Talia's campus fun (closed)

[Asa]

Her eyes sealed on him as she prepared herself mentally or at least she hoped she was for this to happen. She wanted them to be together again and she could not let fear stop this she had to get past it.

 

[Homerun2611]

He was down between her legs kneeling

More love than passion in his eyes, he was trying to nurture her back

He slid his hands between, massaging and tickling her inner thighs as he spread them

His one hand gently on one of her knees, he began to slide the throbbing mushroom head of his cock up and down the inside of her slit, her honey and his precum fusing into one

When if feels right, when you are ready, I will slip inside, not before, my Love

 

[Asa]

She nodded as she laid there watching him for a moment feeling his gentleness and watching his eyes till finally nodding. She wanted more needed more needed to feel better again. She had no idea what the next few moments held beyond needing to feel him truly within her again trying to erase what happened.

 

[Homerun2611]

As he guided his large cock into her opening

He felt her lips close tightly around him

She was wet, her body trying to welcome him, but could her mind

I love you

And he slowly, gently slid all the way in

Keeping all the weight on his arms and knees, she would be able to see his cock disappear, and they were as close as a man and woman could be

 

[Asa]

She laid there a gasp at feeling him enter she bit her lip part in pleasure as she watched him

Yes love

 

[Homerun2611]

Leaning down as gently as he could, he kissed her softly, tenderly, not hurting her

He slowly began to move in and out, he felt her tight, but warm and accepting around him

Slowly but surely they began to make love

Yes

 

[Asa]

Slowly her body began to move with his her eyes half closing but still trying to focus on him

 

[Homerun2611]

His soft kisses, went from her lips to her neck, always soft gentle kisses

He was grinding and slowly thrusting, moving all the way in and out

It felt so good to be back inside her, he only hoped it felt good for her too

 

[Asa]

She gasped at the feel of him so deep inside after so long and fought hard to focus on it being him her hips moving some with him as her eyes half lidded tried to see him.

 

[Homerun2611]

He was careful, he needed to make sure she was okay

But his body naturally moved being back inside of her, grinding and thrusting

Are you okay my love, do you mind if I go a bit harder and faster?

 

[Asa]

She just smiled biting her lip her hips moving with him

Yes love

She was doing all she could even half lidded to focus on him but it was fading with all of the pleasure she had missed so much.

 

[Homerun2611]

His hands gripped her lower back, pulling her up to him

As he began to drive in a bit harder more urgently

Suddenly the other fell back, this was them, and this was good

Oh Lover!

 

[Asa]

It was wonderful her eyes closed as he moved faster and harder her body grew close to that ledge then her mindbegan to flash as she whimpered slightly trying to fight it. The closer she got the more real her mind made the memories till she was eventually struggling and crying.

No... please don't do this... No

She sobbed trying to struggle as if held down even though Billy wasn't pinning her like the attacker had

 

[Homerun2611]

Rick was moving and her body was responding as it had

He didn’t fuck her like they had in their highest passion, but the rhythms was good...deep...hard

He felt her edging, he knew his girl and when she was close, and so was he

His body tensing, for the first time in so long he would finally...”No...”

No...what...oh my god, she thinks..

He was horrified, pulling out immediately, feeling instantly nauseous

Talia, it’s Rick...you said...oh,god, no...I didn’t...you were...

He stopped talking, tears were rolling down his cheeks...what had he done...he had thought he was going at the speed she wanted...guilt and shame washed over him...never, never had he wanted to scare her...but what to do now...he had no idea

Shhh, I’m so sorry, should I call the doctor?

 

[Asa]

It wasn't him she was in a memory. His voice helped it slipped into the memory as she called out to him eyes still closed tight memory still assaulting her mind

Rick... Help...

Even with him off of her her body still moved as if pinned trapped in a memory just like a nightmare

 

[Homerun2611]

He honestly wasn't sure what to do. He thought he was helping, was good for her, made her feel safe.

It was wretchingly painful to watch her and know that even touching him, brought back all the pain.

Intellectually stumped, he lead with his heart

Sliding up beside her, holding her, almost swaddling her...it was fine if she needed to lash out

"Shhhhh, it's okay", he whispered

Kissing her forehead, rocking her gently

I took it too far, I should have thought for both of us, I'm sorry...I won't put you in that position again...you are okay....I promise

His poor sweet girl...."I'm here...it's Rick"

 

[Asa]

His cuddling her seemed to help draw her from the memory.

I'm... I'm sorry... memorues... it's not you... not us he... he is still in my mind the therapist said this could happen. I... inshouldnt have let my eyes close.

All my fault

She was crying balled up with him holding to him like an anchor

 

[Homerun2611]

He held her, and let her hold on tight

No, my love, it is never your fault, you can't help it

I should have been smarter, baby steps

Being with you, like we were, I got greedy, I wanted to believe we could have everything again

Don't cry, I am here and I love you, I would wait forever for just one more night...but we will have many, I know we will

We will go slow

 

[Asa]

She curled up against him and tried to stop crying.

I hate this. Feeling like this... this block between us because of this.

 

[Homerun2611]

He held her and just tried to comfort her

I do too, but we made several strides forward tonight, and then a stride back

You had a horrible thing done to you, the fact it takes time, unfortunately makes sense

It will take time, but I hope you are willing to keep trying

However long it takes, I am not going anywhere...just keep believing in us

 

[Asa]

Just hold me

She laid there curled close hugging him as if her life depended on it. She was calming some but she was still mad at herself over this.

 

[Homerun2611]

He kissed her

And he held her tight, and he was not letting go

That my love is the easiest thing you could ever ask me to do

 

[Asa]

Her eyes closed again but it was more sleep as her body had finally fully let go of the panic from the memory.

Let's sleep love

 

[Homerun2611]

He held her as they went to sleep, and sleep mercifully found him to

Despite his words he did wonder, when and if they would ever be the same

That she had envisioned him as her attacker had shaken him

And for the first time he questioned if he was capable of helping her in the way she needed, he hoped she would escalate her work with the therapists

He also wondered if after this, how she really felt about him, did she really love him, could she love anyone in this condition?

 

[Asa]

She loved him more than she thought she did and hated that his actions and her closed eyes had melded into those horrific memories. It was not him she saw attacking her but the man that had done it his actions simply matched in that moment