Sometimes, while I'm writing for you all...

[VictoriaOh]

Very nice thread indeed. I enjoy reading about your Dom Sub balance it is often interesting to see how other people play. You say you still lactate I am surprised you are not having fun with that as well.

RuReal, Thanks for joining! Well, although I do still lactate, it's a tiny, tiny amount - maybe a teaspoonful per breast? Certainly not enough tot really PLAY with. Enough that Mr. V gets a taste every now and then when he is sucking and biting, and enough that when he pinches and squeezes he expresses a few drops.

As for the D/s balance - well..I don't know if I'm typical, though I have heard that I am actually very typical when it comes to people who are submissives - I am dominant in every other aspect of my life. The same is mostly true of Mr. V - everywhere but the bedroom is my domain - he, in essence, submits to me.

So it really works out, since, after a day of being in control of everything (as controlled as one can be with three children, three businesses, a house that ever needs cleaning and TWO men to deal with, that is!)

 

[VictoriaOh]

Maybe if you can take your tablet into your room to read this... bending over your bed.

As Mr V runs his finger over your panty cover pussy, he needs to push that finger in. Forcing the fabric of your panties to rub your clit. His thumb pressing against your anus.

...

lowfly,

I'll see if I can't make that happen. The question is, where would you want us to go from there? I mean, our bed is pretty high off the ground, so bending me over the bed means my feet are just off the floor. How about we just have me use the footboard as a grip, or I could just bend over and grab my ankles? Either one will press my labia against my panties - today's are grey lace booty short styled - nice and tight, giving Mr. V a nice view of both my ass and my pussy - plenty to play with.

Maybe I'll wake him up a little early tonight and see if I can't fabricate a situation in which he will be unable to not see me bent over myself with the lace pulled tight across my pussy. Oh! I know - I could get into the toybox, one the floor with the subterfuge of 'cleaning the toys' as he is trying to get up and about. If I plan it right he will pounce on the opportunity! He's always liked the 'bowling ball grip', but it has been AGES since he's done that to me. Maybe I'll get a little spanking, too! ^.^

 

[VictoriaOh]

Thank You All!

So, it hasn't even been 24 hours yet since Owned:A Fetish Tale Ch. 1 went live on Literotica, and as of me typing this, it is ranked 4.41/5.00, which is awesome, and has has 2832 views!

I am so pleased! I haven't been on Lit for too terribly long, but I get the impression that it is rather impressive to have my stories ranked as high as they are.

my other four stories are ranked similarly well:

Story Snippet 01 is ranked 3.69 - and it is literally an unfinished story! It leaves you hanging!

The Girls Next Door Ch.1 is ranked 4.67 - up since june and viewed 53,365 times its my longest piece to date and the best written, as it actually went through a looong editing process before I posted it. It is my first, my baby!

The Girls Next Door Ch.2 is ranked 4.68 with only 24,723 views.

The Girls Next Door Ch.3 is ranked 4.44 and only had 14,115 views, and seriously needs editing. I see a lot of problems with that one and hope to get round to lengthening it and extending the 'real' sex scene in it for more satisfaction.

I feel so lucky to have found this site, and this forum, and to have found a community of people who are kind, encourage my writing, and are willing to talk to me about my writing!

So just THANKS, y'all. Thanks. I'll post some more pics here in a sec.

-Victoria

 

[VictoriaOh]

TOOL Photos

Okay, you guys, I'm riding a high with the response my new story is getting so I'm going to show you the photos from the jewelry/tool session. Enjoy!

Also, I started writing an entry for the Winter Holidays Contest - it's based (VERY loosely) on something I have actually tried, something my ex-husband and I did years and years ago. Anyways, I'll be working on that one and another story that I hope to post very soon (Part Two of the new one,) so be looking for my posts with updates relating to those

-V

 

[VictoriaOh]

Now the scary ones..

heres the ones with the tool specifically

 

[VictoriaOh]

and the bonus pics

heres a couple bonus images!

