zydrate
Sweet Zydrate
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My temperment is such that it is naturally difficult for me to admit when I am truly angry. I have learned its easier to claim hurt and withdraw to my shell. To put up the walls and try to shield myself from it; that's what I've always known. No more.
ICT I am angry. Angry and disappointed.
But this time, I will fight. I will fight to keep what I want, I will not deny myself for the sake of avoiding pain. No matter how much it hurts, no matter what it takes, I will not withdraw, and I will not back down...
I wont let us die.
I get mad too.
Once, I destroyed the christmas tree (I was 15)
Once I slashed 'his' tires
Once I held 'his' bearded dragon for ransom.... giggles


