slut/sub in training

[rene_j54]

will check in upon my return

 

[catalina_francisco]

You are the best one to know how best to humiliate you. I say this only because though many people are into humiliation, different people find different things humiliating, and many have areas which are off limits simply because it would not work in a good way. Pain is another area which is individual in its effects and how to manage it. It will depend on your PYL as to how much pain they wish you to take, and whether that will go beyond what you can handle. Some will introduce it slowly, and begin each pain session light moving up to heavier...hmmm, my own Master just goes hard from the outset. It may be you will receive pain you cannot handle and then it will eb something you need to discuss between you as in whether you are permitted to have limits or use a safeword when the going gets too much.

It also will depend in part on your PYL about how they want you to handle the pain, or if they want you to handle it at all. Some people go into subspace and don't feel the pain as much from that point forward, but PYL's like mine do not like that as they want you to feel the pain 100%, they want to see the pain on your face and bady, and want to enjoy your experience of it...that is usually for the sadist, some PYL's are not that sadistic. Best thing you can do is talk with your PYL about how they want you to aproach these areas, how they want you to handle it, whether they want to take an active part in training you to endure.

Catalina

 

[rene_j54]

Thanks for your input

Catalina,
Thanks so much for taking the time to write. My Master has been with a professional sub so he knows much. He wants to see me experience the pain and knows that I crave it. So it will get pretty intense quickly. I am so ready to make this journey with him I had my first sexual dream when I was only 9. I was kidnapped by a group of Arab horseman, staked out in their tent and then during a very sensual night was taught pain and pleasure. So it is good to finally be experiencing what I have dreamed of for years.

rene

 

[lil_slave_rose]

Catalina,
Thanks so much for taking the time to write. My Master has been with a professional sub so he knows much. He wants to see me experience the pain and knows that I crave it. So it will get pretty intense quickly. I am so ready to make this journey with him I had my first sexual dream when I was only 9. I was kidnapped by a group of Arab horseman, staked out in their tent and then during a very sensual night was taught pain and pleasure. So it is good to finally be experiencing what I have dreamed of for years.

rene

i agree with everything cat said, it's really all up to you and your Sir. my only question from this post is..what is a "Professional sub" ??

 

[rene_j54]

My Master knew a woman who performed on stage as a sub.....at clinics people paid to attend. She was also a kinky high price call girl and world famous painter. I feel as if I pale by comparison, but He says that I am a natural sub and my desire far exceeds her's.

 

[catalina_francisco]

i agree with everything cat said, it's really all up to you and your Sir. my only question from this post is..what is a "Professional sub" ??

My experience of a professional sub is one who like a Pro Domme, can be hired for a set amount of time and depending on the sub as to what they will submit to for a fee.

Catalina

 

[the captians wench]

My Master knew a woman who performed on stage as a sub.....at clinics people paid to attend. She was also a kinky high price call girl and world famous painter. I feel as if I pale by comparison, but He says that I am a natural sub and my desire far exceeds her's.

And here I always did demos for the beatings....no one ever told me I could get paid for it!

 

[lil_slave_rose]

My experience of a professional sub is one who like a Pro Domme, can be hired for a set amount of time and depending on the sub as to what they will submit to for a fee.

Catalina

wow i wasn't aware there was such a thing. i knew about pro-Domme's, of course, but had never heard of a professional submissive *shrugs* learn something new everyday

 

[Kailey_86]

wow i wasn't aware there was such a thing. i knew about pro-Domme's, of course, but had never heard of a professional submissive *shrugs* learn something new everyday

i second what Catalina says.

i once spoke to someone online who was a professional slave. he decided nothing...and i mean nothing. he was simply used for sex and play and that is it. he isn't allowed to speak or anything. he is rented out by the hour. It was scary to hear about some of the things that he was subjected to. he had consented originally and signed away his life. i don't know how i feel about this. he has lived this life for about 40 years now. Very interesting. Many people might say that this guy is probably making it up but i have spoken to several people who have met him in person and say that it is true. i have talked to him several times and i believe he is being truthful about it as well. Scary.

 

[catalina_francisco]

wow i wasn't aware there was such a thing. i knew about pro-Domme's, of course, but had never heard of a professional submissive *shrugs* learn something new everyday

Is something we have considered me doing, though he tends to prefer the idea of me ProDomming and I have to admit it would be safer and for me, easier. The thought is enticing at times, but if he made me choose, I think I would go for the ProDomming.

Catalina

 

[Etoile]

I feel as if I pale by comparison, but He says that I am a natural sub and my desire far exceeds her's.

I wish I knew what the original question was, but I can at least respond to this part.

Never worry about comparing yourself to other slaves or submissives. There will always be someone who is more hardcore than you, more obedient than you, commanding a higher price than you (since we're talking about pros), more flexible than you, more attractive than you...you get the idea. If you compare yourself to others, you will never be satisfied with yourself.

Your master's opinion of you is the only one that matters. Not other subs, not even yourself...only your master. As long as you please him, you are being the best pyl you can be.