Straight, but love cock.

bicurious19

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I see a lot of posts about straight guys that get turned on by a hard cock. They have an urge to suck it, yet don't because they are not attracted or interested in guys or 'the male form'.
I class myself 'straight'. I'm attracted to women.
However, long story short in my teens I discovered through sex toys and countless hours of porn that anal penetration felt good. Really really good. Then I discovered shemale porn. Beautiful looking women with 8" hard cocks. I was hooked. When watching a porno, I'd imagine her hard cock in my ass or mouth. Eventually I had to take the plunge.
I knew the anal part was going to be excellent from hours of dildo play. What I was most nervous about was putting a cock in my mouth for real, I tried to call myself down, by telling myself, if don't like it, just move on. No one will know.
The little voice of protest in the back of my head, as I'm holding a semi hard cock in my hand, slowly bringing my mouth closer and closer.. It was in my mouth. All I could keep thinking was 'got a mans cock in your mouth'. I thought past that, and realised, well it's already in my mouth. Taking it out now or in 5 minutes really makes no difference. So I kept at it, felt it getting harder in my throat, and felt myself getting harder. That voice of protest was gone, she was rock hard and BIG. I took it into my mouth as far as I could, and as it was my first time, she was being gentle, but I reached for her hands, placed them on my head, grabbed her ass and began pulling her cock deeper into my mouth. Pre cum was oozing out, and it felt soo nice on my tongue. After a while of different positions of sucking her cock, we kissed for a while, while I slid the condom on her cock and lubed up my ass.
Obviously she being only human didn't last as long as a marathon of porn and many different dildo's, butt plugs and vibrators which is what I was used to. I wasn't. Over to think that either.
But it went a lot better than I expected. For once being able to be the star fish, lay on my back, spread my legs high, and since the moment that cock presses against and into my asshole till the moment it leaves it feels amazing. And then comes the very important cumshot. Before I had even sucked the dick, I knew I wanted to be cummed on, at least my chest so I could lick some up and see if it really as THAT bad. After having really liked sucking that cock, and at the moment laying on my side with my granny goddess' arms around, our legs intertwined her balls deep in my ass, slow grinding making out. Passionately kissing, I break away to tell her to cum on my face. We stay in the position for a few more minutes before slowly progressing to me being on my back, legs up, her pumping me untill she cum, she pulled out a little early, I put my legs down, she sort of straddled me all the way to my mouth basically sitting on my chest without actually sitting. I took my time sucking her cock. I didn't pull it out, and lick it or slap on on my face or any of that you see in pornos. In and out of my mouth the head going no further back than my tongue, her thrusting faster before eventually cumming right in my mouth, the first two spurts were all in my mouth all over my tongue, the the rest I pulled it out just a tad to get some on my lips, chin etc.
It Didn't taste That bad, and at stage I had already sucked it and licked all the precum and liked it. I really liked her hands on my hips thrusting into my ass, so how bad really is a bit of cum in my mouth? so I opened wide, cum still in my mouth on chin, took it as deep as I could, made a really good seal with my lips, and with a good bit of pressure with my tongue ran it the length of her cock getting all that cum out. I much preferred the texture and taste of Pre cum. However I was hard as a rock as she was cumming in my mouth, even when I swirled it around in my mouth to show her, swallow and then with her cock scrape the rest off into my mouth.
Reading that, there's no question I love cock for pleasure. But is it gay to be attracted the the physical form of man? Because I'm not. Nor do I fantasies about guys in any way.
 
