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Back in January (2025), after years of being curious, I was able to push past the nerves and met a business traveler at a hotel local to me, and was able to briefly give him oral. I remember it being awkward at first when he opened the door. He was the first person I had met in real life who had similar bi thoughts that I have. Before him, I had never seen another cock, other than my own, in real life.

As I took him in my mouth and felt him come fully erect, I remember liking the feeling of having a cock in my mouth. My only regret is it didn't last long, I needed to get home asap.

Fast forward almost an entire year, and he'll be back in town next week. We've stayed in touch the entire time. In fact, he was here a few months ago, but I could not break away from my home life to meet with him.

Problem is, I'm feeling the same nerves I did the first time I met him in person. After the first encounter, I would've met him the next night if he was in town. I had zero reservations. I couldn't wait to feel him in my mouth again. Now, I'm afraid I may back out, like I've done countless times in my journey.

Anyone else go through similar for their 2nd time? I thought once I got the 1st experience behind me, it would be easier. Especially since it's with the same guy who I met and gave head to just a few short months ago. I know I need to push past the nerves again like I did back in Jan, and that I'll enjoy it once I have his cock in my mouth again. As the day approaches, my anxiety builds.
 
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curiousguy80 said:
Back in January (2025), after years of being curious, I was able to push past the nerves and met a business traveler at a hotel local to me, and was able to briefly give him oral. I remember it being awkward at first when he opened the door. He was the first person I had met in real life who had similar bi thoughts that I have. Before him, I had never seen another cock, other than my own, in real life.

As I took him in my mouth and felt him come fully erect, I remember liking the feeling of having a cock in my mouth. My only regret is it didn't last long, I needed to get home asap.

Fast forward almost an entire year, and he'll be back in town next week. We've stayed in touch the entire time. In fact, he was here a few months ago, but I could not break away from my home life to meet with him.

Problem is, I'm feeling the same nerves I did the first time I met him in person. After the first encounter, I would've met him the next night if he was in town. I had zero reservations. I couldn't wait to feel him in my mouth again. Now, I'm afraid I may back out, like I've done countless times in my journey.

Anyone else go through similar for their 2nd time? I thought once I got the 1st experience behind me, it would be easier. Especially since it's with the same guy who I met and gave head to just a few short months ago. I know I need to push past the nerves again like I did back in Jan, and that I'll enjoy it once I have his cock in my mouth again. As the day approaches, my anxiety builds.
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Why don’t you contact him before his arrival date? Tell him of your anxiety and that you’d like to meet first in a public place. Maybe a bar or cocktail lounge to get to know each other a bit. After that, I believe the trip to his room would be without anxiety, but with anxious expectations.
 
curiousguy80 said:
Back in January (2025), after years of being curious, I was able to push past the nerves and met a business traveler at a hotel local to me, and was able to briefly give him oral. I remember it being awkward at first when he opened the door. He was the first person I had met in real life who had similar bi thoughts that I have. Before him, I had never seen another cock, other than my own, in real life.

As I took him in my mouth and felt him come fully erect, I remember liking the feeling of having a cock in my mouth. My only regret is it didn't last long, I needed to get home asap.

Fast forward almost an entire year, and he'll be back in town next week. We've stayed in touch the entire time. In fact, he was here a few months ago, but I could not break away from my home life to meet with him.

Problem is, I'm feeling the same nerves I did the first time I met him in person. After the first encounter, I would've met him the next night if he was in town. I had zero reservations. I couldn't wait to feel him in my mouth again. Now, I'm afraid I may back out, like I've done countless times in my journey.

Anyone else go through similar for their 2nd time? I thought once I got the 1st experience behind me, it would be easier. Especially since it's with the same guy who I met and gave head to just a few short months ago. I know I need to push past the nerves again like I did back in Jan, and that I'll enjoy it once I have his cock in my mouth again. As the day approaches, my anxiety builds.
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You are so very fortunate that you have come up with this arrangement. I'm still trying to figure out the logistics of how I can suck my first cock without my wife finding out and I'm in my 50's.

Did you manage to get him to cum in your mouth the first time if that was your goal? Time after time I read personal accounts that once that happens you're addicted to it, and deep down that is also what I fear - developing a thirst for the cum of other cocks after experiencing it for myself the first time and never getting to quench it again.

