indiguy6969
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I'm kind of surprised I've gone so far with my sissy self image. Considering I'm still straight to most of my friends and all of my family.
I've always felt uncomfortable or out of place has a masculine type of guy. I will say that I'm very attractive but I never started to think so unless I was expressing myself more femme.
For the longest time I would only where stockings and panties occasionally when playing by myself. At 19 I shaved all my body hair for the first time for my first fuck buddy. He was only the second guy I've ever been with and I was totally sprung on him for nearly 4 years. Always had that sissy little white boy and the big blk man and elephant trunk cock and I had it. 9 thick hard inches that taught me how to take dick from six inches at a time in missionary legs wide open, to taking all nine until his groin the pressed against my tiny pale ass then switching to riding his cock cowboy style, until finally my ass could take the hardest poundings from all 9 inches of his bbc anyway I could get it from behind. Now the CD only went so far with him. I kept a hairless body except for my long wavy light brown surfer boy hair that came to my shoulders. I would wear black Lacey thigh highs with either A juniors small spaghetti strap shirt with built-in training bra or kids size tank tops all while keeping my long hair in two high ponytails. And of course I was finally doing all the things 4 years fantasizing about and letting go of my inhibitions completely so that there was nothing I wouldnt try.
I met a bi mf couple when I was 23. He was bi curious and originally wanted a threesome with another girl with his wife and somehow they settled on me. She took my very limited mild CD style and took it so much further. Theigh highs to garters, skirts, love (d) high heels.
Those young teenage years of wanting to suck cock, swallow cum, taking big messy facials right after getting bent over and fucked up the ass so hard that my tiny soft dick leeks, everywhere. I was all about finding blk men and much older men. I wanted threesomes I wanted to be gangbanged or trained. To bareback with a hot guy shooting big loads inside my ass.... ect. You know the usual fantasies.
And I've lived out most I'd had until I settle down with my first real boyfriend when I was 26. That's when I got good at sucking dick. Honestly all my lovers f*** buddies one night stands and flings realized that I take dick in my ass much better for much longer then I could in my mouth. But the boyfriend was 6.5" and thick as a can of redbull. I could just barely but comfortably keep my lips around my teeth with my mouth open as wide as it could and take his whole cock to the back of my throat where it stopped just before it would gag me if Plus half inches longer. Knowing this from giving him head a few times before we'd stop and fuck me, I decided that I was going to striptease seduce him on his dads couch while he was house sitting when we were first dating. I executed my plan perfectly slowly making out and groping his dick serviced jeans until I climbed on top wearing only my Bikini Bottom thong and some super glossy peach lip balm and pulled his hair and grinded on his lap until I knew he was rock solid. Then I worked my way down to my knees directly in front of him sitting on the couch, slowly pulled out his dick in front of my face and promised myself that no matter what, for the first time ever, I'm going to suck dick with the same enthusiasm hunger and passion that I have for getting fucked in the ass. I don't think I spent more than 5 minutes on my knees before he started to jerk to orgasm holding my head head down on his dick he squirted multiple thick streams all over the back of my throat. Sometimes I would swallow a little bit of my bbc fuck buddy when I got some on my tounge during a facial but had never up until then with new bf had a full load of cum just busted all in my mouth. I was ecstatic and instinctively just started swallowing. I couldn't believe that I finally enjoyed sucking cock that much. I went from being insecure and unfulfilled with my oral abilities to being able to sit back against the headboad with my head propped up with the couple pillows while my 6 foot 3 260 pound ripped bf straddled over my shoulders rhythmically fucking my mouth until he came. Most of the time he couldn't make himself pull out and I'd have it all to swallow. But on occasion right as I think I'm about to get a mouthful I end up getting my face and chest covered.
After we broke up I went through my biggest slutty spree. Not to be a bitch or out of jealousy or spite. I just started going out to the clubs and eventually got a bathhouse membership and ultimately ended up spending about a year 27-28) getting my brains fucked out in bar bathroom stalls, cars, "thier" places, my place, and pretty much everywhere all over my city's local bathhouse. As used as it makes me sound It was all for me. Like the time my little ass got turned out by 5 different guys in the 12 hours I was at the bath house for example, none of them knew me or each other. They were random pics I made out of if u doesn naked guys walking around steam rooms and spas and porno and pool. I didn't even rent a room, I love it when other guys watch me take Dick while they jerk off hoping they get in next. Guy number 3 was one of the Lucky's who got in simply because he was one of very few who didn't try to jump in and take over my mouth, 2) he was in his mid sixties and eyes were so wide and excited for me, 3) his cock was easily nine inches and beer can thick. Guy number 2 literally had just finished pulling off his condom and leaving when I decided that the old man was going to finish me off, I went turned around wiggled my little ass and bent over against the wall little bit. I didn't even have to ask him to use a condom he was already putting one on and and then right there in front of 9 or 10 other dudes they all watched as this old man with a giant dick fucked me from behind up against the wall.
