Tail wagging good time !!

[cookiejar]

Re: A Mother's Gift~

Everything I've ever known,
From a child till now grown.

All the feelings I've ever had,
from being happy to being sad.

The road of life that lay before me,
From mountains to valleys and the sea.

The sun that has lit my way,
and the moon a hue of gray.

The chance to feel loves awesome strength,
the passions I've had to great lengths.

Every creature on this earth,
Is given a family at their birth.

But the bond like no other,
Is that of a child and their Mother.

The gift of life you gave to me,
The gift of love you gave selflessly.

I've been blessed because I knew,
My Mother...I love you!

Only one more thing to say...
Happy Mother's Day!!!


(If your a Mother, this is for you...)
(Perhaps a few of you can use this...smiles)

Thank you Art...I'm lucky to still have my mom and even luckier to be one.

 

[My Erotic Tail]

Awe Ash~

That was powerful- and heartfelt honey...
Truely thank you for shareing...wipeing
bamas tears....awesome stuff...you have
the touch with words from the heart a true
gift. Thanks for shareing....

NOW:..."More More...please feed me more..."
(and yes those at the poetry forum are tuff
this tiger has been in that chicken coop for
two weeks trying to change it since it is run
by a circle of people who seldom recieve any
other openly, well they have had a taste of the
tiger hehehehehehehehe.....)

there is a thread...my own in poetry...called:
"Chasin Chickens"...post a poem there all you
want sweetie...I'll protect ya....I started it
because well you know I love poetry and there
should be a sancturary for others to enjoy writing
and shareing poems....check it out for a good
chuckle...and leave me a poem hehehe
hugs from bama....kiss from the tail...hehehehe

 

[bicuriousnky]

Art and Bama HUGS!

HUGS and es to all the tail waggers
Happy Mother's Day to everyone who has children or who has cared for them ,,,you are all indeed a blesing!



Listen I don't like going to the poetry and discussion fdeedback hangout, so could y'all please let me know if this poem sucks?


Trials Toward Peace


Heat rushes through my body
Heart pumps wildly,
It's hard to breathe.
I sweat and pace the floor.

Trembling, my hands become cold.
My knees feel unsteady as I try to stand still.
The lump in my throat makes it hard to swallow.

Images rush through my mind
Jaw clenches, my teeth grind.
Awareness grips my neck
Tiny hairs raise as chills coat me.

The memory takes me there
Please, NO!
I don't want to remember.
I don't want to feel his sick hands on me.

*I DON'T WANT TO FEEL THE SHAME!*

*Pulse Quickens*
*Teeth Chatter*
*Chest Tightens*
*Body Shakes*

I whisper to myself, to convince myself...
"This too shall pass."

*'breathe, it's all right'*
*'you aren't there now'*
*'he can't hurt you now'*
*'you are no longer that little girl'*

Desperate, I search for peace.
I seek the quiet place--
The place where nothing and no one can harm me.

I know I'm the lttle girl anymore--
But she is still inside.
She begs to be free.
She pleads for the past to be UNDONE.

*GULPING*
*GASPING*
*GRIPPING MY FISTS TIGHT*

Tidal waves of tears
Flood my sight
As I weep for innocence lost.

I am PROOF that I am safe now.
I am no longer a victim of a predator's hand.
Yet, I am still caged in the prison of memory.

'shhh, little girl.'
'you couldn't fight then'

BUT I FIGHT FOR YOU NOW

Breaths calm like a river's breeze.
Trembling subsides.
My heart beats slow and steady.
My jaw releases and a smile forms.

The lump in my throat is gone.
My chest relaxes as my heart finds it's pace. Like clouds rolling away, fear passes.

Sadness remains, yet I mourn no more.

My eyes close as tears subside.
Washing me to the shore of my quiet place.
Peace is mine, there.

I am the WOMAN who grew
Despite the odds
Despite his perverted invasion.

I am a survivor
I am uncaged, thriving.
Hope emerges.

Like the sun from heaven,
Warmth returns to me.
I am here -- the moment has passed.

Slumber comes
I rest at peace.
I hold 'the little girl inside of me' close
I am reassured, and so is SHE.

There will be tomorrow.
It holds endless promise.
She and I are free.



Writing is cathartic for me. Being a survivor of molestation for 5 years (age 4 to age 9), I have been told by my "shrink" that I have PSTD (post traumatic stress disorder). When something triggers a panic attack, whether it be a location, a scent of a man's cheap cologne, or just a flashback, it is overwhelming and nearly paralyzing.

