Shadowholme.

[Ms.Breaker]

Artist: Korn
Album: See You On The Other Side
Title: Coming Undone



Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb
Guess the black bots have come Again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I have heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don't affect me

That's right
Deliverance of my heart
Be straight
Be deliverance

Wait
I'm coming undone
Unlaced
I'm coming undone
Too late
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate
Wait
I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate

Choke choke again
I find my demons are my friends
Getting me in the end
They're out to get me
Since I was young
I've tasted sorrow on my tongue
And this sweet chugga gun
Does not protect me

That's right
Trigger between my eyes
Please strike
Make it quick now

Wait
I'm coming undone
Unlaced
I'm coming undone
Too late
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate
Wait
I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate

I'm trying to hold it together
Head is lighter than a feather
Looks like i'm not getting better
Not getting better

Wait
I'm coming undone
Unlaced
I'm coming undone
Too late
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate
Wait
I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

You weren't out of place baby.

Thank you. This, his home, was the first place I thought of. Does the hollowness ever really go away?

 

[jazey_43]

Thank you. This, his home, was the first place I thought of. Does the hollowness ever really go away?

Time honey....time will take that hollowness away...*hugs ya tight*

 

[Ms.Breaker]

Thank you. This, his home, was the first place I thought of. Does the hollowness ever really go away?

I don't know if it does, but for me it's one more hollow place in me.

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

Time honey....time will take that hollowness away...*hugs ya tight*

~ *returns the tight hug* The suddenness of his loss - brings back that sense of loss I felt when my mother passed away - almost two years ago. I can only imagine what those who knew him personally are feeling. Coping is the hardest thing - there are days when one can't even function - let alone feel like it. I wish I could do more - but Yes has others closer in location to her - and that is good.

I did suggest to her that she post the info about the arrangements so she wouldn't have to keep repeating the info over and over. *sigh*

 

[Ms.Breaker]

Artist: Megadeth
Album: Hidden Treasures Ep
Title: Angry Again


The more of you that I inspect
The more of me I see reflect
The more I try to read your lips
The more the mask you're wearing rips

But when I seek out your voice
My ears are overcome with noise
You show and tell with greatest ease
Raving impossibilities

Engaged in crime I grasp my throat
Enraged my mind starts to smoke
Enforce a mental overload
Angry again, angry again, angry ow

And when the story takes a twist
If folds like a contortionist
Slight of hand and quick exchange
The old tricks have been rearranged

Engaged in crime I grasp my throat
Enraged my mind starts to smoke
Enforce a mental overload
Angry again, angry again, angry

The searing of the sinew
My body fights for air
The ripping of the tissue
My lungs begin to tear
Gravity's got my bones
It pulls my flesh away

The steam finally dissipates
I make out my sweaty face

Association that I choose
Game I inevitably lose
Governed by laws set up by me
Fracture it's jaw to let me be
A cut-out cardboard condo maze
Filled with an insubordinate race
Irrational youths stop to stare
As music rubber hosed the air

Engaged in crime I grasp my throat
Enraged my mind starts to smoke
Enforce a mental overload
Angry again, angry again, angry again
And again and again, again

Engaged in crime I grasp my throat
Enraged my mind starts to smoke
Enforce a mental overload
Angry again, angry again, angry ow

 

[Azuldrgon]

Give me some time to decide about that Azul baby. I think some pictures of him hung up would be good. I think his room ought to be offered to Yes as well as the offer that she is always welcome here and the offer of our support for her as well.

Agreed Mistress. I think so too.

 

[rozezwild]

Artist: Korn
Album: See You On The Other Side
Title: Coming Undone



Keep holding on
When my brain's tickin' like a bomb
Guess the black bots have come Again to get me
Sweet bitter words
Unlike nothing I have heard
Sing along mocking bird
You don't affect me

That's right
Deliverance of my heart
Be straight
Be deliverance

Wait
I'm coming undone
Unlaced
I'm coming undone
Too late
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate
Wait
I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate

Choke choke again
I find my demons are my friends
Getting me in the end
They're out to get me
Since I was young
I've tasted sorrow on my tongue
And this sweet chugga gun
Does not protect me

That's right
Trigger between my eyes
Please strike
Make it quick now

Wait
I'm coming undone
Unlaced
I'm coming undone
Too late
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate
Wait
I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate

I'm trying to hold it together
Head is lighter than a feather
Looks like i'm not getting better
Not getting better

Wait
I'm coming undone
Unlaced
I'm coming undone
Too late
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate
Wait
I'm starting to suffocate
And soon I anticipate
I'm coming undone
What looks so strong
So delicate

Perfect song -- perfect

 

[Azuldrgon]

Checking the windows and doors before heading to bed.

