rickydean56
Old Fart
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The following is an idea, not a finished story. I don’t like cheating, I never read the loving wives stuff. Not sure why this came to mind but when a thought comes I can’t get rid of it easy. So I wrote this bare bones short story and would be honored if someone took it and made it a good read. I don’t care if you make a million bucks on a best seller, I release all rights to this idea. I just wanted it out of my head. I have a bit more than this wrote but can't post anything that big on here.
“Dave?” Julie called to him when he came in.
“What’s up sweetheart?”
“Can I ask you a personal question? Totally off the record.”
“K, you can ask but I may not want to answer”
“Uh, how about you sit down. Please don’t respond till I’m finished. The question will come first then I’ll give a reason for the question.”
He sat and with a raised eyebrow he gestured that she had the floor.
“Do you think I’m sexy?” He started to rise, and she pleaded, “please let me explain. I have never seen you look at me with desire. Hell, most of the girls that come over here flash you and giggle. No one has yet to get so much as a glint in your eye. You’ve walked by a pool full of topless girls and you never even glance. Yes, I know, we weren’t all of age and I get that but even if you never really looked, we expected you to at least cover your eyes and look away, but you just totally ignored us. Now with teen girls, hell with any girls, we want to at least be noticed. Not glared at but noticed. You were doing the right thing I guess but the results are different than you probably wanted. Now ignored just made us try harder. I don’t think anyone really wanted you to actually do anything. But they did want to be noticed. Hell, I’ve started dressing less and less just to see if you noticed and I think my plan backfired. Instead of getting you to look at me I think I’ve made it worse. Now you don’t even make eye contact with me when I’m fully dressed. I know my boobs are small, maybe you’re like most boys and like porn boobs. Maybe I’m not pretty enough. Shit, I don’t know what to think, I’m not expecting you to get all handsy or start eyeballing me but geez I’m starting to get a complex. Every boy I know and most of my friend’s fathers would all go apeshit if I were to show them what I’ve shown you.”
“Stop, babe. First let’s get the whole porn boob thing out of the way. Porn boobs are gross. IF you were not my daughter.” Holding up his hand he halted her, knowing the whole ‘step’ that was coming. “Teacher, doctor, anyone in authority is morally responsible to those under their care. I am responsible to you to make you feel safe while under my care. That being said, I’m not blind. As I was saying, if you were not under my care I would drool just being in the same room as you. But I can’t see you in that way, so I don’t look. I let my eyes glaze over and find someplace else to be. You want to run around naked in your house, go for it. I’ll never let you feel bad about it and if it’s too uncomfortable for me I’ll go find something else to do. But looks wise, on a scale of 1-10 you’re an easy 12 and that’s dressed like now. In your ‘nighttime water runs’, crap you hit 15. I don’t want to think of you naked, my mind would shut down and I’d have a stroke. I think your little titties are perfect and damn, but your ass is to die for. Legs I would want wrapped around my head for hours. Need I say more? Sorry that’s all you get and if you still feel undesirable then I can take you to a shrink cause you need help I can’t give.”
Silence filled the room. He could see her playing it all back in her head and just prayed he didn’t come across pervy in here mind. “So even though I’m now 18 you still won’t look at me?”
“No dear you could be 30 and I will still never let myself ‘see’ you as anything more than a beautiful girl that I’m so proud to know. I will never see you as a sex partner hopeful or fantasy. Beautiful yes, even sexy but you’re a goddess I will die to protect not desire. I hope that’s enough cause that’s as far as this subject needs to go. Someday when you’re older you will look back and be able to say, Dave loved me with all his heart. I trust him with my life.”
“But what about after Mom leaves?”
“We’ll discuss that some other time but let me ask you this. Would you ask me to kill you? No, how about beat you to a pulp? No? Maim you? You know I could never harm you and, in my mind, desiring you is harming you. Nothing will ever change that. When your mom leaves, the odds are I’ll never see you again. Not my choice but probably the reality. 5 years from now it will still be the same. You are in the ‘family zone’ from now on. Sorry if that offends but I could no more seduce a nun than I could you. Some people in our lives are untouchable and to me you’re one of them. Along with all your friends. If I just wanted to have a casual affair with a teen girl, it would have to be someone I have never met. And that’s a very big IF... I don’t do casual sex. I want a relationship and so matter how pretty or sexy a girl your age will never be relationship material. We don’t speak the same language. If I were to have any part of this conversation with a grown woman then I would know we weren’t compatible. If this is some crush, then I’m honored and brokenhearted at the same time. I’ve have somehow done you wrong in letting this get so far out of hand. Please don’t ruin my ‘Dad love’ by making it something else. I love you; I will always love you as my daughter.”
“Did you know Mom was leaving?”
“Know? No, but I’m no more blind to your mom’s stupidity than I am to your half naked water runs. I see but I don’t react. Nothing I can do will change the outcome, so I just watch and wait. The balls in her court, it’s her move.”
“Crap dad.” Dave wondered why she was pulling the whole ‘dad’ thing.
