I missed it.

 

[WriterDom]

Re: WriterDom...

Justin Leonard could win the Open and that would make me real happy. Or Ernie Els or Phil or Corey...

Poor Freddie and Phil... did you see the weeds they were in? If that were my ball and it was just you and I playing, I would just pick it up and toss it... LOL.

I was worried about Corey getting a sunburn on his head.

Saturday should be fun. Watching golf and making her cum and cum, but paying more attention to the golf than her. As if she was a toy.

 

[A Desert Rose]

oh...

 

[A Desert Rose]

I ache and it will get worse (or better.) I want to hurt like this.

I want to hurt like this often. I hope I made you know how much I needed it and how much I thank you for it.

Especially the tears, yes most especially those...

 

[A Desert Rose]

Okay... I'm not naming any names here but someone has posted a french song to the radio thread... and no translation to go with it...

This is beyond belief.

 

[Kajira Callista]

Okay... I'm not naming any names here but someone has posted a french song to the radio thread... and no translation to go with it...

This is beyond belief.

lol http://biotop.umcs.lublin.pl/~kniescio/hungrye.htm

 

[A Desert Rose]

lol http://biotop.umcs.lublin.pl/~kniescio/hungrye.htm

Jeeeepers... you are a google Queen, aren't you?

Well, many thanks and it's a lovely song... even in English.

 

[Kajira Callista]

Jeeeepers... you are a google Queen, aren't you?

Well, many thanks and it's a lovely song... even in English.

you sounded upset...i wanted to fix that

 

[cellis]

Okay... I'm not naming any names here but someone has posted a french song to the radio thread... and no translation to go with it...

This is beyond belief.

 

[A Desert Rose]

Yes dolly, that was exactly my reaction, too!




LOL

 

[AngelicAssassin]

A slightly cleaner version

Hungry for You ~ Ghost in the Machine

Can't get to sleep tonight
I want you until I am dry
But our bodies are all wet
Completely covered by sweat
We drown ourselves in the tide
I have no desire
You have devastated my heart
And me, I have drunk your blood

But we can do what we want
I would always be hungry for you
But we can do what we want
I would always be hungry for you

The world is mine
I won it in a card game
And now I don't give a damn
It was won too easily
This is it then my beautiful traitoress
I have to burn from jealousy
You have devastated my heart
And me, I have drunk your blood

But we can do what we want
I would always be hungry for you
But we can do what we want
I would always be hungry for you

But we can do what we want
I would always be hungry for you
But we can do what we want
I would always be hungry for you

No matter what I do
I'm still hungry for you
No matter what I do
I'm still hungry for you

Can't get to sleep tonight
I want you until I am dry
But our bodies are all wet
Completely covered by sweat

Hungry for you
I'm hungry for you
I'm still hungry for you
I'm hungry for you
I'm hungry for you
I'm hungry for you

 

[Esclava]

Beat me until I no longer draw breath....

Then breathe into my lungs that which you house in your own.

Esclava

 

[A Desert Rose]

I ache... and I'm sore and tender in places that have not felt like that in a very long time. I love this feeling... I dread that it will all fade away too soon.

 

[ethicalslut]

You know how some days you just can't feel sexy no matter how hard you try? When your day has been THAT bad, that even getting dressed up in a short black skirt, fishnets and boots doesn't do ANYTHING for ya? When the admiring looks of friends/lovers/strangers do NOTHING to start your engine? When the goddess of sex herself could approach you and grant you one sexy wish, and you wouldn't be able to think of anything good?

Very troubling for a person who nearly always has sex, somehwere, on the brain almost all the time.

 

[Kajira Callista]

*sigh* no one to play with

 

[Luna_Wolf72]

NOT a BDSM blurt but

I hate this. I hate the fact that she hasn't been dead three months and you are all ready bringing people into her house, into her bed. You corrupt bastard. How can you even claim to have loved her? I hope you and the short black troll you are screwing explode...

 

[MissTaken]

That just sucks.

*hugs*