Be brave. You can do this. Don't allow yourself to have regrets later on about what could have been. I have a few of those of my own and I could kick myself for not taking advantage of the opportunities.
 
Link2u said:
Why don’t you contact him before his arrival date? Tell him of your anxiety and that you’d like to meet first in a public place. Maybe a bar or cocktail lounge to get to know each other a bit. After that, I believe the trip to his room would be without anxiety, but with anxious expectations.
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We chat via text throughout the week. He knows I'm nervous, he is as well. He's a bit more experienced than I am, however his experience was with a guy he knew for a long time but moved away a few years ago, so I'm the first guy he's been with since then. I live in the area where he will be, so meeting in public for a drink first will raise the possibility of me being seen by someone I know 😔
 
Whispor said:
You are so very fortunate that you have come up with this arrangement. I'm still trying to figure out the logistics of how I can suck my first cock without my wife finding out and I'm in my 50's.

Did you manage to get him to cum in your mouth the first time if that was your goal? Time after time I read personal accounts that once that happens you're addicted to it, and deep down that is also what I fear - developing a thirst for the cum of other cocks after experiencing it for myself the first time and never getting to quench it again.

Be brave. You can do this. Don't allow yourself to have regrets later on about what could have been. I have a few of those of my own and I could kick myself for not taking advantage of the opportunities.
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He did not cum the first time. The entire encounter was brief. He was still soft when I took him in my mouth. I did feel his cock pulse while he was in my mouth though. I thought he was going to cum, I was ready for it, but he didn't. I let him know I want him to cum in my mouth, and is ok if I don't swallow and spit it out. He let me know he does not swallow, and is not really into having cum in his mouth, which I'm ok with.
 
curiousguy80 said:
Happy to say I was able to push past the nerves and met with my friend again last night. This time I got to get the full BJ experience, sucking him from start to finish; and had my cock sucked by a guy for the first time in my life 🙂
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Good for you-you for over the anxiousness and nerves of your first AND second time-third time should be a breeze!
 
Thanks everyone! Unfortunately he's checking out of his hotel this morning, but now I know the next time will be less nerve racking. Hopefully "next time" won't be in another 10 months.
 
curiousguy80 said:
Back in January (2025), after years of being curious, I was able to push past the nerves and met a business traveler at a hotel local to me, and was able to briefly give him oral. I remember it being awkward at first when he opened the door. He was the first person I had met in real life who had similar bi thoughts that I have. Before him, I had never seen another cock, other than my own, in real life.

As I took him in my mouth and felt him come fully erect, I remember liking the feeling of having a cock in my mouth. My only regret is it didn't last long, I needed to get home asap.

Fast forward almost an entire year, and he'll be back in town next week. We've stayed in touch the entire time. In fact, he was here a few months ago, but I could not break away from my home life to meet with him.

Problem is, I'm feeling the same nerves I did the first time I met him in person. After the first encounter, I would've met him the next night if he was in town. I had zero reservations. I couldn't wait to feel him in my mouth again. Now, I'm afraid I may back out, like I've done countless times in my journey.

Anyone else go through similar for their 2nd time? I thought once I got the 1st experience behind me, it would be easier. Especially since it's with the same guy who I met and gave head to just a few short months ago. I know I need to push past the nerves again like I did back in Jan, and that I'll enjoy it once I have his cock in my mouth again. As the day approaches, my anxiety builds.
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The anxiety is normal…You’ve been here before, right? It felt good, right? Don’t have any expectations…. Just relax and enjoy the oral pleasure that you’re going to give to another man. He’s going to love it and if you let yourself relax, you’re going to love it too :) good luck
 
Terrylipstick said:
The anxiety is normal…You’ve been here before, right? It felt good, right? Don’t have any expectations…. Just relax and enjoy the oral pleasure that you’re going to give to another man. He’s going to love it and if you let yourself relax, you’re going to love it too :) good luck
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You may have missed my update above, I did push past the nerves and met with him last night, and had a very enjoyable experience 🙂. Now looking forward to our 3rd meetup
 
curiousguy80 said:
Happy to say I was able to push past the nerves and met with my friend again last night. This time I got to get the full BJ experience, sucking him from start to finish; and had my cock sucked by a guy for the first time in my life 🙂
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So he had a climax this time? Did you make good use of his semen and swallow it like a good cocksucker should? Are you now hooked on cock?
 
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