Should I Go For It?

[Boon_Cake]

Ok, let me start off by telling you I'm fairly young male, 19 infact. I've had a fair few girlfriends, and they have all gone well and I definately know I fancy women. However, for the last three years or so I've longed a bisexual experience. I've jacked off so many times to the thought of sucking a man off, getting anally pumped, everything.

Anyway, a few months back I plucked up the courage to message a guy on an internet site, as he lived very close. We got chatting, and after a few pics I realised I didn't fancy men one bit, it was just the cock I wanted, or at least wanted to try. I finally went to meet him, and he picked me up in his car and took me somewhere quiet, however I ended up bottling it and asked him to take me back. When he dropped my off I felt phsyically sick, and didn't know what to do.

Now, when looking back, I really regret what I did. If anything, I crave a cock even more. I still have this guys number and I know that after a few calls I could meet him again. I'm just wondering whether it is worth it? Will I know get nervous again and ask him to take me back? Or should I just put it all off my mind, slap myself and suck his cock. At the moment I'm thinking of the latter, but I don't know whether I'll be able to cut it.

What are you thoughts? How do you think I should go about it?

 

[robbie_boy1]

Ok, let me start off by telling you I'm fairly young male, 19 infact. I've had a fair few girlfriends, and they have all gone well and I definately know I fancy women. However, for the last three years or so I've longed a bisexual experience. I've jacked off so many times to the thought of sucking a man off, getting anally pumped, everything.

Anyway, a few months back I plucked up the courage to message a guy on an internet site, as he lived very close. We got chatting, and after a few pics I realised I didn't fancy men one bit, it was just the cock I wanted, or at least wanted to try. I finally went to meet him, and he picked me up in his car and took me somewhere quiet, however I ended up bottling it and asked him to take me back. When he dropped my off I felt phsyically sick, and didn't know what to do.

Now, when looking back, I really regret what I did. If anything, I crave a cock even more. I still have this guys number and I know that after a few calls I could meet him again. I'm just wondering whether it is worth it? Will I know get nervous again and ask him to take me back? Or should I just put it all off my mind, slap myself and suck his cock. At the moment I'm thinking of the latter, but I don't know whether I'll be able to cut it.

What are you thoughts? How do you think I should go about it?

why don't you wait until you are ready... you are young... and I was once like you...looking back I don't think I would have changed a thing. I have since have had man sex a lot but not until my thirties

 

[Etoile]

I would be more inclined to look for someone else to experiment with, unless you're in a sparsely-populated area. If you do ask to hook up with him again, please please please be honest with him about your state of mind. Obviously he knows you're new at this, but please let him know you're conflicted and don't let him think he'll necessarily be finding a new steady boyfriend.

Other suggestions: have your girlfriend strap one on for you, or have a MMF threesome. (These both require currently having a girlfriend, obviously.)

 

[M-Y-Erotica]

I might be with RobbieBoy. It sounds like you want to try some experiment with your body, and you are just hunting for a way to fulfill it. Maybe you could wait until you find someone you are truly comfortable with. It doesn't seem like it, I'm sure, but you have time. And if you can find someone that you can flail around with cluelessly, nervously, but happily that will likely be a better memory than just getting some now any way you can.

 

[PredatorSmile]

Dude, be yourself and do your thing !!!

 

[normhard]

It kinda sounds like you might be more attracted to a crossdresser or transvestite. Then again I might be projecting.