 

[wntsmore]

Okay, you guys, I'm riding a high with the response my new story is getting so I'm going to show you the photos from the jewelry/tool session. Enjoy!

Also, I started writing an entry for the Winter Holidays Contest - it's based (VERY loosely) on something I have actually tried, something my ex-husband and I did years and years ago. Anyways, I'll be working on that one and another story that I hope to post very soon (Part Two of the new one,) so be looking for my posts with updates relating to those

-V

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Thank you, VO. I just happened across your thread. You have intrigued me-- we have some commonalities. I will go back to read your stories. Love your pics, too.

 

[adams385]

Love the new pics and jewelry.

 

[VictoriaOh]

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Thank you, VO. I just happened across your thread. You have intrigued me-- we have some commonalities. I will go back to read your stories. Love your pics, too.

welcome to the thread, wntsmore! I'd love to hear about what we have in common. Thanks for the compliment on the pics - I still feel odd posting them. I hope you enjoy the stories!

 

[wntsmore]

welcome to the thread, wntsmore! I'd love to hear about what we have in common. Thanks for the compliment on the pics - I still feel odd posting them. I hope you enjoy the stories!

Well, other than being up at 3am, unable to sleep, with a growing surge in my groin...

 

[VictoriaOh]

Love the new pics and jewelry.

Thanks adam! Mr. V loves to hear that his photos are going over well I like the jewelry too, I'm tempted to wear the spiral all the time, I think it is so pretty! The square beads are pretty amazing, too, but I think they leave me a little too addlebrained to get much done. The spiral is distracting but not so much that I can't really think properly. And I feel extra sexy in it!

 

[VictoriaOh]

Well, other than being up at 3am, unable to sleep, with a growing surge in my groin...

oooh, hehehe... I stay up late because Mr. V doesn't wake up to his alarm clock and has a bad habit of staying up late. So at 4am, my phone will alert me to go wake him up, and I get to go to bed. I'd complain, but it leaves me time to write when everyone else is asleep, allowing me to write the things I might be embarrassed to otherwise...and riling myself up, too. I often wake him up a little bit early to let him take advantage of my aroused state after reading and writing and communication here on Lit!

 

[wntsmore]

welcome to the thread, wntsmore! I'd love to hear about what we have in common. Thanks for the compliment on the pics - I still feel odd posting them. I hope you enjoy the stories!

VO, we also come from the same Belt, but i am probably a loop or two east of you. And i struggle with the dominant/submissive side of me, but until lately, havent had any recurse to explore it. Why dobyou feel odd about posting the pics-- they are lovely!!

 

[wntsmore]

oooh, hehehe... I stay up late because Mr. V doesn't wake up to his alarm clock and has a bad habit of staying up late. So at 4am, my phone will alert me to go wake him up, and I get to go to bed. I'd complain, but it leaves me time to write when everyone else is asleep, allowing me to write the things I might be embarrassed to otherwise...and riling myself up, too. I often wake him up a little bit early to let him take advantage of my aroused state after reading and writing and communication here on Lit!

So your writing and reading and otherwise communicating prepares you well for being a glorious wake-up call for Mr. VO. Very lucky man, he is. Does he know and understand that?

 

[VictoriaOh]

VO, we also come from the same Belt, but i am probably a loop or two east of you. And i struggle with the dominant/submissive side of me, but until lately, havent had any recurse to explore it. Why dobyou feel odd about posting the pics-- they are lovely!!

I am very body-conscious. Working on improving myself so I won't be anymore, but that is a long road ahead.

 

[VictoriaOh]

So your writing and reading and otherwise communicating prepares you well for being a glorious wake-up call for Mr. VO. Very lucky man, he is. Does he know and understand that?

I like to think so. He and I are very much alike - he would probably be a Daytime dominant, just like me, if my dominant personality weren't as strong as it is. I honestly think he'd be a submissive with anyone other than me, and from what I have heard of his previous relationships, I'm right in thinking so. I'm very lucky he is willing to dominate me the way I need it, because although I have tried, I cannot play a dominant role in the bedroom.

