Reinventing AJ

[mranyguy]

I hope you enjoy the journey for whatever it is and wherever it takes you. The best things in life always seem to come when things are at their weirdest. As long as you are going forward... have fun with it.... Wonderful to see you back... red is very much your color!

 

[boulderjf2002]

I've seen the beauty you posses displayed many times over the years in many different ways. The fullness of your lips and the tenderness of your smile matched equally with the depth of your heart. I suppose that's what attracted me to you; not just the person you were but the person you were becoming. And now this.. Aj pushing her personal boundaries to acknowledge her sexuality as more than a physical manifestation but also a spiritual, mental, and emotional expression.. You are beautiful, and the more you bare, vulnerable and exposed as a new born kitten, the more the world sees a beauty divine. Believing that for yourself was your biggest journey and you have made the first step.

I do love you

I am so proud of you

 

[BradBigBrain]

“Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.” Anonymous

I think this has been what I have been discovering in my 40's... not even so much as looking beyond the imperfections but realizing that everything works together to make AJ who she is... I posted a pic on my last thread that showed stretch marks and my c-section scar and made a comment about my imperfections.... the response to the pic and my comments astounded and flattered me.

I am happier than I've been in my lifetime.... the following picture was one that captured the essence of my naughty side....

This is so lovely. A picture painted by 1,000 words.

 

[hairball18]

“Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.” Anonymous

I think this has been what I have been discovering in my 40's... not even so much as looking beyond the imperfections but realizing that everything works together to make AJ who she is... I posted a pic on my last thread that showed stretch marks and my c-section scar and made a comment about my imperfections.... the response to the pic and my comments astounded and flattered me.

I am happier than I've been in my lifetime.... the following picture was one that captured the essence of my naughty side....

you deserve to be happy sweet princess

 

[TalondeKarrde]

TK - the wander or the lust?

right now i am most definitely lusting the wandering from what might be the common path and finding something a bit more altering.

 

[funluvinaj]

npjf - thank you for your kind words... hope to see you around more.

mranyguy - i am LOVING this journey - feels good to feel this alive and free again.

Brad - Thank you sweetheart...

Hairball (aka Cutie Pie ) - as do you - missed our morning chat - but it was divine to go back to bed this a.m. We don't handle our snow and ice as well as you Canadians!

TK - sometimes i have to really sit and ponder your words... this was one of those times...

 

[funluvinaj]

I've seen the beauty you posses displayed many times over the years in many different ways. The fullness of your lips and the tenderness of your smile matched equally with the depth of your heart. I suppose that's what attracted me to you; not just the person you were but the person you were becoming. And now this.. Aj pushing her personal boundaries to acknowledge her sexuality as more than a physical manifestation but also a spiritual, mental, and emotional expression.. You are beautiful, and the more you bare, vulnerable and exposed as a new born kitten, the more the world sees a beauty divine. Believing that for yourself was your biggest journey and you have made the first step.

I do love you

I am so proud of you

J -
thank you for being a guide on my journey - for the past 13 years you have consistently challenged me to be a better person... loving me for who I was, who I am and who i will become...


“Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. Who looks outside, dreams. Who looks inside, awakens.” ~ Jung

I am finally waking... finally seeing the possibilities, the love that is around me...

Thank you... I love you too.

 

[TalondeKarrde]

TK - sometimes i have to really sit and ponder your words... this was one of those times..

sometimes my logic is clear as the caribbean water to me and dirty delta muddy waters to everyone else

just part of being me

anytime you need clarity feel free to ask

so where did your pondering wander you to?

 

[funluvinaj]

TK - I'll admit - around in circles...

so have another go at what you were trying to say...

"right now i am most definitely lusting the wandering from what might be the common path and finding something a bit more altering."

 

[TalondeKarrde]

TK - I'll admit - around in circles...

so have another go at what you were trying to say...

