Soliloquium: Reflections on my World.

[Veroe]

Here's a pic of elsewhere in that same studio as before. I chose it at first because it was the only one with architectural character to it. All the others looked prefab strip mall sort of dance studios.
http://www.nbriggs.com/images/studio5.jpg

 

[Mav Unlimited]

Morning

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[yeishia]

Good Morning Mav one day you really must stay and have some tea. * smiles *

The picture and the roses are truly lovely thank you so very much for your thoughtfulness.

 

[yeishia]

Here's a pic of elsewhere in that same studio as before. I chose it at first because it was the only one with architectural character to it. All the others looked prefab strip mall sort of dance studios.
http://www.nbriggs.com/images/studio5.jpg

Thank you I see why you choose it. I want a small studio as its just for me. I will add one bistro type table some mirrors and a single ballet barre during my renovations perhaps tomthe first picture , or use this one hich will only need the bistro table. I do like its character, i wanted something intimate and old world rather than prefab. Thank you.
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[Veroe]

A pic I found that I thought could be used as inspiration for your priest solo project idea.

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[yeishia]

A pic I found that I thought could be used as inspiration for your priest solo project idea.

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Oh my goodness this is simply perfect!

 

[Mav Unlimited]

Good Morning Mav one day you really must stay and have some tea. * smiles *

The picture and the roses are truly lovely thank you so very much for your thoughtfulness.

You're welcome, Yeishia. *smiles back*

Tea? And Biscuits?

 

[yeishia]

You're welcome, Yeishia. *smiles back*

Tea? And Biscuits?

"Of course Mav, freshly baked too"

* runs to put the kettle on while setting out the biscuit on a small plate*

" how have you been Mav, I was worried when you disappeared again...are you staying a while this time?"

* i smile softly from the kitchen sipping the mug of coffee I had pilfered fro the Inn while making his tea.*

Sadly his real word snagged him and so reluctantly be poured it down the sink, if he returned another could easily be made.

 

[yeishia]

I arrive in soll placing my lap top on y writing table before throwing open the French Windows to allow in the fresh air and bird song . Taking my coffee into the gardens i curl up before the outdoor fireplace to finish my coffee..

 

[Mav Unlimited]

"Of course Mav, freshly baked too"

* runs to put the kettle on while setting out the biscuit on a small plate*

" how have you been Mav, I was worried when you disappeared again...are you staying a while this time?"

* i smile softly from the kitchen sipping the mug of coffee I had pilfered fro the Inn while making his tea.*

Sadly his real word snagged him and so reluctantly be poured it down the sink, if he returned another could easily be made.

Lovely. Too bad I'm late. I've been good. Busy. How have you been?

Am I staying? I plan on it. But my plans seldom work.

*prepares a pot of hot Chai for her on his way out, for when she's back*

 

[yeishia]

I had slipped back into into Soll and found the Chai. Smiling I opened the lid and peered in wondering what it was. ummm some sort of tea I thought placing it on a warming plate for him should he return. I made my self a super food smoothie it would kill or cure my hangover. After a hot then cold, then hot shower for five minutes I braided my hair and changed into my work out clothes. I would be so happy when my small ballet studio was finished for now I grabbed my yoga mat i headed to the garden near my pond. After five hard and fast salutations to the sun I sat in the middle of my mat to meditate...hangover all gone....

 

[amchentai]

*Walks in wearing a hazmat suit and finds a nice vase to put the flowers I brought with me, the two dozen red roses are placed in the vase witch I filled with a little water and placed on the table. I leave a card and take my leave as being sick sucks and not wanting to spread it is a good idea.*

Card reads:
"Sorry I haven't been around much Yeishia, I hope you've been well! I miss talking with you and hope we get a chance to again soon! Till then I'm going to try to get over this damn cold or flu or what not. Anyway see you later! *Hugs*"

 

[yeishia]

Returning from the garden finding the exquisite roses, flowers he knew that I simply adored brought a smile to my face ...simply perfection.

I sincerely hoped that he would be well soon , i understood sickness it was never pleasant.

I changed into a simple camisole and flowing skirt and sat down at my writing table. I had recently written my very first post in almost ..oh my goodness was it a whole year? I hesitated to even contemplate how long it actually had indeed been.

