So here we are again (Closed)

[smiley8022]

She shakes her head with a small frown laying her head back down underneath his chin hugging him tight whispering"Jim we all do things we're not proud of in our lives,no need to be that upset babe.What is it?"

 

[ThomasCFlood]

He gently kisses her head as he takes her into a loving hug. The words not flowing easily.

"I could have saved her but I just hid." He says to alice

He laid there wondering what was going through her mind. If like every other time he got worried about hurting her she would say we all make mistakes and love him or if she would truly be angry with him.

 

[smiley8022]

She sighs leaning into his hug she kisses his neck and keeps her eyes looking at his neck"Jim who are you talking about? Whoever it was,it's not your fault,that was the past you have to look forward not back."

 

[ThomasCFlood]

He just grew quite she was right and she didn't need to know the who. He kissed her very deeply as his eyes grew heavy.

"I love you? And when your parents hear that I asker you to marry me think they will flip?" He asks falling asleep her in his loving arms.

 

[smiley8022]

Alice heard the sleepiness in his groggy voice as she smiled at his thoughts seeing him fall asleep she double checks the alarm clock and rests her head in the crease of his neck giving it a gentle kiss before pulling the covers up and falling asleep in his grip.

Once morning came around she shut the alarm off before he could wake up,it was only 5,he deserved to sleep..she gave him deep kiss leaving the room she hurried to her own room,got ready,and then took her place at the front desk.

 

[ThomasCFlood]

Jim woke up as she left he watched her leave then made a quick phone call. He fell back to sleep to wake up around 12pm. He got showered then he was dressed and out the door. He made sure to wish alice a good day and her kissed her deeply right in front of her mom who froze in place. He knew her mom would be talking to her about that and he knew her mom would be both happy that he was back and with her. But her mom would be upset as to sleeping with a man no matter if you loved him wasn't proper. But he saw the flower man bringing the two dozen roses for her and the dozen for her mom as a piece offering. And he had left a simple note to Alice that read about that ring finger we will have that taken care of tonight.

 

[smiley8022]

Alice's morning was going pretty dull no new guests so she just sat there thinking, or writing and then before Jim left, he made sure to kiss her deeply in front of her mom and she loved it and kissed him back as he left she knew her mom would be talking to her soon enough about what was right and what was wrong. Now she saw a delivery man come in through the doors and she had to sign for roses when she opened them with a grin she read the note entached by herself and a big grin spread across her face as she gives the card a small kiss and rests it back inside the box.

 

[ThomasCFlood]

Jim walked through a few ring stores looking and he was having a fit trying to find the right one. He found one that was over all very simple design but had the highest quality diamonds around it at a price that was more than nice Accord. Even the sales girl had to get the manager to get it out. But soon it was in a box in his pocket.

He went back to the farm and called over Alice's dad about fixing it up. And he agreed to help. Then he started to ask Jim about what Alice was doing in his room last night.

"I was making love with my future wife." Jim says holding out the ring.

Her dad's face went red in anger.

"Don't tell me you waited till you where married and half of them never knew you. I knew her and I know Alice"

Her dad looks Jim in the eye.

Dad
"Her ?"

Jim
"It was 2 years after I left. I thought Alice was with another man hell I thought they where married. Thats what she told me?"

Dad
"Who?"

Jim
"The woman was Alice's best friend in high. She told me Alice was married I didn't want to believe her so I wrote and got a letter back from Alice saying she was married."

Dad
"She never got a letter?"

Jim
"well thats the thing at the funeral I wanted to talk to Alice but her mom stopped me she told me she got the letter and forged a fake one Alice never saw it. She wanted to protect Alice but in the end she hurt us both she said she was sorry."

Dad
"So are you going to tell alice?"

Jim
"I was planning on telling her tonight every thing including the fact there is a little girl in all of this she is with her grand parents."

Dad
"I will talk to her make sure she knows your the right one for her."

Jim smiles gets up and walks out. Her dad picks up his cell and calls alice tells her every thing. Then he says.

"Look Babe he loves you and he is going to tell you every thing him self don't mess up and walk away love like his is hard to find. Oh and tell your mom to get on the phone"

Soon Alice's mom is on the phone getting chewed out as Jim walks to the front desk he looks alice in the face he relizes she knows every thing.