These are just some of my thoughts I wrote while trying to get through one of those triggered-moments. My hope is...if anyone experiences these things, that they know they aren't alone and most of all:

TRAUMA IS NOT A LIFE TATTOO.

You are who you are before the abuse began. Lingering in the past just allows the abuse to continue. Much love and support and plenty of prayers for survivors and their families.

thank you....

 

[My Erotic Tail]

Kiss of Death~

My new story that is an edge of your seat read...

................Kiss of Death...........

 

[My Erotic Tail]

The Thief~

Who is this thief that steals from my line,
again and again, time after time.

Leaving dirty laundry scattered around,
finding them laying on the ground.

What a mess they have made of things,
the emotions they stir and sorrow they bring.

I wait and watch my laid out line,
I have patience and plenty of time.

Searching for answers to the crime,
who is littering these things of mine?

Then I saw them land on my line,
taking my clothes pins one at a time.

The black Crow that has caused such a mess,
likes the shinny spring of the clothes pins I guess.

 

[My Erotic Tail]

?

 

[My Erotic Tail]

tiger

Waggin my Tail......
I just saw Raindeers new AV...
and fainted....hehehehehe...woohooooo

heheheheheheheh


(Hawk and a Dove) (2)(Geisha House) (The Park Bench)
(Blue Blouses) (Dream Catcher's Dream(Chapter 2)(3)
( Want me to read your story ?? ) ( Tail Waggin Thread )
( "Night Night"The Thread )( Chasin' Chickens = thread )
(Chasin' Chickens)(Goosed, a goose on the loose)( YDD )
(Eagle's Cry) (Country) (Bait Robber) ( Rotic a erotic elf )
(LadyShianne) ( Elizabetht )-(Raven Wilde ) (Joseki ko's)
(Tatelou)-(jtherra)(CrimsonMaiden) (Annora's Red D oors)
(Lord of the Rings: Samwise)Legolas) Elvish Invaders)
( " Mirror Mirror " ) ((O)) (2) (3) (4) ((O))(5) (6) (7)(8)(9)
( Crotching Tiger & Ridden Dragon ) (Chapter 2 3 4 5 6 7)
(Bamagirl Corn Fields)(Dragon of Anger)( Step'n on Toes )
(River Boat ) (2)(3) (Where Eagles Dare)(Kiss of Death)
(Samurai) (Tiger Dragon Crane)(gram mer) (Wood Ghosts)
(Dragon o fAnger) (Sleeping Cutie)(Night of the Limousine)
Train the body........Sharpen the Mind........Enrich the Spirit !!
Tickle my Mind.....and you have Tickled my Tail....He He He
Civilize the mind....Make Savage the Body.....(Thanks W)
(Sword of Truth.and....((((..The Shield ..))))....of Honesty)
(((((((((Strength of the Tiger & Wisdom of the Dragon)))))
(GG's) Martial Arts parents students Instructors (Lit thread)

 

[Raindear816]

HUGS and es To Art and Bama.

Cookie
bicuriosity

(((((((((((((((((((((Tail Waggers)))))))))))))))))))))



Art, That is so cool how you made your stories into a tiger in your sig line!

I hope everyone is well.

Embraces,
Ash

 

[LadyShianne]

Hope everyone's week is going well...it's almost over!! Well, for some of us..I'm off Thursday & Friday but this is my Saturday to work...Yucky...If I don't talk to ya'll before then...hope you have a WONDERFUL weekend!!!!

*S*

 

[My Erotic Tail]

Shi's~


"A Breathtaking Night" ..."A Way Of Life" ......"Moving On"
"Coming Home" .."Cowboy" .."Grandpa" "Life Of A Trucker"
"Our Time Together" "Unconditional Love" ....."The Change"
"Mirror Mirror" Ch 01 "The Mirror".. written by My Erotic Tail
"Mirror Mirror" Ch 02 "Kaitlyn and Patrick".... written by Me*
"Mirror Mirror" Ch 03 written by Elizabetht "To Our Soldiers"
"Mirror Mirror" Ch 04 written by CrimsonMaiden......."Sunlit"
"Mirror Mirror" Ch 05 written by Elizabetht........."Tomorrow"
"Mirror Mirror" Ch 06 written by jthserra "Terror In America"
"Mirror Mirror" Ch 07 written by Joseki Ko .."We""Your Life"

 

[LadyShianne]

Well..what do you know...that's really COOL..lol

Thanks, darlin'



*S*

 

[bamagirl]

Congradulations Sweetheart on the new building

ok ya'll I learned a lot while in Texas!!
not only is Art a great story teller and poet he writes songs. He plays a guitar and sings them songs very well.
He will tell you he can't sing,but trust me he can!!

