SassySheDevil ~ Giving up the fight ~

[beerbq]

No, you are ok. I'm an open book. I'm trying to find happy me again. I lost both of my parents and my father in law in the last few years and managed to lose 60# while losing the first two. When I found out about my Dads cancer, the stress of his chemo, radiation and deteriorating health took a much bigger toll on me. I have always been a big Daddies girl, and during that time, the stress ate away at me. Technically I ate the stress. So all the weight I spent two years losing, all came back on. Now when I look in the mirror, I see the failure.
I am trying to climb out of the depression to want to lose that weight again. Now I am looking at surgery on my neck and I know that I cannot diet again (or at least the diet I did) until I hear about that. Many of the physical activities, I enjoy, I cannot do right now. It hurts too much.

I know that I am a good person. I don't ever doubt that. I just see the failure when I look in the mirror.

I am so sad that you are hurting. I really am. I wish I could give you a hug. Over the years I have found them to be quite helpful. I am sorry about your losses. That's tough, it really is. As far as your weight goes, don't give it a second thought. Live your life healthy, the rest will take care of it's self. As of right now you are officially a MILF, so I think the looks department is ok. If you still feel sad, look at your children. They are your gift to the world. From what I gather they are a pretty good gift, and reflect you well!

 

[QSco]

Thank you Q. I appreciate that. I'll take all the hugs you want to offer. Naked and clothed.

I'm kind of halfway between naked and clothed right now... so maybe you get the best of both worlds?

 

[Pervy_Sage]

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii.

And my hugs come fully clothed. I don't get nekkid anymore...so...ummm...k bye!

 

[Icy1]

Chin up Sassy. No one holds a beer as well as you do.

 

[SassySheDevil]

I am so sad that you are hurting. I really am. I wish I could give you a hug. Over the years I have found them to be quite helpful. I am sorry about your losses. That's tough, it really is. As far as your weight goes, don't give it a second thought. Live your life healthy, the rest will take care of it's self. As of right now you are officially a MILF, so I think the looks department is ok. If you still feel sad, look at your children. They are your gift to the world. From what I gather they are a pretty good gift, and reflect you well!

My beautiful kids are what keep me going through all of those tough times and I will be fine in the end. I just have to find my way back out again. I promise. Nothing to worry about, it's just a part of me that helps explains my ups and downs. I enjoy the wonderful people here, and some of my best friends are from lit.

I appreciate each and everyone I communicate with on here (only a few I've ever wanted to kick)

Thank you for your concern. I never pass up hugs.

 

[SassySheDevil]

I'm kind of halfway between naked and clothed right now... so maybe you get the best of both worlds?

That sounds like heaven.

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiii.
And my hugs come fully clothed. I don't get nekkid anymore...so...ummm...k bye!

lol you do too!!! But I still enjoy clothed hugs.

Chin up Sassy. No one holds a beer as well as you do.

lol my daughter came down stairs and said "Mom, um. what are you doing??" I said "Keeps the boobs cool" she just rolled her eyes at me hehe

 

[beerbq]

My beautiful kids are what keep me going through all of those tough times and I will be fine in the end. I just have to find my way back out again. I promise. Nothing to worry about, it's just a part of me that helps explains my ups and downs. I enjoy the wonderful people here, and some of my best friends are from lit.

I appreciate each and everyone I communicate with on here (only a few I've ever wanted to kick)

Thank you for your concern. I never pass up hugs.

Well cool. In that case we can all get back to normal and start talking about boobs and peckers!

 

[SassySheDevil]

Well cool. In that case we can all get back to normal and start talking about boobs and peckers!

Wait, who's going to show me their pecker??

Edited, cause this is not an invitation for creepy PMs

 

[Icy1]

lol my daughter came down stairs and said "Mom, um. what are you doing??" I said "Keeps the boobs cool" she just rolled her eyes at me hehe

Haha. Sprung!! At least I wasn't.

 

[SassySheDevil]

Haha. Sprung!! At least I wasn't.

lol you saw it before she did.

 

[beerbq]

Wait, who's going to show me their pecker??

Edited, cause this is not an invitation for creepy PMs

Well, if you're real nice to me I might be persuaded to give you a peek.

 

[SassySheDevil]

Well, if you're real nice to me I might be persuaded to give you a peek.

I'm always nice, remember.

 

[beerbq]

I'm always nice, remember.

Oh yeah, that's right. I guess I better find the camera and get some powder for Mr. Big. (< Osage Indian word for "small, like minnow".

 

[SassySheDevil]

Oh yeah, that's right. I guess I better find the camera and get some powder for Mr. Big. (< Osage Indian word for "small, like minnow".

haha, thank you for the cheer up.

I'm going to head to bed. It's been fun...

 

[beerbq]

haha, thank you for the cheer up.

I'm going to head to bed. It's been fun...

Goodnight! Yes. It was fun. Thanks!

 

[beerbq]

Hope tomorrow is a good day for all!

 

[coacheric]

Good morning beautiful. Hope you were able to cool off during the night. It's a bit muggy around here today BLA

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[scotluvsoral]

No, you are ok. I'm an open book. I'm trying to find happy me again. I lost both of my parents and my father in law in the last few years and managed to lose 60# while losing the first two. When I found out about my Dads cancer, the stress of his chemo, radiation and deteriorating health took a much bigger toll on me. I have always been a big Daddies girl, and during that time, the stress ate away at me. Technically I ate the stress. So all the weight I spent two years losing, all came back on. Now when I look in the mirror, I see the failure.
I am trying to climb out of the depression to want to lose that weight again. Now I am looking at surgery on my neck and I know that I cannot diet again (or at least the diet I did) until I hear about that. Many of the physical activities, I enjoy, I cannot do right now. It hurts too much.

I know that I am a good person. I don't ever doubt that. I just see the failure when I look in the mirror.

Sorry you've been going through the funks kiddo. Sorry I couldn't give you a big hug last night. How about a big bear hug, right now? (of course I am naked now ) You have lots of fans and friends Sassy...and I am one!!

 

[SassySheDevil]

Good morning beautiful. Hope you were able to cool off during the night. It's a bit muggy around here today BLA

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by my second beer, I felt much better, thank you. I'm liking those little mini beers. Makes me feel like a champ when I say I drank 2 lol

Sorry you've been going through the funks kiddo. Sorry I couldn't give you a big hug last night. How about a big bear hug, right now? (of course I am naked now ) You have lots of fans and friends Sassy...and I am one!!

lol of course you are naked, I'm rather sure that if you weren't it wouldn't take you long to strip.

 

[coffeelover5]

did someone say for us to get naked?

 

[scotluvsoral]

by my second beer, I felt much better, thank you. I'm liking those little mini beers. Makes me feel like a champ when I say I drank 2 lol


lol of course you are naked, I'm rather sure that if you weren't it wouldn't take you long to strip.

*L* Wait...you say it like it's a bad thing

 

[SassySheDevil]

did someone say for us to get naked?

Well there was talk of Peckers last night.

*L* Wait...you say it like it's a bad thing

lol I am all for nakedness.

 

[coffeelover5]

Well there was talk of Peckers last night.


lol I am all for nakedness.

and mine is here, naked and ready

 

[SassySheDevil]

and mine is here, naked and ready

lol ready for inspection?

 

[Centauri1]

Good morning, and how are those Mini beers?