teresafinen or however you spell it

[Jade]

Where are you ... are you still on this thing?

I was hoping to talk to you... today is "his" birthday... I feel extremely sad and lonely... I just knew that you would understand if anyone would.



I wish the emptiness would go away... but it never does, does it?

(Sorry to everyone this thread confuses)

 

[Cheyenne]

Didn't confuse me, I've been here forever.

Nothing wrong with remembering if it makes you feel better, Jade.

 

[Jade]

No it doesn't make me feel better... that is partly why I want to talk to her so badly, b/c I know she will understand that... NOTHING can make me feel better... the fucking day just needs to end that's all... and thanks for the response btw.

 

[Cheyenne]

You're welcome. Hmmmm.. if nothing will make you feel better, then I hope the day goes quickly for you. Maybe get out of the house and try to do something to take your mind off which day it is? Not that it would be possible, but it might distract you for a bit.

 

[Svedish_Chef]

Eric Clapton... tears in heaven.

 

[Earthgoddess]

Jade,I wanted you to know I am thinking of you, I hope the day went fast for you.

 

[teresafannin]

Hi Jade, I am sorry to have been so out of touch. This latest episode of school shootings has kept me busy answering email. I am part of an online support group & have heard from a lot of parents & kids who need someone to talk to. I am so sorry about today, it is the birthdays & the holidays that are the hardest for me too. Please know that I am thinking about you & if you ever get to the Metroplex, I would love to have a chance to talk to you. I will be online for a while yet, feel free to email me. I am sending lots of hugs your way, it isn't the same as the hugs we are missing out on, but I hope it helps a bit. The empty feeling will always be there, I think, I know it is for me. I try to remember the things we did together & when that doesn't work, I sit down & have a good long cry. Take care, I'm thinking about you. Hugs, Teresa