Quiet_Cool
Learning to Fly
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"It's never too late," the priest had told me. Father Bennig was smiling in his mind, telling me it would be alright. "I will help you. You are far stronger and more capable than you realize."
I let the cross fall from my hands, the cross and chain making a clinking sound as it struck the wooden floor of the small mission.
When the wind picked up outside, the walls seemed to moan, as if aching from being abused by whoever had done this.
The mission had been torn to pieces, as though someone felt money was being hidden in the walls and beneath the pews. The large wooden benches lay turned over and chopped away at. The walls were beaten in in places, and spray-painted in others.
I stepped closer to the nearest pew and ran my fingers along its edge. An image of myself and Julie Stanley, holding hands when I was younger, probably no older than fourteen. I kissed her later that night in the parking lot, while her mother fussed over her brother and sister in the car.
My fingers slipped off the pew's surface, birnging my mind back to reality. Nothing too substantial. Julie died later I remembered, of an overdose. She didn't remain the innocent sweet Julie that sat with me that night for very long.
Of course, I hadn't stayed innocent either. But I'd gotten lucky, and with Father Bennig's support...
I stopped near where the collection plate used to be kept, seeing only a bare spot, with a place against the wall where the stand he'd left it on had protected the paint from aging. I pressed my hand against the surface of that clean paint wondering what I might find there...
Nothing; no memories, no emotions.
I walked back over to where the cross lay, grabbing it up and feeling the priest's presence once again. I clapsed the chain around my neck, laying both the chain and ornament above my shirt so as not to touch my skin.
A reminder, I thought.
I stood, looking around.
I had been here just yesterday it seemed, telling the priest how I'd done, that rehab was working out and I'd be home again to stay soon. He had smiled then, and hugged me. He'd always loved me like a son.
That was then though.
And this was now.
OOC: Just a started post, but obviously, the man has "returned" already shall we say. Just giving a new thread a chance...jump in if you have a character, but let's keep it to one "returner" for just now...
I let the cross fall from my hands, the cross and chain making a clinking sound as it struck the wooden floor of the small mission.
When the wind picked up outside, the walls seemed to moan, as if aching from being abused by whoever had done this.
The mission had been torn to pieces, as though someone felt money was being hidden in the walls and beneath the pews. The large wooden benches lay turned over and chopped away at. The walls were beaten in in places, and spray-painted in others.
I stepped closer to the nearest pew and ran my fingers along its edge. An image of myself and Julie Stanley, holding hands when I was younger, probably no older than fourteen. I kissed her later that night in the parking lot, while her mother fussed over her brother and sister in the car.
My fingers slipped off the pew's surface, birnging my mind back to reality. Nothing too substantial. Julie died later I remembered, of an overdose. She didn't remain the innocent sweet Julie that sat with me that night for very long.
Of course, I hadn't stayed innocent either. But I'd gotten lucky, and with Father Bennig's support...
I stopped near where the collection plate used to be kept, seeing only a bare spot, with a place against the wall where the stand he'd left it on had protected the paint from aging. I pressed my hand against the surface of that clean paint wondering what I might find there...
Nothing; no memories, no emotions.
I walked back over to where the cross lay, grabbing it up and feeling the priest's presence once again. I clapsed the chain around my neck, laying both the chain and ornament above my shirt so as not to touch my skin.
A reminder, I thought.
I stood, looking around.
I had been here just yesterday it seemed, telling the priest how I'd done, that rehab was working out and I'd be home again to stay soon. He had smiled then, and hugged me. He'd always loved me like a son.
That was then though.
And this was now.
OOC: Just a started post, but obviously, the man has "returned" already shall we say. Just giving a new thread a chance...jump in if you have a character, but let's keep it to one "returner" for just now...