zydrate
Sweet Zydrate
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hurm...I am quite obviously not scary/threatening/dangerous enough
returns with a glass of milk and sits next to Vail, breaks the last cookie in half before offering it to her...
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hurm...I am quite obviously not scary/threatening/dangerous enough
returns with a glass of milk and sits next to Vail, breaks the last cookie in half before offering it to her...
Today's Serious confession (as it is good for my soul)
ICT~I suffer from a deep seated rage that is only alleviated by having a fuck doll to beat. I don't get to do it often enough for that to have any lasting effect and so I am always riding the edge of a good Rage...
ICT~there are certain people that I am unsure of how we connected...and even now, I am unsure of the connection that we have.
ICT~ I hate the inner need I have for validation~even Daddi's need to know, from time to time, that they are worth something.
I confess that I wonder if I am one of those in the second confession above.
ICT.. sometimes I wonder if i am scary/threatening/dangerous at all.hurm...I am quite obviously not scary/threatening/dangerous enough
Today's Serious confession (as it is good for my soul)
ICT~I suffer from a deep seated rage that is only alleviated by having a fuck doll to beat. I don't get to do it often enough for that to have any lasting effect and so I am always riding the edge of a good Rage...
ICT~there are certain people that I am unsure of how we connected...and even now, I am unsure of the connection that we have.
ICT~ I hate the inner need I have for validation~even Daddi's need to know, from time to time, that they are worth something.
YES!!
You, CT, my Alpha, my Darkness, the Lion, Vailish, Trinnie...
the list is almost endless...
ICT.. sometimes I wonder if i am scary/threatening/dangerous at all.
ICT we have a lot of the same feelings.. damn near verbatim..
YES!!
You, CT, my Alpha, my Darkness, the Lion, Vailish, Trinnie...
the list is almost endless...
ICT.. sometimes I wonder if i am scary/threatening/dangerous at all.
Might be why I likes you stalking me...This is why I stalk you Nina~ling...

oh, you definitely are
Ty..
now your trying to make me blush... -giggles-.. ty..as well as confusing and mysterious.
Which all makes you an obsession
sprints, leaps, connects with vigor
Might be why I likes you stalking me...
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as well as confusing and mysterious.
Which all makes you an obsession
now your trying to make me blush... -giggles-.. ty..
ICT.. i often wonder what people think of me.. .. what their perception is..
though I know their opinion its just that. theirs.. I still find it interesting.
catches, grips, holds on tight, nuzzles...
Hello pretty...
QFT
ICT that I love having an armful of Vailish...and that i am quite jealous I never get any personal shows...
*glares at La Nina*
You lucky woman, you...
Jealousy doesn't bec...okay, yes it doesICT that I love having an armful of Vailish...and that i am quite jealous I never get any personal shows...
*glares at La Nina*
You lucky woman, you...

I confess I think I've hurt a lot of people.
Some I don't know how.
Some I do.
And I'm sorry.
ICT I think you HAVE gotten shows...and some of them were even interactive
we confused Toppish types must stick together...
QFT
ICT I never worry bout what others think...but I do worry about HOW I make them FEEL.
ICT I put on a show for Nina a few nights ago and I think she thinks it wasn't done just for her and it really was

laughs.... i thinks we're perceived as confused... i personally know i'm not.. and that my likes and interests are like so much confetti floating through the air in the snow globe that is me.. they are all mine.. and flutter about as confetti will do, as i spin and twirl through my life. ... its not all confusing once i realised.. its all me damnit.. and i like it!
-grins-.. I dont worry about what others think.. I find what they think fascinating. Everyone is so different, varied and wonderful in their own way.
the one with Zy, sixxy and trixabelle.. .. yea.. I kinda figured.. and enjoyed that.
ICT... If it wasnt that one.. then yea.. I totaly didnt know it was for me..![]()