“I didn’t see this conversation ending in this way.” Julie grumbled. “In some ways I’m happy and in others not so much. I can’t even let my feelings get hurt because you turned me down because you really do love me. FUCK!!!! What the hell am I supposed to do now?”
I stopped at where I started all the twists and hopefully surprises.
“Dave?” Julie called to him when he came in.
“What’s up sweetheart?”
“Can I ask you a personal question? Totally off the record.”
“K, you can ask but I may not want to answer”
“Uh, how about you sit down. Please don’t respond till I’m finished. The question will come first then I’ll give a reason for the question.”
He sat and with a raised eyebrow he gestured that she had the floor.
“Do you think I’m sexy?” He started to rise, and she pleaded, “please let me explain. I have never seen you look at me with desire. Hell, most of the girls that come over here flash you and giggle. No one has yet to get so much as a glint in your eye. You’ve walked by a pool full of topless girls and you never even glance. Yes, I know, we weren’t all of age and I get that but even if you never really looked, we expected you to at least cover your eyes and look away, but you just totally ignored us. Now with teen girls, hell with any girls, we want to at least be noticed. Not glared at but noticed. You were doing the right thing I guess but the results are different than you probably wanted. Now ignored just made us try harder. I don’t think anyone really wanted you to actually do anything. But they did want to be noticed. Hell, I’ve started dressing less and less just to see if you noticed and I think my plan backfired. Instead of getting you to look at me I think I’ve made it worse. Now you don’t even make eye contact with me when I’m fully dressed. I know my boobs are small, maybe you’re like most boys and like porn boobs. Maybe I’m not pretty enough. Shit, I don’t know what to think, I’m not expecting you to get all handsy or start eyeballing me but geez I’m starting to get a complex. Every boy I know and most of my friend’s fathers would all go apeshit if I were to show them what I’ve shown you.”
“Stop, babe. First let’s get the whole porn boob thing out of the way. Porn boobs are gross. IF you were not my daughter.” Holding up his hand he halted her, knowing the whole ‘step’ that was coming. “Teacher, doctor, anyone in authority is morally responsible to those under their care. I am responsible to you to make you feel safe while under my care. That being said, I’m not blind. As I was saying, if you were not under my care I would drool just being in the same room as you. But I can’t see you in that way, so I don’t look. I let my eyes glaze over and find someplace else to be. You want to run around naked in your house, go for it. I’ll never let you feel bad about it and if it’s too uncomfortable for me I’ll go find something else to do. But looks wise, on a scale of 1-10 you’re an easy 12 and that’s dressed like now. In your ‘nighttime water runs’, crap you hit 15. I don’t want to think of you naked, my mind would shut down and I’d have a stroke. I think your little titties are perfect and damn, but your ass is to die for. Legs I would want wrapped around my head for hours. Need I say more? Sorry that’s all you get and if you still feel undesirable then I can take you to a shrink cause you need help I can’t give.”
Silence filled the room. He could see her playing it all back in her head and just prayed he didn’t come across pervy in here mind. “So even though I’m now 18 you still won’t look at me?”
“No dear you could be 30 and I will still never let myself ‘see’ you as anything more than a beautiful girl that I’m so proud to know. I will never see you as a sex partner hopeful or fantasy. Beautiful yes, even sexy but you’re a goddess I will die to protect not desire. I hope that’s enough cause that’s as far as this subject needs to go. Someday when you’re older you will look back and be able to say, Dave loved me with all his heart. I trust him with my life.”
“But what about after Mom leaves?”
“We’ll discuss that some other time but let me ask you this. Would you ask me to kill you? No, how about beat you to a pulp? No? Maim you? You know I could never harm you and, in my mind, desiring you is harming you. Nothing will ever change that. When your mom leaves, the odds are I’ll never see you again. Not my choice but probably the reality. 5 years from now it will still be the same. You are in the ‘family zone’ from now on. Sorry if that offends but I could no more seduce a nun than I could you. Some people in our lives are untouchable and to me you’re one of them. Along with all your friends. If I just wanted to have a casual affair with a teen girl, it would have to be someone I have never met. And that’s a very big IF... I don’t do casual sex. I want a relationship and so matter how pretty or sexy a girl your age will never be relationship material. We don’t speak the same language. If I were to have any part of this conversation with a grown woman then I would know we weren’t compatible. If this is some crush, then I’m honored and brokenhearted at the same time. I’ve have somehow done you wrong in letting this get so far out of hand. Please don’t ruin my ‘Dad love’ by making it something else. I love you; I will always love you as my daughter.”
“Did you know Mom was leaving?”
“Know? No, but I’m no more blind to your mom’s stupidity than I am to your half naked water runs. I see but I don’t react. Nothing I can do will change the outcome, so I just watch and wait. The balls in her court, it’s her move.”
“Crap dad.” Dave wondered why she was pulling the whole ‘dad’ thing.
“I didn’t see this conversation ending in this way.” Julie grumbled. “In some ways I’m happy and in others not so much. I can’t even let my feelings get hurt because you turned me down because you really do love me. FUCK!!!! What the hell am I supposed to do now?”
I stopped at where I started all the twists and hopefully surprises.