Removing Due to feeling Vulnerable

[Bigboobsbabs]

**I'm feeling very vulnerable these days with the mix of my emotions** Just wanted to take a break.

 

[alexgriffin74]

Mazel Tov! That sounds very happy indeed!

 

[xile19k]

I posted earlier this week about the IVF rollercoaster my husband and I are on. My hormones have been absolutely unhinged in the most chaotic way, and I ended up deleting the post because I suddenly felt way too vulnerable, like, “who is this feral little cat and what is she typing?” I was genuinely so horny I thought I would fuck a bench. The truth is, I am a very sexual being with a hungry appetite for my husband's cock, I literally will take it anyway I can get it.

The hormones turned me into this wildly enthusiastic, borderline feral version of myself, but they also pushed me past a boundary I wasn’t okay with, which was getting pulled into DMs and role-playing. That’s not my lane.

I’m just a horny little gremlin out here sharing my real-life experiences, and sometimes they happen to be spicy. That’s all. I am a writer by trade so I love to write stories and share my experiences through my words.

If you’ll still have me, chaos and all.

Update: we got early confirmation of pregnancy and we are thrilled, it is SUPER early. My husband won't have vaginal penetration with me yet, he's too nervous about it. I am fully prepared to cum as much as I need to now. I'm also fully prepared to take his cock in my mouth as much as I can. We measured my tits and they have gone up from a size DD to a size G. My areolas have turned into plump little saucers with these gorgeous little bumps all over them, and this gorgeous dark reddish brown shade. My nipples are nice and fat right now and definitely getting some major tweaking. I can't stop touching my breasts and tweaking my nipples. They're so warm and full of life. We're hopeful they'll keep getting bigger because my husband loves my boobs. Fingers crossed with the pregnancy.

Congratulations and we're happy to have you you here, chaos and all.

 

[xile19k]

Hormones are a real thing and they make you do some crazy things, especially when you've been edging for 2 weeks.

That sounds like a recipe for all kinds of fun.

 

[IARainman]

Congrats on the pregnancy! Best wishes for a safe successful pregnancy, pregnancy sex and growing mommy boobs! Love to hear anything you care to share. Hope you feel love and support.

 

[IARainman]

Thank you! Early days. But it makes so much sense now, I knew something was different. My body felt literally turned on over night and literally so turned on I could fuck a city bench. I've been getting really turned on by just looking my breasts. I love my boobs but when they're pregnant breasts I can't stop touching them. My nipples look like little targets that need to be sucked. I'm going to test that one out with husband tonight and see if he'll oblige.

He had better!! The entirety of lit will be pissed if he doesn't!

 

[ColeyD]

I posted earlier this week about the IVF rollercoaster my husband and I are on. My hormones have been absolutely unhinged in the most chaotic way, and I ended up deleting the post because I suddenly felt way too vulnerable, like, “who is this feral little cat and what is she typing?” I was genuinely so horny I thought I would fuck a bench. The truth is, I am a very sexual being with a hungry appetite for my husband's cock, I literally will take it anyway I can get it.

The hormones turned me into this wildly enthusiastic, borderline feral version of myself, but they also pushed me past a boundary I wasn’t okay with, which was getting pulled into DMs and role-playing. That’s not my lane.

I’m just a horny little gremlin out here sharing my real-life experiences, and sometimes they happen to be spicy. That’s all. I am a writer by trade so I love to write stories and share my experiences through my words.

If you’ll still have me, chaos and all.

Update: we got early confirmation of pregnancy and we are thrilled, it is SUPER early. My husband won't have vaginal penetration with me yet, he's too nervous about it. I am fully prepared to cum as much as I need to now. I'm also fully prepared to take his cock in my mouth as much as I can. We measured my tits and they have gone up from a size DD to a size G. My areolas have turned into plump little saucers with these gorgeous little bumps all over them, and this dark reddish brown shade. My nipples are nice and fat right now and definitely getting some major tweaking. I can't stop touching my breasts and tweaking my nipples. They're so warm and full of life. We're hopeful they'll keep getting bigger because my husband loves my boobs. Fingers crossed with the pregnancy.

Congrats to you both!

 

[xile19k]

OMG no! I like edging but not for two weeks. The pelvic pressure and throbbing I felt was just too intense, so swollen and engorged I couldn't stop thinking about fucking. It was driving me insane.

It was edging and playing just like that, that got my wife interested in a chastity belt. Talk about taking feral to a new level.

 

[IARainman]

Didn't realize you were still lactating. That's wonderful. I'm sure you will keep baby and hubby well fed!

 

[xile19k]

I need to hear about this. I will say one of my biggest turn ons is restriction. I love being edged, I love when I am only offered the tip of his dick.

I'd be happy tell you more

 

[SirSparky]

I posted earlier this week about the IVF rollercoaster my husband and I are on. My hormones have been absolutely unhinged in the most chaotic way, and I ended up deleting the post because I suddenly felt way too vulnerable, like, “who is this feral little cat and what is she typing?” I was genuinely so horny I thought I would fuck a bench. The truth is, I am a very sexual being with a hungry appetite for my husband's cock, I literally will take it anyway I can get it.

