testing the water

i slowly pet her hair, "that's it sweetie let it out, let it all flow out." i let my fingers run over her body feeling her spasms enjoying the sounds it brought to her lips.
 
I wiped my fingers on the tiny leaves, feeling it's contentment. It was wierd, yet right that I should. It was a part of me, a part of me to live and nourish. To love and be loved by. Her hands holding me pulled away and we sat beside it, for I was unable, and unwilling to leave it right now.
"It calls to me. Cries to me. Does yours?"
 
"it will have a mind of it's own. I've trained mine though sometimes he is willfil, but only to please me. Yours will grow and develope. With careful watering, some judicious pruning, it will make you very happy. Do you wish to give it a name? Mine is called Logan." At my words a branch sweeps down to caress my back.
 
Her eyes had a special look as she turned to glance at her Logan. A secret smile on her lips. Name?
My mind cast out, but was blank. "I will wait till he tells me his name." Smiling, knowing she will understand.
"I am hungry now. Is it your turn or mine to fix lunch?"
 
I grin thinking of other food, I stand and gesturing a soft blanket of grass is cleared of vegetation. I run my fingers through my garden assorted plants drifting slowly on top of two smooth curved stone piece.

"I love eating with my finger."
 
The simplest gesture and our "table" was cleared. Her hands on the fruits so sensual. Was there nothing about her that was perfect? Then she tripped, and I laughed. She was my darling, my lover and my friend. I suddenly had the impulse to pull her close and kiss her, so I did. Her eyes widened but she instantly relaxed into my arms, her mouth giving in to mine.
 
A man with Bleue eyes and golden eyes walk by. He seem lost and speak to himself in a another language :" Merde, ou suis-je". Looking around he spot the other people then blush.
 
As i find myself in this alluringly sexual eden i close my eyes....hoping it to be gone when they re-open. My smoothly shaved head bows and my hands lift up from under my orange and brown robes as i murmur a chant through full dark lips.
As my eyes flutter open i curse silently, the landscape is still there, each sight whispering to me of forbidden pleasures, even the air seems to infuse me with lust. I feel a stirring in my loins as i see two women...naked.
I clasp my hands and chant harder, frustrated at the return of these lusty feelings which i have not felt for 5 years, not since i became a monk of the northern shao'lin temple. I have been sent here by my elders, as they feared that i only have the strength to be celibate where there is no temptation........how can i pass this test? How can anythin be more tempting than this i wonder as the very ground beneath my feet screams to me os untasted pleasure and the two women see me, smiling.
 
"Shit, where am I?" I here in distinct french, a language I hadn't heard in ages. The there is another robed, tonsured and looking very stern. I glance up at Amber, "Looks like we have guests."

[Edited by intriguess on 02-02-2001 at 01:15 PM]
 
I approach these two women, stern and unyeilding words springing to my mind, then gasp as I observe the strange unearthly beauty of this land's keeper. What is this place?
I stifle a second, breathier gasp as my initial shock wears off and a new shock courses through my body. Under my robes, my loins feel electrified and I am shocked by this almost forgotten feeling. Involuntarily my eyes drink in the sight of this otherworldly beauty, her skin strangely couloured yet so soft.....a thought flashes through my mind..
.....my hand stroking down lightly over her shoulders, so lightly that i brush the light, fine hair on her arms, shivering.......i lock it out, mortified to have even contemplated such a thing.
As my eyes roam back up her body...those curves, so sensuous, awakening some primal part of my mind....i can't help but admire her beauty. And the women she stands next to.....she is human! But perhaps only more tempting....she is
overwhelmingly sexual, her paler skin entices me, taut, smooth, fresh and begging to be touched..to be tasted.
I must be strong.
I come to stand before them and ask:
"Who are you? Why do you tempt me?"
 
So suddenly are we joined I am stunned. But sweet Violet is calm. She stands and approaches him, her violet skin glistening in the sun. He looks shocked, and a bit frightened. A familiar tingling in my belly tells me I am in for more fun. Delightful fun. I stand, feeling like a golden cat as I glide up to her, hanging back though. Watching him try not to stare.
 
I pluck a ripe fruit off and offer it to him, "This is my land, if you did not wish to be tempted then you shouldn't have come." I toss a fruit to our other guest eyes running over his skin with a practiced eye.
 
