BobbyLaker
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Gawd ... I'm all of a flutter.
Not quite like losing my virginity but ...
Not quite like losing my virginity but ...
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Turns out that I go through the same emotional rollercoaster every damn time.
Aww ... bless.I got sick, lol.
Wonderful response - thank you.The first time, only nervous for what my audience of one would think. I only posted it here as the easiest way to get a story to him when I could text but had no other non-work comms methods.
Then I saw 10,000 people had at least seen it. And the chap liked it.
Scrubbed up a couple more stories, and they went down well.
Been nervous a few times since, wondering about reactions from certain groups (people from Northern Ireland, or certain disabilities, or trans people, for example), but not had an issue. I post here for fun. Anyone wanting perfect tidy prose, with no typos or dangling participles, can pay me for it.
I've won awards for anxiety over the years and have skin thinner than cling film! I've got everything crossed.Everyone was super nice to me with my first submission so it was just unfounded anxiety. It's gradually gotten a little easier, but I'm still nervous about it. Just not as nervous as that first time.
I was the same. Its such a thrill!Gawd ... I'm all of a flutter.
Not quite like losing my virginity but ..
Why are you worried about people from NI? If you don't mind me asking!The first time, only nervous for what my audience of one would think. I only posted it here as the easiest way to get a story to him when I could text but had no other non-work comms methods.
Then I saw 10,000 people had at least seen it. And the chap liked it.
Scrubbed up a couple more stories, and they went down well.
Been nervous a few times since, wondering about reactions from certain groups (people from Northern Ireland, or certain disabilities, or trans people, for example), but not had an issue. I post here for fun. Anyone wanting perfect tidy prose, with no typos or dangling participles, can pay me for it.
As long as you don’t expect to have as many followers as Silkstockingslover the first day after posting, you’ll be fine…congrats regardless. I still get anxious every time I post.I've won awards for anxiety over the years and have skin thinner than cling film! I've got everything crossed.
I grew up in England during the Troubles, including living in a very Irish part of London (there were pubs which wouldn't let English people in, mostly where local drug dealers were, but there were also some scary types collecting for the Cause). It was a mantra that anyone not from NI doesn't understand the Troubles and should never talk or write about it as if they do.Why are you worried about people from NI? If you don't mind me asking!
If you ever need a better reader for NI/Irish dialogue, I'd be happy to help! XIn comparison, I've posted stories elsewhere which may have been well-received with nice comments, but none have got over 1000 views in a decade.
Wise words - thank youIt’s the excitement of doing anything new for the first time.
Fear of rejection by the readers, hopeful of a positive response, terror that I actually had nothing to say AB’s worry that I’d be mocked mercilessly.
Result - fear, worry and terror, all things not worth feeling.
Feels like a lifetime ago - I really can’t remember.How did you feel the first time you clicked this button?
Totally got a boner.[Submit for Publication] How did you feel the first time you clicked this button?