Posted before, my confessions.

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I thought this would be more appropriate here in general. Has anyone else felt anything like this. Also, how do you move or delete a thread? Thanks.

These are my confessions and my life…….
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I was 17 when I met my wife. She was the first girl I slept with and got her pregnant. By my own moral code I was forced to marry her, eventually falling in love. I had to find a stable job, so I entered the military to support her and my child. Since then I have had 2 more children (not planned) and have one more on the way (also not planned). I love my wife but there are things I do and have done that I feel I need to keep secret so I don’t hurt her.
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On R&R leave from Iraq, we had a get together with the neighbors. When my wife went to bed, I stayed up to drink with them. As everyone filtered out, I was left with my neighbors wife. Nothing major happened but we made out. That was only the 3rd women I have ever kissed. A couple nights later, we got drunk again and had a little show and tell. That was the 2nd pair of breasts I have seen in real life, minus at a strip club.
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I have told my wife that I have quit using dip, but in reality I have not. I think she knows that I still do it, but she won’t say anything.
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I love my wife, but she has gotten bigger over the years with child birth. This is understandable by all means, however she shows no interest in getting back into shape. She is still attractive to me because I love her, but I’m scared that soon she won’t be physically attractive. *
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If you notice, I am posting this in Lit. I think I am addicted to porn and erotica. I believe this stems from only having one partner and not having other experiences. I stay up late after my wife goes to bed on the weekends and watch porn and get drunk. I have used phone sex and have cyber-ed with a few lit’sters. I masturbate almost daily to pictures and stories, and fantasize about what could have been.
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I just needed to vent this to a group and since I frequent lit a lot, I figured this is the best place to do it. Thank you for listening.
 
I thought this would be more appropriate here in general. Has anyone else felt anything like this. Also, how do you move or delete a thread? Thanks.

These are my confessions and my life…….
*
I was 17 when I met my wife. She was the first girl I slept with and got her pregnant. By my own moral code I was forced to marry her, eventually falling in love. I had to find a stable job, so I entered the military to support her and my child. Since then I have had 2 more children (not planned) and have one more on the way (also not planned). I love my wife but there are things I do and have done that I feel I need to keep secret so I don’t hurt her.
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On R&R leave from Iraq, we had a get together with the neighbors. When my wife went to bed, I stayed up to drink with them. As everyone filtered out, I was left with my neighbors wife. Nothing major happened but we made out. That was only the 3rd women I have ever kissed. A couple nights later, we got drunk again and had a little show and tell. That was the 2nd pair of breasts I have seen in real life, minus at a strip club.
*
I have told my wife that I have quit using dip, but in reality I have not. I think she knows that I still do it, but she won’t say anything.
*
I love my wife, but she has gotten bigger over the years with child birth. This is understandable by all means, however she shows no interest in getting back into shape. She is still attractive to me because I love her, but I’m scared that soon she won’t be physically attractive. *
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If you notice, I am posting this in Lit. I think I am addicted to porn and erotica. I believe this stems from only having one partner and not having other experiences. I stay up late after my wife goes to bed on the weekends and watch porn and get drunk. I have used phone sex and have cyber-ed with a few lit’sters. I masturbate almost daily to pictures and stories, and fantasize about what could have been.
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I just needed to vent this to a group and since I frequent lit a lot, I figured this is the best place to do it. Thank you for listening.

Next time, use a condom.

(you're welcome)
 
You might want to post on another thread because you are sure to catch a lot of flack on the General board. The general board is unmoderated and gets crazy. I hope since you love her you can talk to your wife about spicing up your sex life. Maybe sometime invite her to do some internet searching with you. I bet she was just as young when she married you. She may not know what it is all about. My husband is basically my only lover. It does make you want to see what is out there just once before you croke. It is harder and harder as we age and have children to lose that weight. Maybe plan activities together. I hope you turn to her instead of someone else if you love her and want to be with her. Good luck. :rose:
 
I thought this would be more appropriate here in general. Has anyone else felt anything like this. Also, how do you move or delete a thread? Thanks.

