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gagonthis said:He took a deep breathe before he began to speak trying to find the time to get his words together. He was a man of action, not one of words and it was hard for him to get the words he wanted to say to come out and not just clamp up. "It's nae weakness to show emotion out here. Sometimes a person puts away things fer so long they'll be overwhelmed if they don't let it out. I take it yer family was a victim of the war? It claimed many lives. So much senseless killing on both sides..." His eyes glazed over as he thought of Fort Davidson. "A lot of innocent people lost their lives for a lot of stupid reasons." He sighed and patted her back. "You nae have to apologize lass. We all have ghosts and demons to fight."
His mind screamed in protest as he spoke his next words. "You handle yourself well with a gun, and I would be remiss if I allowed ya the opportunity to land yerself in another situation like you were in this afternoon. Two sets of eyes can watch over each other better than one. Ye don't have to be movin on if ye don't want to."
Julia looked up at him surprised that he would want someone with him. She thought for a moment and nodded her head. He might be right, traveling alone at this time might just be a stupid idea.
"Yes, I can cover your back, a bit of company could be what I need to figure out what do do with my life. Reconstruction so far has not worked but who knows given time it might. I just don't know how I will ever forgive the North for killing my whole family. After all, we were cilvilians"
His arms felt good around her but she figured she best break the hold as they were to be traveling buddies. She did not want a relationship beyond that. She let go of his waist and sat up.
"I guess we better get some sleep, thank you for waking me up. I just hope that doesn't happen too often. It funny that dream only started about a month or so ago. I wonder why it came and I hope it doesn't come again"
Julia pushed back onto her bed and laid down looking at him as she laid down. She would not turn her back to him again.