Two men at once. I am silent once more. My tongue stilled as I watch them, trying to hide their arousal. My tongue flicks out, licking juices from the fruit from my lips. Their gaze makes me squirm, my nipples harden. The thought of two of them making me shiver.
 
shivering in lust my eyes caress the women's bodies...wanting.
a battle rages inside me but is soon quieted as i tense.
i drop my robe..sliding it down off my shoulders to reveal my
lean and muscled figure.
i exhale forcefully and my hard gaze turns from one woman to the other as a slight smile plays on my lips.......
......"you have nothing i want"
....i turn and stride away...leaving them to ponder the paths they have chosen
 
I knelt next to her, one hand on her leg.
"You have nothing I want." and he walked away. I gasped. Unable to believe what he said, what he had done. The other man had silently watched, I looked up to him, my eyes begging him for explanation.
 
I chuckle heartily at his proclaimation, he was going about this the wrong way, he was lying to himself. He would eventually eat something or the plants would take care of him, then he could leave and go on lying to himself.

"It is not wise to lie to yourself, it becomes hard to trust yourself." For wanting something and taking it were two different things. That humans so often confused, I could want to possess gemstones but it didn't mean I'd steal them. If he were to manage to resist he would need to stop lying to himself. I smiled at Merelan and the other guest inviting him to dine with us and upon us.
 
We drew the other to our "table" laying the choicest fruits before him. I was no longer hungry for food though. Idly I picked up a berry, biting into it, it's juices dripping down my chin, and landing on my breasts. I smiled as I watched him watch it slide, and almost felt his moan as he saw where it landed. Good. I would continue to be clumsy, if it got his attention. I leaned over and offered the next bite to Violet, her lips parting to let me feed her. Never before had food been so erotic, and wild.
 
My smile turns to a look of sorrow. That familiar sadness fills me as i ponder the plight of these ladies. They are drowning, withouting even realising it and this fills me with an aching melancholy. They are drowning in waves of shallow and fleeting pleasure, enticed by the sparkling surface.They are so taken with it that they fail to ponder the vast murky depths underneath, the depths they slide into.
Such tasty lies to live and die by.
I understand all too well the intoxicating temptation of these sexual pleasures, having been lost to it myself before.
I do not judge them, that is not for me to do, i fall in all the same ways they do. The difference: i reach out my hand and am lifted, rather than wallowing in the mud.
I turn back to them, wondering how i can help, how i can make them see. I could flood these two beautiful women with words of truth but nothing could make them see until they made the decision to open their eyes. I smile and look upwards, saying wordlessly :
"glad you came to my senses, cause i did'nt."
I face them and apologise for my blunt and rude manner, continuing to ask:
"How do you view sex? What do you think of it?"
 
"Sir, this is my land, I do not wish to change my life and I can't leave. Now if you wish to discuss sexuality that is fine, but I do not intend to be lectured by you. Amber, please tend to our other guest."

I move to my tree and pull a lng sheet of fabric wrapping it around my body. "I sense my nudity disturbs you, so I shall attempt to make you more comfortable." The tree bends enclosing us in a small cozy space. I sit on ground, "I view sex as something to be savoured, and shared." I remembered how life was when I was alone how it lacked enjoyment. Just going from day to day hoping for something different. "Is there anything else you wish to know?"
 
"Sex is something so much more beautiful than you think. So beautiful and special that it should be enjoyed with reverence and respect, not abused, warped and twisted."
I force a smile and thank the attractive ladies for humouring me. I thank the violet skinned beauty for covering herself but assure her it is not necessary. I must leave, knowing that i tried but that i cannot force the change. For that to begin requires a realisation within that something is wrong. Unfortunately most people feel this vague and persistant emptiness inside them all their lives but never fill themselves. Feeling lost and not knowing why they search for fulfillment in all the wrong places, in the fleeting pleasures, sewing their eyes shut to what is true so as not to disturb their instant gratifications.
I bid my leave, hoping against hope that someday these eyes will be opened.
And I am gone.
 
ooc I think ironmonkey was a odd guest......he didn't seem to understand the purpose of the board.

*sigh* oh well he's gone now and I'm thankful
 
OOC. I hope he didn't chase away our other firned... woohoo.... Dracolich... are you there?
 
*smile*

in a blink the land shivers as if from feeling something unpleasant. if i didn't know better I'd say it hiccupped or something. whatever it was it made our second guest fade and the air a little cool.

I shivered and gave a reassuring pat to my tree which seemed tense.

"now that was just plain wrong," I dropped the cloth that had been covering me and sat down to eat.
 
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