It had been bitter sweet...

Thankfully I had enjoyed the experience rusty as i had been the words had thankfully flowed freely. I was still unsure how successful they had been , they had fallen into a void. I waited anxiously for my writing partners appraisal of their worth . I was chaffing at the bit to complete a second post to him...

Should I finish the half written post or move on to another owed on a different site?

I needed to write I knew that now.

I was failing miserably at the social aspect of lit and was happy that my muse had returned. The china Pearl was flourishing and thankfully I was no longer needed. I could write...I would write....Finally!

Becoming another person entirely, in guise of a story, was perhaps my destiny...

 

[yeishia]

Sleepily and with reluctance I slipped from my small bed draping a thin robe around my nude form I headed for my small kitchen. I had just goten up and was bone weary and still sore all over from my treatments with my osteopath. Fixing myself a green smoothie I remembered it was indeed Friday...tomorrow I could rest all day.

Rubbing the sleep from my eyes , knowing I must look quite the sight my unruley curls un brushed ,barefoot I headed out therough the open French Windows and into the gardens.. Pausing I settled down in front of the oudoor fireplace sinking gratefully into the comfy couch to sip my drink.

The birds were singing, the sun was shinning, I smiled ...I was filled with hope dispite the pain in my back and heart...

 

[amchentai]

*Stops by and leaves a large stuffed Panda on a empty seat and a note hoping she feels better soon*

 

[yeishia]

*Stops by and leaves a large stuffed Panda on a empty seat and a note hoping she feels better soon*

"Thank you so much for thinking of me Amc." i smile taking the panda and holding it to my heart before placing it with my growing collection in my small bedroom.

"My visits tomthe oesteopath are really helping with my back, but am afraid I have bronchitis again. My docor said I need two weeks of simply rest, that I keepgetting sick because I am run down...Its been a tough year I guess.

I just have to get through the next six weeks and then am on vacation.

I do hope you are feeling better too?

 

[amchentai]

"Thank you so much for thinking of me Amc." i smile taking the panda and holding it to my heart before placing it with my growing collection in my small bedroom.

"My visits tomthe oesteopath are really helping with my back, but am afraid I have bronchitis again. My docor said I need two weeks of simply rest, that I keepgetting sick because I am run down...Its been a tough year I guess.

I just have to get through the next six weeks and then am on vacation.

I do hope you are feeling better too?

*Carefully hugs Yeishia*

Yes I'm doing better.
I hope you are getting some rest and are taking it easy!

*Leaves 24 red roses in a blue vase on the table*

 

[yeishia]

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I had slipped into Soll carrying a vase of long stem peach roses, one for each year I had survived Ovarian cancer. I had brought them once again into my virtual world where they would never die.

I plucked a single rose from the many that had arrived by currier yesterday. Another year free of cancer. Someone was going to get very broke if I kept this living up I pondered smiling.

I looked at the many roses Amc had also left me my smile growing....

I tucked the peach rose behind my ear weaving it into my long hair later I would place it back with the others. Wandering out into the garden my mood this morning was reflective...

All those many years ago he had hated that I had born his child, hated even more that I had gotten sick.

Three months I had been given to live and I with a very young child to raise.

I had refused to give up my child refused to die.

The submissive had grown a backbone and had become of little use to the man who had created her.

Sitting done beside the pond I realized that I had very few regrets.

On Sunday I had met a wonderful woman who has come to my home to groom my dogs she has been such an inspiration to me. thirty years my senior...my goodness she was 68 and there she was active and serine after 3 strokes, back surgery and a tripple by pass just 4 short weeks before. I has sat in the sun basking in her calmness, listening to her while she groomed Foxworth.

She lived in the present, the past for her was gone and her future still a mystery. if something couldnt be done to day she simply did it on the next day,no stress, no worry.

I found that we has much in common, both Piscean, both prefering our aloneness, bith psychic, both compasionate people. Where we differed was that I was a worry wart who still looked over my shoulder.

I needed to take a very large page from her book I feared.

Today I was alive.

Today was mine to enjoy.

Smiling I stretched out on the warm grass closed my eyes and enjoyed one delightful breath after the other.