"right now i am most definitely lusting the wandering from what might be the common path and finding something a bit more altering."

how about right now I am most definitely lusting the idea of WANDERING from the norm and searching for something a bit more altering or alternative then the NORM

 

[Shysweet]

you deserve to be happy sweet princess

oooooh lovely.....

 

[funluvinaj]

how about right now I am most definitely lusting the idea of WANDERING from the norm and searching for something a bit more altering or alternative then the NORM

I most definitely understand that - polyamory is definitely not the norm - but i find myself in love with 2 men - who love me back. I have a 3rd friendship blossoming into more as well... most people don't understand or believe it's possible.

My belief is firm that the human heart has great capacity to love. I'm sick and tired of society dictating how I should live my life or making me feel like a perv or freak because of how I love.

Stepping down from soapbox now...

 

[AnitaMann]

I most definitely understand that - polyamory is definitely not the norm - but i find myself in love with 2 men - who love me back. I have a 3rd friendship blossoming into more as well... most people don't understand or believe it's possible.

My belief is firm that the human heart has great capacity to love. I'm sick and tired of society dictating how I should live my life or making me feel like a perv or freak because of how I love.

Stepping down from soapbox now...

You kick ass, AJ! I'm just sayin.

 

[mackkjackk]

huggss x
xxx

 

[funluvinaj]

Shy - thanks girl!

Anita - you don't do so bad yourself girl - give yourself a hug - I'm dragging you along on my journey!!!

mackk - thanks sexy... how's your weather? we had nearly 8 inches of snow - came down on top of freezing rain and sleet. yuck!

 

[*Twisted*]

Woot grats on the new thread AJ, clicks subscribe...

 

[funluvinaj]

Woot grats on the new thread AJ, clicks subscribe...

Twisted - Thanks for the "grats"... look forward to getting to know you better.

 

[*Twisted*]

Twisted - Thanks for the "grats"... look forward to getting to know you better.

smiles, and I you AJ

 

[funluvinaj]

Music

“To stop the flow of music would be like the stopping of time itself, incredible and inconceivable." - Aaron Copeland

Music is truly amazing - so many different styles and genres of music touching us all differently. I am flabbergasted by people who are not moved by music. How does that happen? It has the power to heal, to please, to arouse, to change.

I dare you to watch the following and not find yourself smiling, chair dancing, tapping your foot or being unbelievably moved... I know I am each and every time I watch it. My 4 year old hears me put it on and comes running to watch it. Enjoy.

http://vimeo.com/moogaloop.swf?clip_id=2539741

 

[Spenser41]

AJ we talked awhile back. I was a fan of your past threads. I am so happy that you are at peace with yourself. Your husband and your lover are both very lucky men to have such an awesome woman to share.
Thank you again for allowing us to be on your journey and for having the courage to share it.

 

[funluvinaj]

AJ we talked awhile back. I was a fan of your past threads. I am so happy that you are at peace with yourself. Your husband and your lover are both very lucky men to have such an awesome woman to share.
Thank you again for allowing us to be on your journey and for having the courage to share it.

Thank you Spenser... I truly believe that anyone who can find real love in their life is lucky. Thank you for your kind words and for joining me on my journey - Lit has opened a door to healing many wounds from my younger years... I've just learned how to walk through the door... that took courage. To me, sharing it is a duty... if I can help one more person walk through their own door to self love and acceptance than do I have a choice?

 

[*Twisted*]

Nice version of that tune AJ, you're right, it's a toe tapper LOL

 

[*Twisted*]

“Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.” Anonymous

I think this has been what I have been discovering in my 40's... not even so much as looking beyond the imperfections but realizing that everything works together to make AJ who she is... I posted a pic on my last thread that showed stretch marks and my c-section scar and made a comment about my imperfections.... the response to the pic and my comments astounded and flattered me.

I am happier than I've been in my lifetime.... the following picture was one that captured the essence of my naughty side....

LOL, definitely digging the smirk AJ, way cute.

 

[QSco]

Good to see you AJ

 

[BradBigBrain]

I'm really enjoying your rediscovery thread.