I see a lot of posts about straight guys that get turned on by a hard cock. They have an urge to suck it, yet don't because they are not attracted or interested in guys or 'the male form'.
I class myself 'straight'. I'm attracted to women.
However, long story short in my teens I discovered through sex toys and countless hours of porn that anal penetration felt good. Really really good. Then I discovered shemale porn. Beautiful looking women with 8" hard cocks. I was hooked. When watching a porno, I'd imagine her hard cock in my ass or mouth. Eventually I had to take the plunge.
I knew the anal part was going to be excellent from hours of dildo play. What I was most nervous about was putting a cock in my mouth for real, I tried to call myself down, by telling myself, if don't like it, just move on. No one will know.
The little voice of protest in the back of my head, as I'm holding a semi hard cock in my hand, slowly bringing my mouth closer and closer.. It was in my mouth. All I could keep thinking was 'got a mans cock in your mouth'. I thought past that, and realised, well it's already in my mouth. Taking it out now or in 5 minutes really makes no difference. So I kept at it, felt it getting harder in my throat, and felt myself getting harder. That voice of protest was gone, she was rock hard and BIG. I took it into my mouth as far as I could, and as it was my first time, she was being gentle, but I reached for her hands, placed them on my head, grabbed her ass and began pulling her cock deeper into my mouth. Pre cum was oozing out, and it felt soo nice on my tongue. After a while of different positions of sucking her cock, we kissed for a while, while I slid the condom on her cock and lubed up my ass.
Obviously she being only human didn't last as long as a marathon of porn and many different dildo's, butt plugs and vibrators which is what I was used to. I wasn't. Over to think that either.
But it went a lot better than I expected. For once being able to be the star fish, lay on my back, spread my legs high, and since the moment that cock presses against and into my asshole till the moment it leaves it feels amazing. And then comes the very important cumshot. Before I had even sucked the dick, I knew I wanted to be cummed on, at least my chest so I could lick some up and see if it really as THAT bad. After having really liked sucking that cock, and at the moment laying on my side with my granny goddess' arms around, our legs intertwined her balls deep in my ass, slow grinding making out. Passionately kissing, I break away to tell her to cum on my face. We stay in the position for a few more minutes before slowly progressing to me being on my back, legs up, her pumping me untill she cum, she pulled out a little early, I put my legs down, she sort of straddled me all the way to my mouth basically sitting on my chest without actually sitting. I took my time sucking her cock. I didn't pull it out, and lick it or slap on on my face or any of that you see in pornos. In and out of my mouth the head going no further back than my tongue, her thrusting faster before eventually cumming right in my mouth, the first two spurts were all in my mouth all over my tongue, the the rest I pulled it out just a tad to get some on my lips, chin etc.
It Didn't taste That bad, and at stage I had already sucked it and licked all the precum and liked it. I really liked her hands on my hips thrusting into my ass, so how bad really is a bit of cum in my mouth? so I opened wide, cum still in my mouth on chin, took it as deep as I could, made a really good seal with my lips, and with a good bit of pressure with my tongue ran it the length of her cock getting all that cum out. I much preferred the texture and taste of Pre cum. However I was hard as a rock as she was cumming in my mouth, even when I swirled it around in my mouth to show her, swallow and then with her cock scrape the rest off into my mouth.
Reading that, there's no question I love cock for pleasure. But is it gay to be attracted the the physical form of man? Because I'm not. Nor do I fantasies about guys in any way.

Are you not aware that a shemale (feminine shape with a fully functional cock) is a man-made physical arrangement? Such does not exist in nature. I think I once read that many shemales are simply biding their time until they have enough money to get the bottom surgery to remove their penis and testicles and form a vagina.

Humans are complex, and our biggest sex organ is actually what goes on in our head. I'm really not sure where you are going with what is "gay". There isn't one kind of male form, and not everybody who chooses to wear the label gay is attracted to the same thing that another person who chooses to wear the label gay likes. For myself, I love hairy, masculine, muscular, bottom men. However, to be honest, the thing I'm least attracted to is penises. If all permutations happened in nature, I would love such a stud to come with a tight vagina and be able to be impregnated. However, such does not happen in nature. I learned that if I want to be with men, to care for them, then I have to accept that a penis cums with the territory. I still don't crave it, but if I love or care for the man, then I have to accept all of him including the parts I don't crave.

Again, I don't know where you were going with what is gay or not. I can only speak for myself... For myself, I have never been attracted to "boys" -- regardless if they are under 18 or over, but look that way. What I mean is flat-as a board chests, slender arms/legs, etc. These types are usually referred to as Twinks. Likewise, I'm not attracted to smooth bodies. I suppose if some guy is so muscular, I can look past that, but hairiness is a turn on for me. Real feminine men also do not turn me on. (I will say that I once used to screw around with a guy who had a pantyhose fetish. I could look past that because the guy was so masculine underneath the hose. Basically, he had been dressed up as* a girl by his older sisters as a boy, and that had stayed a turn-on all of his life.)

I don't go around announcing that I'm gay.. I don't think it is anybody's business. However, neither would I try to pass as straight because I am not attracted to penises and because I love to fuck.

In the long term all that matters is that you treat right the person that you want to spend your life with. I wouldn't ask my partner to have his dick inverted into a vagina to fulfill some personal preference. Likewise, I would hope that if you do care for the female form, that a) You would never dump a woman because she doesn't have a cock. b) That you would not dump a shemale if that is your girlfriend if she has confided all along that she plans on getting the bottom surgery as soon as she can afford it.
 
Got that figgered for me. Met my first sissy a year or so ago, and loved it. All of it. Her cock so hard as she is riding my cock; I had to suck it. In my sick little mind, I am not gay, because to me a sissy is a female. Of course I date women, but we all know how dangerous they are, dont we?
 
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Nothing wrong with being a straight freak. That's what I consider myself, my wife and I have had plenty of adventures with women – men – couples – large groups. Swords crossed sometimes LOL stuff happens. It's all about comfort. I am at the point myself where I'm comfortable in my own skin so I can enjoy women and men in different capacities. But I still consider myself straight, labels are stupid... you only live once.
 
Nothing wrong with being a straight freak. That's what I consider myself, my wife and I have had plenty of adventures with women – men – couples – large groups. Swords crossed sometimes LOL stuff happens. It's all about comfort. I am at the point myself where I'm comfortable in my own skin so I can enjoy women and men in different capacities. But I still consider myself straight, labels are stupid... you only live once.

Straight freak. That is perfect.
 
Your welcome ;-)

😉. I try, best way I explain myself to other folks in the "lifestyle...
 
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