The hormones turned me into this wildly enthusiastic, borderline feral version of myself, but they also pushed me past a boundary I wasn’t okay with, which was getting pulled into DMs and role-playing. That’s not my lane.

I’m just a horny little gremlin out here sharing my real-life experiences, and sometimes they happen to be spicy. That’s all. I am a writer by trade so I love to write stories and share my experiences through my words.

If you’ll still have me, chaos and all.

Update: we got early confirmation of pregnancy and we are thrilled, it is SUPER early. My husband won't have vaginal penetration with me yet, he's too nervous about it. I am fully prepared to cum as much as I need to now. I'm also fully prepared to take his cock in my mouth as much as I can. We measured my tits and they have gone up from a size DD to a size G. My areolas have turned into plump little saucers with these gorgeous little bumps all over them, and this dark reddish brown shade. My nipples are nice and fat right now and definitely getting some major tweaking. I can't stop touching my breasts and tweaking my nipples. They're so warm and full of life. We're hopeful they'll keep getting bigger because my husband loves my boobs. Fingers crossed with the pregnancy.

Congratulations, thats great news about your pregnancy. No wonder your hormones were raging so much. I wish you both good luck.

In respect to your previous deleted thread, sometimes we get carried away and pulled into things and oast boundaries we would not normally do. I hope my DM with you didnt take you past these boundaries.

Please keep us updated with the progress. Your husband is such a lucky guy. Would love a woman with boobs like yours.

 

[SirSparky]

No nothing specific from anyone at all. I just felt out of control in my skin. I had to take a step back. Role playing is a hard boundary I self impose for my relationship. That said, I really do enjoy writing and sharing my sexual desires, that part actually really turns me on. I think I am going to write some stories because I have a lot to share. I asked my husband to give me topics to write about and I like the idea of us writing stories together. We often read erotica together. It usually starts out as a joke but quickly turns into a hard cock and wet loins.

I feel a lot more sane now that I have been able to cum though. Nothing overly fun unfortunately, but relief is relief.

Lord my boobs are massive. I can't fit any bra I own right now. I had this strong feeling I was pregnant because I literally would have fucked a park bench. I was joking with some of my gfs that I wasn't allowed to be around them because I literally would have humped their legs.

I totally understand. Im not really into role playing either. I do love talking and hearing about each others wants and desires, what turns us on and how we pleasure ourselves. Especially when a woman os telling me what she is doing or I gice her ideas and suggestions. Looking forward ro reading some of your stories when you have written them.

I can imagine finally getting to cum was such a release and relief, calming your body and senses down a little.

I bet your boobs look amazing straining in a bra that is no longer big enough lol. My leg is always available for humping or any appendage hehe.

You are still welcome to DM and chat, no role playing involved lol.

 

[SirSparky]

I think when things settle down a bit I will feel more comfortable with DMs. I feel super out of control with my body right now though. We've had a ton of reproductive trauma in the last 5-years, so I think it's partly my body just trying to comfort itself with the pain of grief and loss.

I'm not confident we will have a lot of vaginal penetrative sex during the pregnancy, it is a fear for my husband. But I think we will be doing a lot of other things. To be honest, I've never been that into anal sex, but I'm wondering if this might be an opportunity to expand on that, I'm so turned on these days that I could be convinced of pretty much anything LOL Otherwise I'm going to take ideas for how we get off without pounding my puss!

Take your time to get used to the idea of being pregnant again, hormones settle down a bit and get back some control over your body. You have had a very traumatic few years.

You dont have to have penetrative vaginal sex to be close. As you said, many other things you can try. Anal is a good one. Its penetration the same once you can get over the feeling and the taboo and dirty nature. You can start small by using a finger, then maybe a small toy before full penetration with his dick.

Im also sure yojr boobs and nipples will get cleaned ty of stressing tion. Keep feddkng him your milk too. Thays a big turn on for me to have a lactating woman.

 

[SirSparky]

There's plenty there! They want me to hold off on any forced lactation right now. I asked the clinic about my nipples lactating and I guess early on because of our high risk, they say to let it naturally come out, if possible! It's medical stuff above my head. But I am going to enjoy every minute of pregnancy, it's taken us 3-years to even get here after some intense hard losses. Honestly, this sounds weird, but I just love looking at my body naked. I'm pretty proud at what it can do. My breasts are just so plump. It's the shape and how big my areolas have gotten in a matter of weeks. I don't think they were ever super big, but they're like these perfect little targets right now with these perky little fat nipples.

Im sure your milk will come out naturally as you move around and bend over, just normal pressure on your boobs and they will leak. Better get some nipple pads or you will be staining your tops lol. I want to enjoy this pregnancy with you and be there all the way through, hearing how your body and hormones change. Your breasts sound so amazing, so plump. Love the sound of your areolas and nipples nice and fat.