"Babe your dad call?" He says fear in his voice

 

[smiley8022]

Alice looks up at Jim with a weak smile with a hint of anger in her eyes but not towards him and he'd know that.

She nods and lets out a sigh reaching over and taking his hand rubbing the top of it with her thumb..

"Yeah he called and if I'm not mistaken, he's still on the phone with her right now back there somewhere.."

She shakes her head"I cannot believe her truly and I won't forgive her for what she has done, ever."

 

[ThomasCFlood]

Jim looks around the room and seeing now customers and a young man in the hotel uniform he reads the name tag Brian.

"Brian your watching the front counter" Jim tells the young kid who looks shocked at the fact he had no Idea who Jim was.

Jim just pulls Alice out the front door and they are soon in his car driving Alice has a look on her face of this is crazy but this is the old Jim. He sees her fake angry face as if she was mad at him but the fact she couldn't hide the smile gave her away.

he was thinking of the time he had dragged her out of school during finals there senior year and took her to go she the concert she wanted to see. She had the time of her life But was worried sick about failing. But he knew every thing was fine they took there test and passed. He had started to walk out of the school when he heard her voice.

"Lift your shirt Jim"

"Your dad told you?"

"Just do it you fucker!"

He did and she just started to cry at the sight. He was covered in bruises and scars. There where bandages wrapped around his broken ribs. Dropping his shirt he took her in his arms.

"Yes my dad tried to kill me why I had to get out of here yesterday."

He pulled up to the barn.

"Have something I need to ask you babe"

 

[smiley8022]

Alice was shocked just as much as Brian was and she laughed as he pulled her along to the car as they were once more driving and she could not hide the smirk that was seeping out from her pretend mad face.

She rememnbered the time of finals and the concert and then flinched a little remembering the discovery in the parking lot on him and how he had tooken her into his arms while she cried over his pain.

She looked at the barn as it came into view and they were there now. She looked over at him as he said he had a question for her she nodded her head pulling her hair around her left shoulder

"Anything."

 

[ThomasCFlood]

Jim gets out of the car taking her hand in his and walks her into the house . He turns and looks her in the eyes. There lips meet and he sees her still wanting to him to ask her the question. He gives her a smile as he takes a knee. Pulling out the ring he opens the box and holds it up for her to see.

He had already asked but her had to do it right for her.

"Will you marry me?."

 

[smiley8022]

She smiles and laughs a little following him inside the farmhouse and her smile lights up her eyes as she kisses him back and smiles back and her hands go up to her mouth with a small gasp at the beauty of the ring beheld in it's box before her eyes as she walks over and sits down on his knee taking the box and holding it between their hands she nods and kisses him

"Yes,yes,and yes Jim."

 

[ThomasCFlood]

Jim jumps up and kisses her deeply he looks her in the eyes. He knew this was her dream come true hell it was his dream come true. He took her hand and gently guided her through the house.

"Welcome home love where all three of us will live."

He wonders how she will take his daughter but she knew about her and she was still here with him wasn't she

 

[smiley8022]

She laughs at his eagerness to attach his lips to hers, it was her dream come true, well their dream come true. She knew he wanted this just as much as she did.

"Yes, all three."

She kisses him again holding onto him as she walks backwards with his step

"When will the little one be coming?"

She thinks for a moment and then looks away not hiding anything, but just thinking over something for a moment and lays her head on his shoulder talking in a hushed tone.

"Maybe someday, there could be more little steps than just a set of one."

 

[ThomasCFlood]

He looks over at her and kiss her.

"Wanted to ask you about that can we try for another now*

He feels her move as he takes her into his arms. He holds her close to him. He knew she wanted to know when Beth would be moving in.

"As for beth as soon as the paper work went through on this place and it has."

"So as soon as your ready I will make the call"

Jim takes her hand gently and looks into her eyes with love.

"Hate to ask this but how are you and your mom?"

 

[smiley8022]

She smiles hearing the news on Beth as she holds herself to him giving him another kiss

"It's gonna be great having her around you know, Bet she's beautiful."