 

[jazey_43]

ahhhh

*slippin in w/ coffee in hand, hoping to hell that someones here. I so need a hug.*

 

[zschachwitz]

*slippin in w/ coffee in hand, hoping to hell that someones here. I so need a hug.*

hello J: there's only me for a short while, so as you've asked *BIG BIG HUGS*

Z

 

[jazey_43]

~ *returns the tight hug* The suddenness of his loss - brings back that sense of loss I felt when my mother passed away - almost two years ago. I can only imagine what those who knew him personally are feeling. Coping is the hardest thing - there are days when one can't even function - let alone feel like it. I wish I could do more - but Yes has others closer in location to her - and that is good.

I did suggest to her that she post the info about the arrangements so she wouldn't have to keep repeating the info over and over. *sigh*

I missed this post yesterday..sorry sweetie. It is a loss, and it hurts right now..alot!! I too have this achy hollowness that you spoke of..and all I want to do today is to call him, as I have in the past...and let him put me in a better mood.
Yet I know thats not going to happen....I swear all my thoughts go to YES right now. I feel as if I just lost a best friend..her loss is sooo much more!! I can't fathom it..it's just NOT sinking in!! And I wish it would so I could grieve and start to heal. Fuck.

 

[jazey_43]

hello J: there's only me for a short while, so as you've asked *BIG BIG HUGS*

Z

Oh sweet man...believe me...I'm glad it's you...*grins* Thanks hon, I needed that.

 

[Ms.Breaker]

Good Morning everyone.

 

[Ms.Breaker]

Perfect song -- perfect

It fits how I've been feeling of late baby.

 

[jazey_43]

Good Morning everyone.

*runs and jumps into your arms*

Man am I glad to see you!! I just need a friendly face and a big hug...Z was nice enuff to step in and help w/ that...lol

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

*slippin in w/ coffee in hand, hoping to hell that someones here. I so need a hug.*

~ *Puts down her crochet and motions you over toward the extra empty chair by the window - holding out an arm*

Wheest, jaz_girl. Wheest. Come sit and just - be - at peace for a few. It's been a mad, mad, week - that started with a big hunk of sadness. {{{{{{{{{Jazey}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

 

[jazey_43]

~ *Puts down her crochet and motions you over toward the extra empty chair by the window - holding out an arm*

Wheest, jaz_girl. Wheest. Come sit and just - be - at peace for a few. It's been a mad, mad, week - that started with a big hunk of sadness. {{{{{{{{{Jazey}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}

Thanks Baby...can't seem to stop the tears today. This shit just sucks.

 

[Ms.Breaker]

*runs and jumps into your arms*

Man am I glad to see you!! I just need a friendly face and a big hug...Z was nice enuff to step in and help w/ that...lol

. I'm glad to see you too baby.

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

Good Morning everyone.

~ G'mornin' Lady B.

 

[Ms.Breaker]

~ G'mornin' Lady B.

Good morning to you too Victoria .

 

[Victoria_2001_02769]

Thanks Baby...can't seem to stop the tears today. This shit just sucks.

~ Sssh, jaz; sssh. I know. Dn't worry 'boot tears child - they're healthier out than in. 'Tis a loss for so many, of that I've seen. I wish I could give more than just my words, girl.

 

[omahaman2]

*slippin in w/ coffee in hand, hoping to hell that someones here. I so need a hug.*

a great big bear hug for my dear friend!

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[Ms.Breaker]

a great big bear hug for my dear friend!

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Oman, you are such a gift. *HUGS* You and Jenny are always a light for people. No matter what's going on you and Jenny always have such an open caring way about you. I wish we could all have that more than we do.

 

[jazey_43]

a great big bear hug for my dear friend!

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Thank you honey....so very much.