Sex Work

[ownedsubgal]

OK teaser, spill!!

Catalina

wellll since you forced it outta me....

for the last 7 months or so he has gone back to lending me out for profit, but under very different, much more relaxed circumstances than before. first, there isn't the pressure to earn money to help support us...instead the money i earn is treated like mad money, for nice extras for us. secondly i have some say over the men i serve, not to the point of actually choosing them or controlling anything, but if say for instance i have a really awful experience with someone, he won't force me to repeat with that person. and lastly i have a personal interaction (via email and phone calls) with the men i serve beforehand, which i initially thought i would hate but is turning out to be pretty comfortable in an odd sort of way.

He still advertises me as a submissive and as his slave, but to the general "hobbyist" community...mostly vanilla men looking for something on the side, without the drama of most non-pay casual situations. it's been very interesting getting to know each man, what drives him, his needs and desires...it's also a surprise and honor to me that i've established a fair number of regulars, who seem to find something special in me. it's not clear yet how long he will have me do this work...perhaps another few months, perhaps a couple of years. the likely answer is until it bores him, and that may be next month or never.

 

[catalina_francisco]

wellll since you forced it outta me....

for the last 7 months or so he has gone back to lending me out for profit, but under very different, much more relaxed circumstances than before. first, there isn't the pressure to earn money to help support us...instead the money i earn is treated like mad money, for nice extras for us. secondly i have some say over the men i serve, not to the point of actually choosing them or controlling anything, but if say for instance i have a really awful experience with someone, he won't force me to repeat with that person. and lastly i have a personal interaction (via email and phone calls) with the men i serve beforehand, which i initially thought i would hate but is turning out to be pretty comfortable in an odd sort of way.

He still advertises me as a submissive and as his slave, but to the general "hobbyist" community...mostly vanilla men looking for something on the side, without the drama of most non-pay casual situations. it's been very interesting getting to know each man, what drives him, his needs and desires...it's also a surprise and honor to me that i've established a fair number of regulars, who seem to find something special in me. it's not clear yet how long he will have me do this work...perhaps another few months, perhaps a couple of years. the likely answer is until it bores him, and that may be next month or never.

LOL, yep, I'm good at twisting arms and things. It is good you are getting to enjoy it more and that you are not forced to repeat with those who do not leave you feeling OK. It can be fascinating indeed.

Catalina

 

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[ecstaticsub]

This page has me intrigued. Still leery of doing something so permanent as over the internet; at least my market right now is limited to those living in and touring through my city and it's unlikely to come back and bite me. Internet is so...global. But if I were to venture forth into the porn industry this would DEFINITELY be my place to start! I love those sites!

Thanks for that link. I had wondered what the pay scale was those videos. I love those sites too. (I'm way too old to be a model though...but in my fantasies I'm 20 again..lol)

 

[Netzach]

This page has me intrigued. Still leery of doing something so permanent as over the internet; at least my market right now is limited to those living in and touring through my city and it's unlikely to come back and bite me. Internet is so...global. But if I were to venture forth into the porn industry this would DEFINITELY be my place to start! I love those sites!

I think those guys are on the up and up. They're not anyone I've worked with directly, but I think they are attentive to matching up people with scenes that are hot and fun for them - the "fun" level of their stuff is something I really enjoy. I know a lot of people are down on that because they really crave a non-con "feel" but I love the fact that it always seems like the victim is hurting really good. Porn that feels like people are enjoying themselves for real has always been my hot button.

 

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[Netzach]

Heh, I guess for me so much of the hotness factor is - look, there really are bottoms out there who are SUCH pigs...

 

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[Netzach]

She always bugged me as a columnist, but Cody Diablo's book is very very very funny. Should be required reading for dancers and peep booth people.

 

[CutieMouse]

This page has me intrigued. Still leery of doing something so permanent as over the internet; at least my market right now is limited to those living in and touring through my city and it's unlikely to come back and bite me. Internet is so...global. But if I were to venture forth into the porn industry this would DEFINITELY be my place to start! I love those sites!

Ok, I can totally say in my margarita induced comfort zone, if I had a better body/wasn't so freaking old, I can so see the fun in doing that.

 

[Netzach]

If I lost the weight and they weren't so into the "and then I torture him by blowing him" thing on meninpain I'd be on it.

 

[ownedsubgal]

I think those guys are on the up and up. They're not anyone I've worked with directly, but I think they are attentive to matching up people with scenes that are hot and fun for them - the "fun" level of their stuff is something I really enjoy. I know a lot of people are down on that because they really crave a non-con "feel" but I love the fact that it always seems like the victim is hurting really good. Porn that feels like people are enjoying themselves for real has always been my hot button.

hehe, i'm just the opposite. that bdsm stuff where they are putting some poor girl through the wringer in scene after scene and then in the very last clip everyone's laughing and having a toast together just irritates the flock outta me. something about "fun" sex has always seemed silly and unrealistic to me, probably because that's not a headspace i can relate to.

i only like porn where it's obvious that the girl involved is miserable, has gotten in over her head, but is taking it because she needs the money or because she's just afraid or whatever. i saw this extremely hot 'net flick once where this woman was being brutally throat f*cked (my fave) over and over again, had vomited all over herself repeatedly, had snot and tears running down her face, and all the while was cursing out the director and the "actors"...at one point looking directly in the camera and saying "i hope one day your b*tch a** is in prison and a bunch of hung rapists are doin' this to you." at the very end when they finally declared it was over and she could basically take her cash and leave, she grabs her clothes, stumbles to the door, and turns around and flips them all off one last time before walking out. the men all laughed. *sigh*....good stuff.

 

[Netzach]

hehe, i'm just the opposite. that bdsm stuff where they are putting some poor girl through the wringer in scene after scene and then in the very last clip everyone's laughing and having a toast together just irritates the flock outta me. something about "fun" sex has always seemed silly and unrealistic to me, probably because that's not a headspace i can relate to.

i only like porn where it's obvious that the girl involved is miserable, has gotten in over her head, but is taking it because she needs the money or because she's just afraid or whatever. i saw this extremely hot 'net flick once where this woman was being brutally throat f*cked (my fave) over and over again, had vomited all over herself repeatedly, had snot and tears running down her face, and all the while was cursing out the director and the "actors"...at one point looking directly in the camera and saying "i hope one day your b*tch a** is in prison and a bunch of hung rapists are doin' this to you." at the very end when they finally declared it was over and she could basically take her cash and leave, she grabs her clothes, stumbles to the door, and turns around and flips them all off one last time before walking out. the men all laughed. *sigh*....good stuff.

That's at least interesting. I'm thinking more of the drugged and bored looking I have to mentally vacate to stand my shitty life genre. Rather watch mannequins fucking.