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[kittenofdeath]

Nickolai nodded when she agreed to go with him, then quickly went off in to the house, finding the bathroom, the first room he could think of that would probably lock, and as soon as the outside world was firmly kept out and everything in the room firmly kept in, he spoke, his arms wrapping around her as he did.

"Akira, i need to ask you a question" he gulped in a deep breath "do you still love me?"

 

[princesssexci]

Allie watched as Akira and Nick walked into the house. For some odd reason, she felt herself get jealous, really jealous but quickly pushed that thought away. He probably just wanted to talk to Akira about something that was totally unromantically involved. Yes, maybe he wanted to know what type of music she wrote.

No, that didn't make sense. He'd read all her songs before. Ah, maybe he wanted to...to.....damn it! Why couldn't she think of a good excuse. Oh, she knew why, because there would be absolutely nothing wrong with that picture if he hadn't of taken her outside.

Which was fine with Allie, she just...just hoped if things could have possibly changed between her and Nick. Nevertheless, she still had Max....whenever he decided to notice her.

 

[Akira_Jubei]

Nickolai nodded when she agreed to go with him, then quickly went off in to the house, finding the bathroom, the first room he could think of that would probably lock, and as soon as the outside world was firmly kept out and everything in the room firmly kept in, he spoke, his arms wrapping around her as he did.

"Akira, i need to ask you a question" he gulped in a deep breath "do you still love me?"

"For so long I been waiting for you Nick. My answer is the same as the first time I told you. Of course I love you, I been single keeping my mind occupied with my guitar you gave me." she blushed and hugged him lovingly.

 

[cute_girl1]

Liz had watched everything unfold. She went up to Allie. She hugged the girl. She looked liked she needed one. "Hey everything will work out in the end."

 

[princesssexci]

Allie forced a smile, "Yeah, I know...besides, its not like I was hoping anything would happen between Nick and I....especially after he called me a whore when I didn't even do anything to begin with." She gave a small shrug, then leaned over to whisper in Liz's ear, "Besides, I'm waiting for Max. He'll notice me...one day."

She hoped he would anyways.

 

[Bluemage]

Felix frowned softly as he watched the whole thing unfold. He supposed that really he should have been predicting this kind of movement. He sighed softly and then closed his eyes and justed moved over to a wall, flopping back against a wall. Really, this was something that he should have predicted. He frowned slightly and brought his hand up, pulling his had down a little bit more. The only person he knew here was off talking to someone about love. Why had he even come along? This was silly. He let out a soft sigh and slipped down the wall until he was sitting on the floor.

 

[cute_girl1]

Liz smiled. She sat down. "And if they both notice you at the same time then you can always have a fight for the death over you." She giggled. "Like I said what is ment to happen will."

 

[princesssexci]

She laughed, "Yeah, true..." She cleared her throat and looked at the guy sitting by the wall, "Um, who is that? And when did this become a party? Were you aware of this?" Allie asked with a frown. How in the hell was she supposed to get alone time with Max if everyone from the whole neighborhood showed up?

 

[cute_girl1]

"I don't know. I think he showed up with that groupie girl." Liz walked over to the boy sitting against the wall. Dragging Allie with her. "Hi don't think we have had the pleasure of meeting." She looked down at him. "I'm Liz and this is Allie." She said pointing to the red headed girl standing next to her.

 

[princesssexci]

"Hey.." Allie said as she smiled at the guy, "So are you a groupie too?" She needed warning just so that she could be sure if she should talk about personal things around him and wonder if it was going to show up on some blog the next day.

 

[kittenofdeath]

Nick half smiled and hugged her back tightly, wishing that was the end of it “thank you Akira” he whispered in to her ear, one hand softly stroking her hair “I… I love you too” he said, but still, just like every other time he said those words, part of his mind was screaming that this wasn’t right.

 

[Bluemage]

Felix brought his hand up, pushing back the brim of his hat and holding his hand up in a little wave, "I'm Felix Castman. I just moved in today. I play Shamisen, and was playing with Akira." He smiled softly and then closed his eyes for a few moments. What was he going to do now? He simply chuckled, "And it looks like my new friend has a boyfriend that she wants to spend all of her time with." He continued to smile at the two women who had walked over to where he was. He thought about it and then spoke again, "So...what's going on? Should I be leaving?"

 

[Akira_Jubei]

"What are you trying to tell me Nick" she questioned as he hugged her."Do you want me back, Is that what you are trying to tell me"

 

[princesssexci]

Allie had to fight back the tears that were threatening to fall. Did he truly see a couple between Nick and Akira. They had been band mates, maybe they had the same relationship that her and Max did. They liked each other but didn't know how to say it.