She sees him looking into her eyes and the love and passion burning for her there as she hears his question she looks away, her head on his shoulder she looks down and thinks for a moment not returning his gaze she replies.

"Umm, not too good, it won't ever be good again. There is no way possible for it to ever be the same between her and I, and I am okay with that."

 

[ThomasCFlood]

Jims arms tighten around her. He had wished she would never be hurt by any one in her family. They used to talk about it all the time laying in the fields. She would get him talking about his family life and he would end up saying he hoped she would never know that hell. But here she was going threw it. It killed him.

"She is a very amazing and pretty girl one call and she will be here in 30"

"Sorry about your mom."

 

[smiley8022]

She feels him tighten his arms around her and she leans into his touch slowly walking over and laying on the bed in his arms with a small sigh laying her head on his chest.

"That's okay Jim, I would have rather known, then be hid of the truth until I was too old to care about it and she was gone."

Alice looks up at him with a small smile and hands him her phone"All you have to worry about it calling your daughter."

She lays her head back down, flashbacks of when they would lye in the fields talking about how he wished and wished she would never go through the kind of hell he'd been through with parental things and she knew that he was probably hurting right now to see it happening, but it'd be okay. She smiled remembering that the field was always every answer to every solution back then, just go to the field,lay down,and everything would be okay in the morning. It's not that simple these days.

 

[ThomasCFlood]

Jim kisses her lips deeply holding her in one arm as he dials the number with one hand.

"I love you Alice and can we just throw caution to the wind and try for a kid."

As the phone rang he recalled how she once told him how she wanted to work with her mom at the hotel and if he ever had another girl's kid she would kill him. How things can change so fast yet one thing stayed the same her was her man as they both wanted. The voice on the brings him back.

"Daddy?" Alice looks at the phone and then him

She heard it he knew it.

"Hun can you get your Aunt"

Jim feels alice watching as he talks to his sister then as he talks to beth in voice softer and loving than she had ever heard him speak except to Alice.

 

[smiley8022]

She smiles kissing him back feeling the depth of his kiss and breathes slowly seeing him hold the phone to his ear as she grins hearing Beth's voice as she goes ahead and lays ontop of him directly laying her head down watching him and grinning when she hears his soft voice talking to Beth once more.

Alice kisses the palm of the hand that wasn't holding the phone as she looks up at him kissing his palm again as he looks at her she nods answering his previous queastions before he had gotten on the phone.

 

[ThomasCFlood]

He kisses her as he hangs up the phone he gently rolls her on her back. Soon his hands are gently removing her uniform as he opens her blouse he kisses down her neck and to her breast where he kisses towards her nipples after pulling her bra off he gets to the first nipple and starts to kiss it licking it and sucking it.

He needed her more than ever and he needed her to understand she was his true love.

 

[smiley8022]

She giggles kissing him back as he rolls her onto her back and she softly moans feeling him remove her things and then kissing,licking,sucking her hardened nipple as soft moans escape her lips.

This was probably the most sensational they'd ever been able to get and it was because of the love they were sharing and even the single thought of being able to get pregnant she smiled watching him and geeling his need and love with every kiss of his mouth.

 

[ThomasCFlood]

Jim kisses over to her other breast in between each kiss her one word making up the phrase.

"Alice I love you more than you could ever know"

On the last word his lips falling on the nipple as he sucked and licked it till it was nice and hard as he did he removed her black work pants and thong. Either she was planning on showing him a good time or she hated pantie lines who cares they where making love. He removed his shirt as he kissed back up to her lips he started to kiss her lips deeply as he took his pants off then his undies. He gently slid his hard cock into her pussy and started to make love to her with gentle deep thrusts letter her feel the entire length of his shaft move in and out of her. His eyes never left hers and his lips where locked to hers. He was going to make love to her not fuck her no not tonight of all nights.

 

[smiley8022]

She smiled listening to him closing her eyes letting herself feel his love as she nods"Yes i could know and do know, i feel the same to you, like love is never enough, you want to give so much more, and that is what we do, give everything including our hearts and souls to one another."

Alice lets out a soft moan as she softly and lovingly kisses his neck and nibbles his earlobe as she takes a small breath getting her air and then she kisses him with a smile tonight would be good.