These are my confessions and my life…….
*
I was 17 when I met my wife. She was the first girl I slept with and got her pregnant. By my own moral code I was forced to marry her, eventually falling in love. I had to find a stable job, so I entered the military to support her and my child. Since then I have had 2 more children (not planned) and have one more on the way (also not planned). I love my wife but there are things I do and have done that I feel I need to keep secret so I don’t hurt her.
*
On R&R leave from Iraq, we had a get together with the neighbors. When my wife went to bed, I stayed up to drink with them. As everyone filtered out, I was left with my neighbors wife. Nothing major happened but we made out. That was only the 3rd women I have ever kissed. A couple nights later, we got drunk again and had a little show and tell. That was the 2nd pair of breasts I have seen in real life, minus at a strip club.
*
I have told my wife that I have quit using dip, but in reality I have not. I think she knows that I still do it, but she won’t say anything.
*
I love my wife, but she has gotten bigger over the years with child birth. This is understandable by all means, however she shows no interest in getting back into shape. She is still attractive to me because I love her, but I’m scared that soon she won’t be physically attractive. *
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If you notice, I am posting this in Lit. I think I am addicted to porn and erotica. I believe this stems from only having one partner and not having other experiences. I stay up late after my wife goes to bed on the weekends and watch porn and get drunk. I have used phone sex and have cyber-ed with a few lit’sters. I masturbate almost daily to pictures and stories, and fantasize about what could have been.
*
I just needed to vent this to a group and since I frequent lit a lot, I figured this is the best place to do it. Thank you for listening.

clearly you're a bad person who hates your kids and dishonors your wife. and your mother. and your flag. and your 3rd grade geography teacher.

welcome :)
 
You might want to post on another thread because you are sure to catch a lot of flack on the General board. The general board is unmoderated and gets crazy. I hope since you love her you can talk to your wife about spicing up your sex life. Maybe sometime invite her to do some internet searching with you. I bet she was just as young when she married you. She may not know what it is all about. My husband is basically my only lover. It does make you want to see what is out there just once before you croke. It is harder and harder as we age and have children to lose that weight. Maybe plan activities together. I hope you turn to her instead of someone else if you love her and want to be with her. Good luck. :rose:

Thanks for the kind words. I am starting to see your point about a lot of flak. I take it with a grain of salt. Let them get there jollys making light of others problems.
 
Well both I guess. Whores tend to be nasty and probably don't mind fucking a guy who chews tobacco.

but if you're lucky enough to find a whore who has flavor pockets in her gums, she's a keeper ;)
 
Well both I guess. Whores tend to be nasty and probably don't mind fucking a guy who chews tobacco.

I used to live in Georgia (near the Alabama border), and there were huge gobs of chew in every parking lot. That is some seriously nasty shit.
 
I thought this would be more appropriate here in general. Has anyone else felt anything like this. Also, how do you move or delete a thread? Thanks.

These are my confessions and my life…….
*
I was 17 when I met my wife. She was the first girl I slept with and got her pregnant. By my own moral code I was forced to marry her, eventually falling in love. I had to find a stable job, so I entered the military to support her and my child. Since then I have had 2 more children (not planned) and have one more on the way (also not planned). I love my wife but there are things I do and have done that I feel I need to keep secret so I don’t hurt her.
*
On R&R leave from Iraq, we had a get together with the neighbors. When my wife went to bed, I stayed up to drink with them. As everyone filtered out, I was left with my neighbors wife. Nothing major happened but we made out. That was only the 3rd women I have ever kissed. A couple nights later, we got drunk again and had a little show and tell. That was the 2nd pair of breasts I have seen in real life, minus at a strip club.
*
I have told my wife that I have quit using dip, but in reality I have not. I think she knows that I still do it, but she won’t say anything.
*
I love my wife, but she has gotten bigger over the years with child birth. This is understandable by all means, however she shows no interest in getting back into shape. She is still attractive to me because I love her, but I’m scared that soon she won’t be physically attractive. *
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If you notice, I am posting this in Lit. I think I am addicted to porn and erotica. I believe this stems from only having one partner and not having other experiences. I stay up late after my wife goes to bed on the weekends and watch porn and get drunk. I have used phone sex and have cyber-ed with a few lit’sters. I masturbate almost daily to pictures and stories, and fantasize about what could have been.
*
I just needed to vent this to a group and since I frequent lit a lot, I figured this is the best place to do it. Thank you for listening.