 

[SirSparky]

Well we're in for a wild ride that's for sure. I genuinely think anal is in our future though so that will be interesting to explore. Honestly in 20 years we've never done anything anally other than a small butt plug once. My husbands dick is big and girthy, so I always joked that I never wanted something that big there. But this might be a good time to explore because when pregnant I'm not just turned on, I'm like raging fuck me turned on LOL It's not even the length that I am worried about, it's that coke bottle dick that would enter my back side lol.

Yes definitely something to explore. I quite like doing anal, unfortunately my ex wife didnt like it much. Go easy and work up in size. Use lots of lube. Are you worried about any dirty mess, of so then you can always douche and wash out. It never bothered me so just used to go for it. I woukd use lots of lube and juice from her puss. Use a finger then 2 to start to open her up. To be honest, my cock isnt the biggest and probably just a coupke inches in girth so wasnt too bad. We never used condoms and would cum inside.

 

[SirSparky]

I don't even know what it is. Now that I am a raging mess of hormones, I'm like wtf is the big issue? My ex used to love anal. So I knew the tricks and what to do and douching before. His dick was pretty small, I don't even mean average, I mean small, so I never really got worried with him.

I always joke now that I was just Goldicocks looking for the right dick, because I dated a guy just before my husband who was like enormous, he was also a terrible lay. My ex with the small dick was fantastic though, so it's really not about size, it's what you can do with it. But Goldicocks finally got it right with hubbys dick, and I guess I just love vaginal sex so much with him that we've never explored it really fully. Maybe that's all it is. He's not super into dirty talking, and I think I need to be really turned on to get into anal play.

You're right, its not about the size, its technique and what you do. As you have found out, small can be an amazing fuck and big can be a disappointment fuck. Yeah possibly enjoyed vaginal sex so much that you never explored other things. Now is the time. I cant really do the dirty talk either. I can write filthy in text but not spur if the moment saying it lol

 

[SirSparky]

Maybe that's a way to get hubby going, I'll try engaging in sexy texts. We've never really tried. I'll send him some pictures of me, also something we've never really done. Years ago, when we were first together I sent him pics of my tits and somehow one of his coworkers got ahold of his phone. This is in the before smart phone days. They kept passing around his phone to show off my tits. I kind of liked the idea of it though.

Its not something I have dine woth my gf ir even my ex wife, sexy texts and pictures to each other. Ive only done that when chatting to other women.

That was bad if his coworkers to pass his phone around showing off your tits but then I can see why you might jave liked the idea. Others finding them a huge turn on. I know I would if I saw them hehe.

 

[SirSparky]

He was mad! Doesn't like sharing my tits with anyone else. Not like controlling, but likes to touch them and know they're his. I talk about how I'm obsessed with his dick, he's obsessed with my tits.

Yeah I get that. I wouldn't want to share my partner either.

 

[SirSparky]

I'm going to try to get him to play with them later today. He's been pretty hands off. But I'm just craving him to play with the nipples and squeeze my tits!

Lucky man. Wish I could play with them myself. I cant wait to hear what he does with them.

 

[SirSparky]

Well, they need playing with because even walking gets them going and gets me wet. They're so turned on right now to my body, just them poking out and brushing up against my shirt just gets my body through the roof. Just wondering if I should write some pregnancy erotica, not me specifically, but just about it. I'm ignorant to this one, but not sure if there is an appetite for reading about it.

I would love to read some pregnancy erotica. Pregnant women tuen me on ever since my ex was pregnant.

I can just imagine your engorged thick nipples rubbing against your shirt and sending shock waves down to your puss and making it flood.

 

[SirSparky]

I'm wearing a pretty basic unsexy bra today and it's kind of insane, they're spilling over. Cleavage is pretty sexy. The bra is fighting for its life! It's so tight right now that my nipples are just poking so hard through like they want to rip the fabric LOL I honestly think I'm soon on my way to an H cup, which is insane to me.

I'm pretty self conscious about body, I'm curvy and short always with giant tits. Probably why I am covered in tattoos lol It was always my way to compensate. But I honestly love looking at this body right now.

Basic unsexy bras can look very sexy when they are a size or two too small and tits are spilling over. Creating an amazing cleavage, nipples barely covered amd poking right through the fabric. I love that look.

I know its hard not to feel self conscious about your body, but believe me, your body is amazing. I love curvy short women with huge tits. I would honestly keep looking at your body too.

 

[SirSparky]

The height has been a challenge, I'm 4'11" LOL

My ex wife was barely 5ft lol

 

[SirSparky]

Update: I’ve promised a good tit fuck tonight. I love a good tot fuck because I get to lick his dick as it comes closer to my mouth. He slaps his head all over my nipples. How charged they are I might just cum that way.

Oh i love a good tit fuck. My first gf when I was 14 at huge tits for her age and would tit fuck me

 

[SirSparky]

I love tit fucking. I haven’t decided if I want lube or oil on them though. I think oil.

Yes I think oil would be better

 

[SirSparky]

Ohhhh I love a good shot on my tits. But since this pregnancy I’m like feral for his cum in me anyway I can get. So I want him to cum in my mouth.

Mouth open as his cock pokes out from between your tits ready for when he cums and catch it in your mouth