Guy number 5 is currently my boyfriend of almost a year.
I've always felt uncomfortable or out of place has a masculine type of guy. I will say that I'm very attractive but I never started to think so unless I was expressing myself more femme.
For the longest time I would only where stockings and panties occasionally when playing by myself. At 19 I shaved all my body hair for the first time for my first fuck buddy. He was only the second guy I've ever been with and I was totally sprung on him for nearly 4 years. Always had that sissy little white boy and the big blk man and elephant trunk cock and I had it. 9 thick hard inches that taught me how to take dick from six inches at a time in missionary legs wide open, to taking all nine until his groin the pressed against my tiny pale ass then switching to riding his cock cowboy style, until finally my ass could take the hardest poundings from all 9 inches of his bbc anyway I could get it from behind. Now the CD only went so far with him. I kept a hairless body except for my long wavy light brown surfer boy hair that came to my shoulders. I would wear black Lacey thigh highs with either A juniors small spaghetti strap shirt with built-in training bra or kids size tank tops all while keeping my long hair in two high ponytails. And of course I was finally doing all the things 4 years fantasizing about and letting go of my inhibitions completely so that there was nothing I wouldnt try.
I met a bi mf couple when I was 23. He was bi curious and originally wanted a threesome with another girl with his wife and somehow they settled on me. She took my very limited mild CD style and took it so much further. Theigh highs to garters, skirts, love (d) high heels.
Those young teenage years of wanting to suck cock, swallow cum, taking big messy facials right after getting bent over and fucked up the ass so hard that my tiny soft dick leeks, everywhere. I was all about finding blk men and much older men. I wanted threesomes I wanted to be gangbanged or trained. To bareback with a hot guy shooting big loads inside my ass.... ect. You know the usual fantasies.
And I've lived out most I'd had until I settle down with my first real boyfriend when I was 26. That's when I got good at sucking dick. Honestly all my lovers f*** buddies one night stands and flings realized that I take dick in my ass much better for much longer then I could in my mouth. But the boyfriend was 6.5" and thick as a can of redbull. I could just barely but comfortably keep my lips around my teeth with my mouth open as wide as it could and take his whole cock to the back of my throat where it stopped just before it would gag me if Plus half inches longer. Knowing this from giving him head a few times before we'd stop and fuck me, I decided that I was going to striptease seduce him on his dads couch while he was house sitting when we were first dating. I executed my plan perfectly slowly making out and groping his dick serviced jeans until I climbed on top wearing only my Bikini Bottom thong and some super glossy peach lip balm and pulled his hair and grinded on his lap until I knew he was rock solid. Then I worked my way down to my knees directly in front of him sitting on the couch, slowly pulled out his dick in front of my face and promised myself that no matter what, for the first time ever, I'm going to suck dick with the same enthusiasm hunger and passion that I have for getting fucked in the ass. I don't think I spent more than 5 minutes on my knees before he started to jerk to orgasm holding my head head down on his dick he squirted multiple thick streams all over the back of my throat. Sometimes I would swallow a little bit of my bbc fuck buddy when I got some on my tounge during a facial but had never up until then with new bf had a full load of cum just busted all in my mouth. I was ecstatic and instinctively just started swallowing. I couldn't believe that I finally enjoyed sucking cock that much. I went from being insecure and unfulfilled with my oral abilities to being able to sit back against the headboad with my head propped up with the couple pillows while my 6 foot 3 260 pound ripped bf straddled over my shoulders rhythmically fucking my mouth until he came. Most of the time he couldn't make himself pull out and I'd have it all to swallow. But on occasion right as I think I'm about to get a mouthful I end up getting my face and chest covered.
After we broke up I went through my biggest slutty spree. Not to be a bitch or out of jealousy or spite. I just started going out to the clubs and eventually got a bathhouse membership and ultimately ended up spending about a year 27-28) getting my brains fucked out in bar bathroom stalls, cars, "thier" places, my place, and pretty much everywhere all over my city's local bathhouse. As used as it makes me sound It was all for me. Like the time my little ass got turned out by 5 different guys in the 12 hours I was at the bath house for example, none of them knew me or each other. They were random pics I made out of if u doesn naked guys walking around steam rooms and spas and porno and pool. I didn't even rent a room, I love it when other guys watch me take Dick while they jerk off hoping they get in next. Guy number 3 was one of the Lucky's who got in simply because he was one of very few who didn't try to jump in and take over my mouth, 2) he was in his mid sixties and eyes were so wide and excited for me, 3) his cock was easily nine inches and beer can thick. Guy number 2 literally had just finished pulling off his condom and leaving when I decided that the old man was going to finish me off, I went turned around wiggled my little ass and bent over against the wall little bit. I didn't even have to ask him to use a condom he was already putting one on and and then right there in front of 9 or 10 other dudes they all watched as this old man with a giant dick fucked me from behind up against the wall.
Guy number 5 is currently my boyfriend of almost a year.
