BiaTcHiNFiRe
lost in my thoughts
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Just curious.
When you play with your pyl or get played with or masturbate, simply when you get off and your needs are sated.
How long it takes you to get needy again???
I am asking because it takes me like 30 mins till I need it/want it/beg for it again. lol
But hey I was always the kind of person "oh yeah lets fuck/play!!!" and "can I have some more please?"
No need to say that "no" is not my favorite answear. Eventho NO while play is SO FUCKIN HOT!! *RAWRRRR*
I am needy fuck, always was. Guess thats why jockdom says one needy submissive is more than enough for him.
*giggles*
I often think about things. Like why I am staying needy when I get off on my own. I didn't know this feeling before I found out I am submissive. I came and I was happy. Now I cum and I am sad I wasn't cuming for him. I can cum pretty well on my own, it's just it doesn't sate my needs. The need for dominance I guess. I don't mind if I cum or not while play, I really don't. The orgasm it self it's not what do it for me. Think it's more to do what I am told. Obey and submit my needs to someone else, to him, even if it means I am not gonna cum at all. Would still leave me purring like a kitten just because I did what I was told. I don't get it.
Are the submissive orgasms, the ones we get when we are played with, some kind of orgasm for the brain? Something we can't do without? At least I deffo can't.
I so don't get the submissive mindset sometimes. I mean, I have this need, not sure what example to use but lets say it this way. It's like when the wolf hunts a roe-doe, with the diference that a real roe-doe would run away. While me, I have this need to lie down on the ground and willingly offer my neck to the wolf to bite on it and do whatever he wants with me. It's like theres none self-preservation at all. All I want then is to see the wolf above me, holding me tight in his teeth as a prey, a prey that don't put up a fight, waiting patiently for whatever might happen, decided to take it all whatever it takes.
I've never dreamed about being like this when I was younger, but it's deffo what I need now.
Dominance is like a drug for me, it really is, can't do without it. Need it in daily doses else I am goin nuts. lol
When you play with your pyl or get played with or masturbate, simply when you get off and your needs are sated.
How long it takes you to get needy again???
I am asking because it takes me like 30 mins till I need it/want it/beg for it again. lol
But hey I was always the kind of person "oh yeah lets fuck/play!!!" and "can I have some more please?"
No need to say that "no" is not my favorite answear. Eventho NO while play is SO FUCKIN HOT!! *RAWRRRR*
I am needy fuck, always was. Guess thats why jockdom says one needy submissive is more than enough for him.
*giggles* I often think about things. Like why I am staying needy when I get off on my own. I didn't know this feeling before I found out I am submissive. I came and I was happy. Now I cum and I am sad I wasn't cuming for him. I can cum pretty well on my own, it's just it doesn't sate my needs. The need for dominance I guess. I don't mind if I cum or not while play, I really don't. The orgasm it self it's not what do it for me. Think it's more to do what I am told. Obey and submit my needs to someone else, to him, even if it means I am not gonna cum at all. Would still leave me purring like a kitten just because I did what I was told. I don't get it.
Are the submissive orgasms, the ones we get when we are played with, some kind of orgasm for the brain? Something we can't do without? At least I deffo can't.
I so don't get the submissive mindset sometimes. I mean, I have this need, not sure what example to use but lets say it this way. It's like when the wolf hunts a roe-doe, with the diference that a real roe-doe would run away. While me, I have this need to lie down on the ground and willingly offer my neck to the wolf to bite on it and do whatever he wants with me. It's like theres none self-preservation at all. All I want then is to see the wolf above me, holding me tight in his teeth as a prey, a prey that don't put up a fight, waiting patiently for whatever might happen, decided to take it all whatever it takes.
I've never dreamed about being like this when I was younger, but it's deffo what I need now.
Dominance is like a drug for me, it really is, can't do without it. Need it in daily doses else I am goin nuts. lol
