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I am Fauve
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No, Not John Cena.
Invisible Man
At a certain age one expects to become simply background to a younger set of the opposite sex.
I can momentarily flicker into a substantive form when interacting. For example, when I order a decaf mocha with whip, I will briefly appear to the barista, the fade away.
A sadder bit of my disappearing act is that I am becoming wallpaper or a throw pillow to my wife. More than once she has been leaving a room that I am actively doing something in and turned off the light. The most recent occurrence was when I was showering in the claw foot tub, the one with the clear curtain all around. She came in and rummaged in the wall cabinet next to the foot of that tub. I am washing — making movements and there was certainly the sound of showering and she turns and walks out while switching off the light. All the more pitiful, I know had *I* been on the outside while *she* showered, I’d be LOOKING.
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June 11, 2024
More instances of invisibility. Another case of her turning off the light on me as I was getting dressed and she was leaving the room.
And last night we were up late watching the NHL Stanley Cup play offs (not at all normal, as neither of follow hockey, BUT we do have two relatives who play and one is on the Panther's team) So we were up past our bed time. That is slightly significant, as she was dozing off during the game and that often leads to her being wide awake when we go to bed. In bed she throws a leg over me, which is not "rare", but not very regular. This little bit of physicality is nice. Her hand is on my stomach and I move it to my crotch and to my delight she strokes abit through my underwear. Naturally I grow hard. And naturally... she rolls away a bit and says, "I have to go to sleep.". boo.
In the morning, she gets up first, which is the norm and starts the process of getting dressed. I often just watch, as I like to watch!. "Inspired", I pull down my underwear and the covers and begin stroking my cock. She is not looking. She sits on the bed next to me, facing away and applies her face creams etc..., gets up finds clean panties, pulls those on (while still in her night "gown"/shirt), pulls on some leggings, looks for a bra, finds it and pulls off her night gown and I make an audible "mmmmmmm" (she knows I love to see her breasts), she pulls on the bra, finds the top, puts that on and heads downstairs. So all this time my cock is out and I am stroking, not super rapidly, but with "enough" motion that is hard (hahahaha) to believe that she would not have seen, yet she made absolutely NO reaction or gave no indication that she did see, or cared.
I totally get that she does not have my libido, but she seems to have none! And I certainly am not visually appealing or sexy to her.
I couldn't get off after that, a total buzz kill. As far as I know she was not mad at me, as that is reason to not be interested. Something like this is could easily lead to erectile disfunction - there have been times when she has showed some "interest" in "fooling around" (her term) and her lack of actual enthusiasm has made it more difficult for me.
Obviously, these are just notes to myself, as they are intentionally obscured and I am not adding posts, which would bump the thread, making it more visible. Just whining to myself.
At least I am not tripping on my cloak of invisibility™
Invisible Man
At a certain age one expects to become simply background to a younger set of the opposite sex.
I can momentarily flicker into a substantive form when interacting. For example, when I order a decaf mocha with whip, I will briefly appear to the barista, the fade away.
A sadder bit of my disappearing act is that I am becoming wallpaper or a throw pillow to my wife. More than once she has been leaving a room that I am actively doing something in and turned off the light. The most recent occurrence was when I was showering in the claw foot tub, the one with the clear curtain all around. She came in and rummaged in the wall cabinet next to the foot of that tub. I am washing — making movements and there was certainly the sound of showering and she turns and walks out while switching off the light. All the more pitiful, I know had *I* been on the outside while *she* showered, I’d be LOOKING.
*********
June 11, 2024
More instances of invisibility. Another case of her turning off the light on me as I was getting dressed and she was leaving the room.
And last night we were up late watching the NHL Stanley Cup play offs (not at all normal, as neither of follow hockey, BUT we do have two relatives who play and one is on the Panther's team) So we were up past our bed time. That is slightly significant, as she was dozing off during the game and that often leads to her being wide awake when we go to bed. In bed she throws a leg over me, which is not "rare", but not very regular. This little bit of physicality is nice. Her hand is on my stomach and I move it to my crotch and to my delight she strokes abit through my underwear. Naturally I grow hard. And naturally... she rolls away a bit and says, "I have to go to sleep.". boo.
In the morning, she gets up first, which is the norm and starts the process of getting dressed. I often just watch, as I like to watch!
. "Inspired", I pull down my underwear and the covers and begin stroking my cock. She is not looking. She sits on the bed next to me, facing away and applies her face creams etc..., gets up finds clean panties, pulls those on (while still in her night "gown"/shirt), pulls on some leggings, looks for a bra, finds it and pulls off her night gown and I make an audible "mmmmmmm" (she knows I love to see her breasts), she pulls on the bra, finds the top, puts that on and heads downstairs. So all this time my cock is out and I am stroking, not super rapidly, but with "enough" motion that is hard (hahahaha) to believe that she would not have seen, yet she made absolutely NO reaction or gave no indication that she did see, or cared. I totally get that she does not have my libido, but she seems to have none! And I certainly am not visually appealing or sexy to her.
I couldn't get off after that, a total buzz kill. As far as I know she was not mad at me, as that is reason to not be interested. Something like this is could easily lead to erectile disfunction - there have been times when she has showed some "interest" in "fooling around" (her term) and her lack of actual enthusiasm has made it more difficult for me.
Obviously, these are just notes to myself, as they are intentionally obscured and I am not adding posts, which would bump the thread, making it more visible. Just whining to myself.
At least I am not tripping on my cloak of invisibility™
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