"Um, depends are you auditioning for Chaotic Frenzy?" Though she doubted that because they didn't use a shamisen, whatever the fuck that was.

 

[cute_girl1]

Liz was more concerned about Allie than then the new kid sitting on the floor. "I don't care one way or the other."

 

[Bluemage]

Felix looked at the girl for a moment and then shrugged softly, "That depends on if you need a stringer instrument or not." He looked at her for a few more moments and then slowly stood up and tapped the case with the tip of his foot, "Should I be trying out to justify my being here, because obviously my friend didn't bring me here to hang out with her..." He smiled weakly as he looked at her for a few more moments. What was he going to say more than that? "If you want me to leave, I can do that too..."

 

[princesssexci]

Allie seemed to have blocked off anyone else, remembering what happened that day when her and Nick broke up.

Flashback
"Nick, are you in here?" Allie asked

She heard a grunt and her eyes widened scared that he was cheating on her. She had decided that she was just going to give up on Max. He didn't like her in that sort of way and they had been arguing alot lately, for which she had been complaining to Nick about. Nick had seemed distant about the whole thing, which worried her.

Allie walked into the bedroom and she gasped as she watched him flip pages through her diary.

"What are you doing?" Fear dripped in her voice, as she remembered how she had written an explicit erotica story about her in Max in that book.

"Whore, you fuckin whore!!" Nick yelled

"W-what are you talking about. Nick I can explain-"

She was cut off by a series of russian spilling from his mouth.

"Nickolai, I know what this looks like but..."

Once again he said something in russian then said in english, "I want you out by tomorrow morning." He walked out of the bedroom and towards the door, once again russian words spilled out of his lips.

"What does that mean?" Allie whispered, tears sliding down her cheeks.

"Goodbye my sweet." He said in monotone before slamming the door behind him.

*~End of flashback*~

 

[kittenofdeath]

There was silence between them, he knew he loved her, and he knew he wanted he back, but it was just that, a want, he wanted a drink, he wanted Nana and Allie back, he wanted cheese, he wanted to kill whoever made the starship trooper sequels, all wants.

“I don’t know… but I had to tell you that I Love you, just like back then, I love you”

 

[cute_girl1]

Liz looked at him. "I don't mind if you stay. Its my place anyways." She looked at Allie. She seemed to have zoned out. "Don't mind her she has lots on her mind."

 

[princesssexci]

Allie snapped out of her daze as she swallowed back more tears. She forced a smile, "I'm okay! Really. Just thinking...." she said as she glanced over at the beer. It was looking really tempting at that moment but she shook off the temptation.

 

[Bluemage]

Felix looked at the girl for a few moments and then shrugged softly, "I suppose she does." He looked over to her and smiled softly before speaking to the other girl, "I am just feeling a little bit awkward here." He shrugged and then pulled off his hat completely, placing it down beside him. He let his head fall back against the wall behind him. He simply smiled at the two women, "So...you two are in a band together?"

 

[princesssexci]

Allie nodded and smiled, "Yeah, Sweet Surrender." Since he hadn't said he was a groupie, she supposed he had never heard of them before. Which was fine with her, this is what she needed a guy to get her mind off of two guys and since Benji seemed to be taken now...this guy would have to do.

 

[Akira_Jubei]

"What brings you here then with me in this room. Allie is here and it doesn't seem that she knows me. I feel so envious of her, She had you and I wanted you.I couldn't stop myself from you Nick. Don't you see, there is no one in this world that is a better person than you." she said as a couple tears came out of her eyes.

Suddenly she remembered Felix even if she had a brief moment with him. Such a nice and wonderful time and yet the song she sang was about Nick."I thought about you, missed you, i continued to love you even though you weren't around. What is it that makes you back away from your feelings for me."

 

[Bluemage]

Felix smiled as he looked at the girl and nodded softly to her, "Well, I'm sure I would have heard it if I hadn't just moved in. Sorry. This is the second band that I have never heard of before that I've been told about." He chuckled about that and then looked over at the case. He tapped it gently, "So, what kind of music do you guys do?" This was a good conversation to have, he was sure.

 

[princesssexci]

Allie smiled, her energy returning when speaking about her music. "What kind of music?! We play everything from every variety. We're a versatile band." She said then paused, "Except country, we do not play country." She said, "What kind of music do you play?"