Thank You for a wonderful stay in Texas

 

[bamagirl]

 

[My Erotic Tail]

Howdy

Hey tail waggers I been busier
than a long tail cat in a room full
of rockers...with trying to get the
stuff ready for the new dojo and
still working HARD and keeping
the horses rode and well the list goes on
but I am still here...hehehehe

So everyone keep wagging those tails
hugs to all and a sweet kiss

Dream Catcher Dreams Ch 4

Dream Catcher Dreams Ch 5 (the end)

woohooo the story comes to an end and the
secret unfolds....smiles....let me know what you think..

 

[cookiejar]

Re: Howdy

Hey tail waggers I been busier
than a long tail cat in a room full
of rockers...with trying to get the
stuff ready for the new dojo and
still working HARD and keeping
the horses rode and well the list goes on
but I am still here...hehehehe

So everyone keep wagging those tails
hugs to all and a sweet kiss

Dream Catcher Dreams Ch 4

Dream Catcher Dreams Ch 5 (the end)

woohooo the story comes to an end and the
secret unfolds....smiles....let me know what you think..

Big hugs and kissess Art...I love your Night Night PM's.

 

[My Erotic Tail]

Smiles...

Thanks cookie...

as long as ya enjoy them and I enjoy
writing them...then let the night nights
just keep getting better...hehehe

Thanks to bama~
she has more jokes than a comedian ....
I seen her box...hehehe I mean mail box
and dang she gets like 100 jokes a day..lol
thanks deb~

and hope all the tail waggers get to wag their
tails this weekend....

anybody heard from MizTabby...startin to worry
about her?

ya'll have a great day and an even better night...

 

[cookiejar]

Re: Smiles...

Thanks cookie...

as long as ya enjoy them and I enjoy
writing them...then let the night nights
just keep getting better...hehehe

Thanks to bama~
she has more jokes than a comedian ....
I seen her box...hehehe I mean mail box
and dang she gets like 100 jokes a day..lol
thanks deb~

and hope all the tail waggers get to wag their
tails this weekend....

anybody heard from MizTabby...startin to worry
about her?

ya'll have a great day and an even better night...

Hugsss Art...I will be reading more of your work soon, I'm up to my ears in renovations. I do have you on my favorites list. Have a great Saturday and keep checking boxes.

 

[cookiejar]

Thanks for plugging my story in your night-night PM. And yes, when things get more settled I want to write Part 2. Have a good Sunday Art

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[My Erotic Tail]

Thanks

thanks for the cute hug and no problem
pluggin...its one of my favorite tales...smile

 

[cookiejar]

Morning Art...Have a good Monday...


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[My Erotic Tail]

Waggin Tail

Hey Tail waggers...hehehe

Hey bama...

Hey cookie..

I been putting my poems on a poem thread
if ya like to read them heres the link....

Chasin Chickens

 

[cookiejar]

Re: Waggin Tail

Hey Tail waggers...hehehe

Hey bama...

Hey cookie..

I been putting my poems on a poem thread
if ya like to read them heres the link....

Chasin Chickens

Thanks Art...I'll check it out...

 

[My Erotic Tail]

??????????

Where have all the tail waggers gone?

hehehe
I haven't seen Miz Tabby
in a long long time...

kiss me first
succulent one
Girl Friday

I see my favorite cookie
and bama delight
and here from the tantalizing A~

raindeer tracks I see here and there....lol

and every once in awhile I point a finger
and say "Hey theres Bi"

hehehe...

waggin my tail and as I said if ya like my poems
you gotta check out Chasin Chickens in the
poetry feedback forum...its a riot...

 

[bamagirl]

Congradulations on your April win in the poetry catgory Sweetheart

 

[Raindear816]

Re: ??????????

Where have all the tail waggers gone?

hehehe
I haven't seen Miz Tabby
in a long long time...

kiss me first
succulent one
Girl Friday

I see my favorite cookie
and bama delight
and here from the tantalizing A~

raindeer tracks I see here and there....lol

and every once in awhile I point a finger
and say "Hey theres Bi"

hehehe...

waggin my tail and as I said if ya like my poems
you gotta check out Chasin Chickens in the
poetry feedback forum...its a riot...

HUGS and congrats To Art
HUGS Bama

((((((((((((Tail waggers)))))))))))))))))))