So... I recently started wearing my wife's underwear...

[bjhouston]

Let me start by saying that I successfully supressed my bi-sexual urges for about ten years. The last five years are a different story.

I'm happily married, but cannot free my mind of fantasies involving men. Most of the time I fantasize about them having there way with me.

About 5 years ago I gave in to my urges and started watching gay/bi/shemale pornography and it excited me unlike anything else. I also started cruising craigslist mostly for the thrill, but never actually met anyone. Then not long ago I discovered literotica and started chatting in the cocks for cocks room as my way to release.

Anyways, a few weeks ago my wife was away and her pink lace thong was left on the bathroom floor. I got the urge to try it on and it felt amazing. I felt so sexy and so naughty. I started posing in front of the mirror and decided to try on some more things. Most of her clothes didn't fit, but there were a few things I could manage to fit into. It was thrilling. I ended up masturbating while in her underwear and a tank top and I was rock hard and had an amazing orgasm.

The urge didn't stop there. I want to try on make up now and find some sexy dresses, heels, and maybe some lingerie. Also, the fantasy to be a sissy slut for a guy has never been this intense. I can't get it out of my mind. All I want to do is dress up and be a nasty little whore. I've even started tasting my own cum to see if I liked it and I loved it.

Where do I go from here? I guess I'm just looking to hear from other guys that have been in a similar situation for advice. I would love to work up the courage to post some pics here. Anyways, I look forward to hearing from you.

 

[Y_Diner]

Let me start by saying that I successfully supressed my bi-sexual urges for about ten years. The last five years are a different story.

I'm happily married, but cannot free my mind of fantasies involving men. Most of the time I fantasize about them having there way with me.

About 5 years ago I gave in to my urges and started watching gay/bi/shemale pornography and it excited me unlike anything else. I also started cruising craigslist mostly for the thrill, but never actually met anyone. Then not long ago I discovered literotica and started chatting in the cocks for cocks room as my way to release.

Anyways, a few weeks ago my wife was away and her pink lace thong was left on the bathroom floor. I got the urge to try it on and it felt amazing. I felt so sexy and so naughty. I started posing in front of the mirror and decided to try on some more things. Most of her clothes didn't fit, but there were a few things I could manage to fit into. It was thrilling. I ended up masturbating while in her underwear and a tank top and I was rock hard and had an amazing orgasm.

The urge didn't stop there. I want to try on make up now and find some sexy dresses, heels, and maybe some lingerie. Also, the fantasy to be a sissy slut for a guy has never been this intense. I can't get it out of my mind. All I want to do is dress up and be a nasty little whore. I've even started tasting my own cum to see if I liked it and I loved it.

Where do I go from here? I guess I'm just looking to hear from other guys that have been in a similar situation for advice. I would love to work up the courage to post some pics here. Anyways, I look forward to hearing from you.

You know the memes that claim once you've sucked a cock, it changes you? For me, they're true.

Other than being single, you're describing me....starting only this past Halloween. If you are like me, you'll fall down the rabbit hole deeper and deeper. I have frilly things on almost 24/7, I've gotten my body smooth, and painted my toe nails (just a thrill to look down!) and the excitement of cock sucking, when a load gets deposited in my mouth is....amazing. Then there's your ass.... Start practicing with dildos. Prostate massage influenced orgasms (analgasms, sissygasms) are sooooo strong, your goal will quickly become being able to have a hands free one! Start with a small one, progressing in size, and train your ass that you'll soon call a pussy. Before you know it, your almost every thought will focus on GETTING FUCKED, and then you'll be considering hormones. Welcome to the rabbit hole! The temperature is hot!

 

[bjhouston]

Thanks for the reply. I got hard just reading your response. I've already tried dildos, and veggies when I was desperate. I haven't found myself having too much trouble with receiving anything in my ass. It's extremely pleasurable. I have not orgasmed hands free, but I can tell it's possible. Just last night I was grinding so hard on a flexible dong trying to make it happen and I felt like it was so close. As soon as I touch myself it was all over.

I'm excited to try doing my nails with make up and dressing up all together. I just don't have much time alone... It would also be nice to do it for someone who would appreciate it... I sent some pics of me in a thong to a guy on capitalist and he went on and on about how sexy I was and how badly he wanted my ass. I want to... but at the same time I don't want to just hook up with a stranger...

 

[Y_Diner]

Thanks for the reply. I got hard just reading your response. I've already tried dildos, and veggies when I was desperate. I haven't found myself having too much trouble with receiving anything in my ass. It's extremely pleasurable. I have not orgasmed hands free, but I can tell it's possible. Just last night I was grinding so hard on a flexible dong trying to make it happen and I felt like it was so close. As soon as I touch myself it was all over.

I'm excited to try doing my nails with make up and dressing up all together. I just don't have much time alone... It would also be nice to do it for someone who would appreciate it... I sent some pics of me in a thong to a guy on capitalist and he went on and on about how sexy I was and how badly he wanted my ass. I want to... but at the same time I don't want to just hook up with a stranger...

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Howz' bout a 'business' trip to New Orleans, and I'll dress you up? It's only a 5-6 hour drive.

 

[bjhouston]

I can make that happen this summer if you're serious. That would be so much fun. I'm much too masculine looking to look anything like the sexy lady you sent a picture of, but maybe you can teach me a few things. Maybe I can also finally explore a few other things while I'm there...

 

[bjhouston]

Y_Diner, is that you in the photo?

 

[Y_Diner]

The profile pic, yes. The one from Tumblr I posted below, no. Sounds like fun. PM me!

 

[Kantarii]

I have found that some fantasies are hard to suppress until they are acted out and explored. However, some fantasies should remain in the realm of fantasy. Just my experience. I have suppressed many of my fantasies to a point I don't think I have any fantasies left to act upon. That isn't a bad thing. As far as being intimate with a man..... I haven't done that in about 10-11 years now. No reason to backtrack for me.

I suppose people will ask me how I managed to do that. Well, when you are intimate with someone and they flip out and try to choke the life from you.... It changes your perspective on life in a lot of ways
Kant

 

[ozdui]

once I started wearing lingerie there was no return