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Why doesn't anyone like me? What the hell is so wrong with me that no one even wants to be my friend? Am I that old and useless to anyone to even bother with? I try to listen to the words said to me, but there's nothing to back them up. I don't know what to believe any more. :(

I think you know how precious you are to me...and I will have to try harder to make sure you know that...I am very blessed to have you as my friend and you will always be my friend...I adore you...:rose::rose:
 
I don't know shit about the bronte sisters' books. It's a real void. The shame is that I actually love Vic-era stories.
 
don't complain, respeito. you may not have a rejoicing spirit right now, but don't complain.
 
Heaven help me, I've gotten hooked on The Bachelorette. I can't stand her, but it's such a trainwreck I can't stop watching. :rolleyes:
 
More a question than a thought: How long does it take for the compressor on an air conditioner running continuously to burn out and catch fire?
 
Why doesn't anyone like me? What the hell is so wrong with me that no one even wants to be my friend? Am I that old and useless to anyone to even bother with? I try to listen to the words said to me, but there's nothing to back them up. I don't know what to believe any more. :(

Sadly, sometimes Lit is a Hall of Mirrors... but there are some of us who are real. :D Trust me, some days I know how you feel... but if you ever want a friend to chat with you can shoot me a line. :)
 
Why doesn't anyone like me? What the hell is so wrong with me that no one even wants to be my friend? Am I that old and useless to anyone to even bother with? I try to listen to the words said to me, but there's nothing to back them up. I don't know what to believe any more. :(

There are SO many days when I could say this same thing. Though at 32 I am not old. Just broken and sad and ugly and really, really crazy. (seriously, I have my fucking papers signed, I'm a danger to myself and others)

I wish that I had words of comfort like so many others here have had. I'm not very good at comfort, but I do truth pretty well.

Here is a truth; Most people in the world are selfish and shallow and cowardly. Their convictions are sand before a wave, their morals strong until quoted the right price.

There is nothing wrong with you. There is much that is wrong with the rest of the world. Well, and me. But I'm on meds.
 
There are SO many days when I could say this same thing. Though at 32 I am not old. Just broken and sad and ugly and really, really crazy. (seriously, I have my fucking papers signed, I'm a danger to myself and others)

I wish that I had words of comfort like so many others here have had. I'm not very good at comfort, but I do truth pretty well.

Here is a truth; Most people in the world are selfish and shallow and cowardly. Their convictions are sand before a wave, their morals strong until quoted the right price.

There is nothing wrong with you. There is much that is wrong with the rest of the world. Well, and me. But I'm on meds.

*HUGS*
 
*stands very....very stiff and still. As the hug last a while, slowly pulls loaded syringe out of pocket*

Pssst.... see those guys over there? Do that and they'll break every bone in your body, slowly, carefully... so you feel each one. :D

*pats you on the back*

Feel better ok? :D
 
Why doesn't anyone like me? What the hell is so wrong with me that no one even wants to be my friend? Am I that old and useless to anyone to even bother with? I try to listen to the words said to me, but there's nothing to back them up. I don't know what to believe any more. :(
There's such a thing as self-fulfilling prophecy. I and several other people have responded to you, letting you know that we do like you. Yet you choose to continue to complain about how no one does. It does make it difficult to keep trying to encourage someone who doesn't want to hear you. You have a great deal of passion and caring, and you treat the women you come in contact so beautifully. Unfortunately, in the world we live in, that doesn't guarantee anything for anyone. Everyone feels this way sometimes. I'm not one who can blow sunshine around and say just being a nice person will get you the fairy tale ending. I've waited for love and the right person all of my life, and I don't think it's ever going to happen. So I accept that and make the best of it. It gets me down sometimes, but it is what it is, and crying isn't going to change it. I know that being in pain continuously will drag you down - I hope as your therapy progresses, you spirits will lift too.
 
Pssst.... see those guys over there? Do that and they'll break every bone in your body, slowly, carefully... so you feel each one. :D

*pats you on the back*

Feel better ok? :D

I used to BE one of those guys. And you can't fool me, I don't have visual hallucinations. Ever wonder if there are people walking around who actually DO carry things like syringes loaded with sedatives, or chloroform and a rag, just in case?

Ever wonder if they accidently dose themselves, and how often?
 
I used to BE one of those guys. And you can't fool me, I don't have visual hallucinations. Ever wonder if there are people walking around who actually DO carry things like syringes loaded with sedatives, or chloroform and a rag, just in case?

Ever wonder if they accidently dose themselves, and how often?

I see you've given this some thought... :rolleyes:
 
There's such a thing as self-fulfilling prophecy. I and several other people have responded to you, letting you know that we do like you. Yet you choose to continue to complain about how no one does. It does make it difficult to keep trying to encourage someone who doesn't want to hear you. You have a great deal of passion and caring, and you treat the women you come in contact so beautifully. Unfortunately, in the world we live in, that doesn't guarantee anything for anyone. Everyone feels this way sometimes. I'm not one who can blow sunshine around and say just being a nice person will get you the fairy tale ending. I've waited for love and the right person all of my life, and I don't think it's ever going to happen. So I accept that and make the best of it. It gets me down sometimes, but it is what it is, and crying isn't going to change it. I know that being in pain continuously will drag you down - I hope as your therapy progresses, you spirits will lift too.

*HUGS* and not just because of the boobs.


I see you've given this some thought... :rolleyes:

Nope. Just thought that out, right now. Creepy, huh?
 
Not really... :rolleyes:

See, now I can't tell if we're bantering back and forth playfully, or if you actually want those guys you mentioned to come break my bones in alphabetical order.

Hey, I'll take it either way! :D

You deserve to find the love you dream about. If I could be god for a day, I would change a few things. Small things. But I would change them.
 
a simple budget-friendly sandwich for lunch or dinner. i had one for dinner tonight (on toasted whole wheat) with american cheese, and there are so many tasty things going on in this sandwich that you can omit the cheese and not miss out on the flavor.

blt club sandwich
 
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