Kajira Callista
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Something i figured out. Instead of trying to force my life into a picture frame i created I have begun to let my life make its own frame... and it is ending up to be a very nice one.
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But what I hate not knowing is: how this world is going to end.
I don't care about doing. It is just that I don't want to miss the end of the show.
Oh, totally. I'm not so much afraid of death as I'm sad about not being able to see how everything will turn out. I hate stopping in the middle of a good movie.
What if someone else sees colors differently? And I don't just mean people who are color blind, but what if 'you' see red differently than how I see red? What if the color red to 'you' is slightly more orange than how I see it.
I hate not knowing
But what I hate not knowing is: how this world is going to end.
I don't care about doing. It is just that I don't want to miss the end of the show.
Same.
Exact.
Thought.
It always bothered me. The whole idea that we have a consensually defined reality but absolutely no clue if my experience of it is even remotely analogous to yours or anyone else's.
EXACTLY.
In my Intro to Visual Arts class my proff was talking about language and how it works because we all agree on meanings, etc. He used the example of a dog, that everyone understands that the word "dog" represents the small mammal with four legs and a tail that barks. I raised my hand and I brought up the color question, what if we all understand what is "red" but still all see that color differently. He had to think about it for a moment, and then ultimately dismissed it as being besides the point.
EXACTLY.
In my Intro to Visual Arts class my proff was talking about language and how it works because we all agree on meanings, etc. He used the example of a dog, that everyone understands that the word "dog" represents the small mammal with four legs and a tail that barks. I raised my hand and I brought up the color question, what if we all understand what is "red" but still all see that color differently. He had to think about it for a moment, and then ultimately dismissed it as being besides the point.
A lot of those professors are surprisingly ignorant and unable to think.
EXACTLY.
In my Intro to Visual Arts class my proff was talking about language and how it works because we all agree on meanings, etc. He used the example of a dog, that everyone understands that the word "dog" represents the small mammal with four legs and a tail that barks. I raised my hand and I brought up the color question, what if we all understand what is "red" but still all see that color differently. He had to think about it for a moment, and then ultimately dismissed it as being besides the point.
You are not stupid..I promise you this!!!
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What if the only reason "CAT" means cat and "DOG" means dog is because someone won the best two out of three of rock, paper scissors?
Sometimes I lie awake at night and try to think of what it'll be like to cease to exist yet that the world go on and realize that for billions and billions of people and beings, it wont mean a thing. One day, this mind, this.. being.. will no longer interact with the world.
Something i figured out. Instead of trying to force my life into a picture frame i created I have begun to let my life make its own frame... and it is ending up to be a very nice one.
Why are most humans so into commitment? What makes someone decide to spend so much time searching for just one person to spend their life with? Is it pressure from society, or is it something that is more ingrained into ourselves? Perhaps there is some chemical within all of us, or some DNA strand, that causes us to embark on such a task.
What about those who are afraid of such commitment? Those who run away when things get too serious and lasting...are they somehow deficient? Are they lacking something everyone else has? Is their fear based on environmental causes or genetic?
What is so enticing, yet also so terrifying, about monogamy?

Something i figured out. Instead of trying to force my life into a picture frame i created I have begun to let my life make its own frame... and it is ending up to be a very nice one.
I dissected a cat in Bio today. I have butchered a few animals before for food, but this was different. It felt like I was destroying something, like I was kicking down some little kids sand castle. Was their really so much I could not have learned from diagrams and models, that this cat had to be destroyed.
The only thing this cat could do that other things could not would be texture, and yes, texture is important, but in science?
Post it here. Share a random moment of your life with us.
I was walking through the kitchen today and I wondered if I am doing enough with my life. I felt old today, perhaps for the first time. I was sad.![]()

EXACTLY.
In my Intro to Visual Arts class my proff was talking about language and how it works because we all agree on meanings, etc. He used the example of a dog, that everyone understands that the word "dog" represents the small mammal with four legs and a tail that barks. I raised my hand and I brought up the color question, what if we all understand what is "red" but still all see that color differently. He had to think about it for a moment, and then ultimately dismissed it as being besides the point.