The Jeffinator
Captain Manbeard
- Joined
- Mar 13, 2005
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As I stand by the mirror and look into my eyes, I see a strong man full of honor and pride.
One who is never seen shedding tears, or showing fear, around his peers.
Not even when his mind and soul are aching, does he let his friends know, he just keeps faking.
In his mind, that's the only answer, because his pain is like a deadly cancer.
A simmering stew of negative power, the true depths of which would make most cower.
So he locks it up, and pretends not to know, but every day it continues to grow.
And despite the fact, that it drives him insane, he refuses to show his friends his pain.
There was once a time, when this lonely geek, longed for a kiss upon his cheek.
And possibly, if he dared to hope, a lover and a wife to share his boat.
With his mind wide open, and his thoughts racing, he decided to try out internet dating.
The first place he went, was eHarmony, where he hoped, himself he could be.
And so he was matched, with many different women, but most of them just weren't interested in him.
Of the few that looked his way, their hearts had a limited stay, because most of them, realized inside a week, that this particular guy was a really annoying freak.
Sure, he was funny, and good for a laugh, but could he ever be considered for more than that?
If so quick he could irritate, how could someone accept him as a life-long mate?
They'd have to be crazy, to marry this freak, for surely they would divorce within a week.
Hurt and lonely was this guy, but still his hope dared to shine.
He happened across a site one week, a cool dating network called Geek 2 Geek.
As he logged on and started to skim, he found thousands of girls just as annoying as him.
He thought for sure, here he'd find the one, and he chatted with a lot of the girls and had some fun. A few of them, he really adored, geeks like him, who liked magic and swords.
But unfortunately, it wasn't mean to be, not even the geeks could stand one as annoying as he.
After all the rejections, both in person and online, hope finally faded from his mind.
He was an annoying kind of man, and funny as a friend, but none considered him worthy of true love in the end.
"I could change who I am," he considered to himself, alter his personality and put his geekness on a shelf.
But living a lie was something he could not accept, even if remaining true to himself was something he'd regret.
He refused to become someone else just to be accepted, "If none will love me as I am I guess I am eternally rejected."
So that is why true love is no longer something that I seek, that is the curse that is the shadow of the lonely geek.
J.W. Zagst
One who is never seen shedding tears, or showing fear, around his peers.
Not even when his mind and soul are aching, does he let his friends know, he just keeps faking.
In his mind, that's the only answer, because his pain is like a deadly cancer.
A simmering stew of negative power, the true depths of which would make most cower.
So he locks it up, and pretends not to know, but every day it continues to grow.
And despite the fact, that it drives him insane, he refuses to show his friends his pain.
There was once a time, when this lonely geek, longed for a kiss upon his cheek.
And possibly, if he dared to hope, a lover and a wife to share his boat.
With his mind wide open, and his thoughts racing, he decided to try out internet dating.
The first place he went, was eHarmony, where he hoped, himself he could be.
And so he was matched, with many different women, but most of them just weren't interested in him.
Of the few that looked his way, their hearts had a limited stay, because most of them, realized inside a week, that this particular guy was a really annoying freak.
Sure, he was funny, and good for a laugh, but could he ever be considered for more than that?
If so quick he could irritate, how could someone accept him as a life-long mate?
They'd have to be crazy, to marry this freak, for surely they would divorce within a week.
Hurt and lonely was this guy, but still his hope dared to shine.
He happened across a site one week, a cool dating network called Geek 2 Geek.
As he logged on and started to skim, he found thousands of girls just as annoying as him.
He thought for sure, here he'd find the one, and he chatted with a lot of the girls and had some fun. A few of them, he really adored, geeks like him, who liked magic and swords.
But unfortunately, it wasn't mean to be, not even the geeks could stand one as annoying as he.
After all the rejections, both in person and online, hope finally faded from his mind.
He was an annoying kind of man, and funny as a friend, but none considered him worthy of true love in the end.
"I could change who I am," he considered to himself, alter his personality and put his geekness on a shelf.
But living a lie was something he could not accept, even if remaining true to himself was something he'd regret.
He refused to become someone else just to be accepted, "If none will love me as I am I guess I am eternally rejected."
So that is why true love is no longer something that I seek, that is the curse that is the shadow of the lonely geek.
J.W. Zagst