 

[wntsmore]

I am very body-conscious. Working on improving myself so I won't be anymore, but that is a long road ahead.

I think that is a constant struggle for all of us, especially after 40 when it doesnt happen so easily. A bad meal or two or poor snacking choices or an evening of over imbibing are nearly immediately felt, if not seen.

 

[wntsmore]

I like to think so. He and I are very much alike - he would probably be a Daytime dominant, just like me, if my dominant personality weren't as strong as it is. I honestly think he'd be a submissive with anyone other than me, and from what I have heard of his previous relationships, I'm right in thinking so. I'm very lucky he is willing to dominate me the way I need it, because although I have tried, I cannot play a dominant role in the bedroom.

Yes, my daytime requires the most dominant side of me, as well as my bride. She wants to be led after work, but she doesnt want to be submissive, at all. And i wouldnt mind continuing to be dominant, if she didnt have so many preconceived ideas about what she wants and what she doesnt want. It makes for some frustration, at times.

 

[wntsmore]

welcome to the thread, wntsmore! I'd love to hear about what we have in common. Thanks for the compliment on the pics - I still feel odd posting them. I hope you enjoy the stories!

And i find it arousing (and hopeful, too) that a mother of three living smack dab in the middle of the Bible Belt can be as open and sex-positive and inspiring as you are!

 

[VictoriaOh]

Yes, my daytime requires the most dominant side of me, as well as my bride. She wants to be led after work, but she doesnt want to be submissive, at all. And i wouldnt mind continuing to be dominant, if she didnt have so many preconceived ideas about what she wants and what she doesnt want. It makes for some frustration, at times.

oh those pesky preconceptions!

I am lucky enough to know where most of mine come from, and to be self-aware enough to recognize that I am what I am. For some, there is a personal journey left untaken that would otherwise lead them to a clear idea of who and what they are in life, and not only in the bedroom.

Me? I'm an obsessive-compulsive control freak. I am so afraid of change and of chaos that I learned dominant behaviours in order to avoid situations I feared.

Couple that with a crash-course at a very young age in sex and gender roles pertaining to sex courtesy Penthouse, Hustler, and Penthouse Letters, and you get a daytime dominant who is unable to let go of some firmly-seated preconceptions about who should play what role in the bedroom. I must have read four or five issues of each of those publications in all of the time I spent in my parent's bedroom closet, hiding from my older brother (who probably wasn't actually looking for me, as I was the pain, the tagalong little sister.)

Those magazines were filled with photos of women in rarely flattering poses, usually arranged for maximum gynecological views, and the attitudes and roles supported in the text of the magazines was one that typically placed the woman in the 'unwitting slut' category. You, know, the girl who cannot resist the man's sex appeal and so has with him, or with him and his friends (but really she just wants him) within moments of finding herself alone with him. She's the hot new chick at work, who has to stay late to help close the shop alone with mr sexy from the story, or she's the girl who, in order to continue to fuck mr sexy, allows mr sexy to share her with a host of other men. She's the one cheerleader who stays late after the game, the stewardess on the nearly empty flight.

Or she's the gleefully aware slut, who is just so hot for cock she goes trolling for men, one ata time or in groups, who tells strange me to meet her around back of the bar on her break for a back-alley, against the wall quickie. She the girl who has sex with her cabdriver because she doesn't have enough to pay her fare, or the lusty secretary who loves to take DICK-tation.

Those are the women I thought I was supposed to be, from age eight on up till I saw other points of view. I literally thought I was SUPPOSED to want to have sex with every man I met, whether or not I found him attractive. It took a long time for me to realize that wasn't th case, but sadly some things are just deeply ingrained in me, and one of those is that I should NEVER be the one to initiate sex. This leaves me firmly submissive.