Oh, boy. You are a fucking mess.

I'm much older than you, so you should really read this.*

Quit chewing. That shit is nasty. You will have yellow teeth and stinky breath forever unless you quit now. Your wife probably knows even if you hide it. Does she kiss you anymore? If not, you now know why.

Second, relationships take nurturing. Buy her flowers or perfume. Or both, ideally. Don't give her practical gifts, you need to romance the fuck out of her. You are so distant from her sexually, you need to reconnect. Seriously, your mind is so fucking warped by porn and skanks, you don't even know how to connect sexually beyond the fake fantasy shit. Sad. Get your shit together.

Set the mood in your room. At least one night a week declare it a kid free zone and tell her you're not having sex, you're going to massage her. That's it. These will eventually turn into crazy hot fucking sessions, but first you need to regain her trust. She probably already suspects or knows you're fucking around on her with skanks here. You have a lot of fucking work to do to make her feel like a sexual being again. When was the last time you touched her? Just a nice, soft sexual touch when passing in the house? I am guessing you suck at that.

Get snipped. Jesus christ, what the fuck? Get your man sack taken care of. How can you afford all those kids on a military salary?

Keep the porn, but limit it, ditch the skanks from here. Turn off your PMs to reduce temptation. They're dudes anyway, did you know that half the "women" posting here are men? You are crossing over a line that you cannot go back after you hit a certain point with infidelifty. Any choice you make is your choice, even the poor ones. You probably should have learned that much earlier in life.

Quit being a dumb fuck. Seriously. Just stop. Don't ask this place for advice again, you need to take that shit to the Playground or go see a counselor.



* If you made this shit up and you're an attention whore troll, fuck off and I hope your sack shrivels up and falls off.
 
Get snipped. Jesus christ, what the fuck? Get your man sack taken care of. How can you afford all those kids on a military salary?

loool


don't you make more money in the military if you get married an half kid(s)
 
Oh, boy. You are a fucking mess.

I'm much older than you, so you should really read this.*

Quit chewing. That shit is nasty. You will have yellow teeth and stinky breath forever unless you quit now. Your wife probably knows even if you hide it. Does she kiss you anymore? If not, you now know why.

Second, relationships take nurturing. Buy her flowers or perfume. Or both, ideally. Don't give her practical gifts, you need to romance the fuck out of her. You are so distant from her sexually, you need to reconnect. Seriously, your mind is so fucking warped by porn and skanks, you don't even know how to connect sexually beyond the fake fantasy shit. Sad. Get your shit together.

Set the mood in your room. At least one night a week declare it a kid free zone and tell her you're not having sex, you're going to massage her. That's it. These will eventually turn into crazy hot fucking sessions, but first you need to regain her trust. She probably already suspects or knows you're fucking around on her with skanks here. You have a lot of fucking work to do to make her feel like a sexual being again. When was the last time you touched her? Just a nice, soft sexual touch when passing in the house? I am guessing you suck at that.

Get snipped. Jesus christ, what the fuck? Get your man sack taken care of. How can you afford all those kids on a military salary?

Keep the porn, but limit it, ditch the skanks from here. Turn off your PMs to reduce temptation. They're dudes anyway, did you know that half the "women" posting here are men? You are crossing over a line that you cannot go back after you hit a certain point with infidelifty. Any choice you make is your choice, even the poor ones. You probably should have learned that much earlier in life.

Quit being a dumb fuck. Seriously. Just stop. Don't ask this place for advice again, you need to take that shit to the Playground or go see a counselor.



* If you made this shit up and you're an attention whore troll, fuck off and I hope your sack shrivels up and falls off.

This has my approval.
 
I stay up late after my wife goes to bed on the weekends and watch porn and get drunk. I have used phone sex and have cyber-ed with a few lit’sters. I masturbate almost daily to pictures and stories, and fantasize about what could have been.

Confession?

This is a lifestyle choice that many of us enjoy. Don't demean it by lumping it in with your other whiny crap.
 
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