 

[yeishia]

Eventually I had returned indoors and spent a restful day alone with my music and my thoughts.

The rose from my hair was returned to its vase and life went on.

As Dr. Seuss would say...no fanfare... no bangs ...no whistles...not even a single friend here to share my blessed day with.

I was reminded of a quote that has reminded Veroe of myself.

"I am a lover without a lover. I am lovely and lonely and I belong deeply to myself."
~Unknown~

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Life was as it seemed destined to be and I found myself smiling softly.

 

[Veroe]

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This. The tone of this picture will be what we'll be trying to go for in the picnic scene in LPR. The feel of this will be the bar we'll try to reach.

It will be different of course. Cole's truck. The creek and the waterfall we talked about. A blanket and the food for the picnic of course, but for the tone....I think this image is what we'll try to emulate. What do you think?

 

[yeishia]

This. The tone of this picture will be what we'll be trying to go for in the picnic scene in LPR. The feel of this will be the bar we'll try to reach.

It will be different of course. Cole's truck. The creek and the waterfall we talked about. A blanket and the food for the picnic of course, but for the tone....I think this image is what we'll try to emulate. What do you think?

I am thinking 'reply to come soon

 

[Veroe]

I am thinking 'reply to come soon

Oh yes. I hope to get it finished by the end of this weekend...we'll see if I can keep that deadline though. Won't be the first time I was overly ambitious with when a post will be finished by...may not be the last either.

 

[yeishia]

Oh yes. I hope to get it finished by the end of this weekend...we'll see if I can keep that deadline though. Won't be the first time I was overly ambitious with when a post will be finished by...may not be the last either.

Thats wonderful to hear but was not what I meant Veroe.

I meant I was thinking about your comment and that i would reply later lol..i just have to walk my dogs and make supper.

 

[Veroe]

Thats wonderful to hear but was not what I meant Veroe.

I meant I was thinking about your comment and that i would reply later lol..i just have to walk my dogs and make supper.

Oh. My mistake.

 

[yeishia]

Eventually I had returned indoors and spent a restful day alone with my music and my thoughts.

The rose from my hair was returned to its vase and life went on.

As Dr. Seuss would say...no fanfare... no bangs ...no whistles...not even a single friend here to share my blessed day with.

I was reminded of a quote that has reminded Veroe of myself.

"I am a lover without a lover. I am lovely and lonely and I belong deeply to myself."
~Unknown~

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Life was as it seemed destined to be and I found myself smiling softly.

After my lovely day spent in contemplation and reflection I had retired early to my small bedroom to read.

Unexpectedly I had heard a visitor in the next room and for a single moment had though a friend had come to visit with me on my special day.

Smiling I had rushed into the next room to find it empty and a note from Veroe my writing partner resting on my writing table with regards our thread.

I was such a silly goose.

This. The tone of this picture will be what we'll be trying to go for in the picnic scene in LPR. The feel of this will be the bar we'll try to reach.

It will be different of course. Cole's truck. The creek and the waterfall we talked about. A blanket and the food for the picnic of course, but for the tone....I think this image is what we'll try to emulate. What do you think?

After reading the note I sat a long while in contemplation of the enclosed photo trying to conjure up the scene he had in mind...

Veroe I need to reply to your PM and will probably respond to this in private as well.

I have always thought that ummm well..when two people look at the same picture sometimes they get the same feeling while at other times it evokes differing reactions from each one. Think the writing challenge thread and how differently each picture is often represented. Occasionally I look at a picture there and know that I must respond, most times nothing.

The picture you included is charming but the tone it suggests to me is not where I thought...ummm well...if we do the mastubation scene out doors. I had thought the tone would be more...do you remember the pictures you posted somewhere of a man and woman standing entwined under a water fall...that...was what I had been thinking lol. I shall try and find it.

Meanwhile write your post and I can take my cue from there if necessary ...if i miscue there is always an edit button * smiles*

I was also thinking the store they shop at might be different. I am thinking a more subtle, sensual, introduction rather than duct tape and tie wraps. I shall PM you my thoughts.

I will post my Inferno response in tandem with yours. I like to give you one thread at a time to respond to as you know.

Found them....

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