 

[VictoriaOh]

And i find it arousing (and hopeful, too) that a mother of three living smack dab in the middle of the Bible Belt can be as open and sex-positive and inspiring as you are!

oh, thank you! I wouldn't have placed myself in the inspiring category - unless we were discussing whether I can inspire a hard on

I'm actually originally a Dallasite - my ex husband is a Broken Arrow native and so after we married and had my oldest, we moved here. At first I thought Tulsa was a horribly backwards town full of fundamentalist Christians and Republicans, but having lived here now since 1999, I can happily say my initial ideas were wrong. Tulsa is a growing, vibrant city, with a great deal of cultural diversity that I have come to rally enjoy. Still can't hold a candle to my hometown, but I don't mind living here so much anymore.

 

[wntsmore]

Yes, my daytime requires the most dominant side of me, as well as my bride. She wants to be led after work, but she doesnt want to be submissive, at all. And i wouldnt mind continuing to be dominant, if she didnt have so many preconceived ideas about what she wants and what she doesnt want. It makes for some frustration, at times.

Oh my, VO, thank you for your response. Pecking at the screen on my nook, that would takes me hours. Wow, i can understand your preconceptions. Just a question-- do/did your parents (father) ever know? I think one of my missions in live, no matter what it may be for me, is to allow my kids to have an unobstructed view of sexuality, free to make it out for them from the ground up, with at least no major stumbling blocks in front of them to start from.

 

[wntsmore]

oh, thank you! I wouldn't have placed myself in the inspiring category - unless we were discussing whether I can inspire a hard on

I'm actually originally a Dallasite - my ex husband is a Broken Arrow native and so after we married and had my oldest, we moved here. At first I thought Tulsa was a horribly backwards town full of fundamentalist Christians and Republicans, but having lived here now since 1999, I can happily say my initial ideas were wrong. Tulsa is a growing, vibrant city, with a great deal of cultural diversity that I have come to rally enjoy. Still can't hold a candle to my hometown, but I don't mind living here so much anymore.

I have learned that home is where you make it, and attitude is part of the battle. Are you saying that there is something wrong with those groupings of people??!!

 

[wntsmore]

oh, thank you! I wouldn't have placed myself in the inspiring category - unless we were discussing whether I can inspire a hard on

I'm actually originally a Dallasite - my ex husband is a Broken Arrow native and so after we married and had my oldest, we moved here. At first I thought Tulsa was a horribly backwards town full of fundamentalist Christians and Republicans, but having lived here now since 1999, I can happily say my initial ideas were wrong. Tulsa is a growing, vibrant city, with a great deal of cultural diversity that I have come to rally enjoy. Still can't hold a candle to my hometown, but I don't mind living here so much anymore.

And certainly by being a thread-starting writer on Lit, you undoubtedly qualify for the former. And the pics never hurt, either!

 

[VictoriaOh]

Oh my, VO, thank you for your response. Pecking at the screen on my nook, that would takes me hours. Wow, i can understand your preconceptions. Just a question-- do/did your parents (father) ever know? I think one of my missions in live, no matter what it may be for me, is to allow my kids to have an unobstructed view of sexuality, free to make it out for them from the ground up, with at least no major stumbling blocks in front of them to start from.

That's a good question. I think they were aware that I was too aware of sex and gender roles at a very young age, but I don't think either of my parents realized WHERE I was getting it from. I had complete free access to every book in the house ( a formidable amount of books, as we lined every room we could with bookshelves that quickly were overflowing!) My father's books were more attractive, as well as more likely to contain inappropriate themes than my mother's (Daddy and I like Sci-Fi and Sci-Fan, Mummy likes mystery novels.) Some of the books I'd read did in fact have heavy sexual themes if not some pretty much nearly pornographic sex scenes in them. And since my father was out of country 80% pf the time, he had no reason to suspect his eight year old daughter was reading his stash of naughty-books.

He knows, now, because I told him, and I even gave him a book once for Christmas as a hint, when I was in high school: a collection of award-winning fiction from the pages of PlayBoy magazine. I inscribed it to him; "*I* read it for the articles!"