eroticsoldier82
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- Sep 28, 2012
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I thought this would be more appropriate here in general. Has anyone else felt anything like this. Also, how do you move or delete a thread? Thanks.
These are my confessions and my life…….
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I was 17 when I met my wife. She was the first girl I slept with and got her pregnant. By my own moral code I was forced to marry her, eventually falling in love. I had to find a stable job, so I entered the military to support her and my child. Since then I have had 2 more children (not planned) and have one more on the way (also not planned). I love my wife but there are things I do and have done that I feel I need to keep secret so I don’t hurt her.
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On R&R leave from Iraq, we had a get together with the neighbors. When my wife went to bed, I stayed up to drink with them. As everyone filtered out, I was left with my neighbors wife. Nothing major happened but we made out. That was only the 3rd women I have ever kissed. A couple nights later, we got drunk again and had a little show and tell. That was the 2nd pair of breasts I have seen in real life, minus at a strip club.
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I have told my wife that I have quit using dip, but in reality I have not. I think she knows that I still do it, but she won’t say anything.
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I love my wife, but she has gotten bigger over the years with child birth. This is understandable by all means, however she shows no interest in getting back into shape. She is still attractive to me because I love her, but I’m scared that soon she won’t be physically attractive. *
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If you notice, I am posting this in Lit. I think I am addicted to porn and erotica. I believe this stems from only having one partner and not having other experiences. I stay up late after my wife goes to bed on the weekends and watch porn and get drunk. I have used phone sex and have cyber-ed with a few lit’sters. I masturbate almost daily to pictures and stories, and fantasize about what could have been.
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I just needed to vent this to a group and since I frequent lit a lot, I figured this is the best place to do it. Thank you for listening.
These are my confessions and my life…….
*
I was 17 when I met my wife. She was the first girl I slept with and got her pregnant. By my own moral code I was forced to marry her, eventually falling in love. I had to find a stable job, so I entered the military to support her and my child. Since then I have had 2 more children (not planned) and have one more on the way (also not planned). I love my wife but there are things I do and have done that I feel I need to keep secret so I don’t hurt her.
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On R&R leave from Iraq, we had a get together with the neighbors. When my wife went to bed, I stayed up to drink with them. As everyone filtered out, I was left with my neighbors wife. Nothing major happened but we made out. That was only the 3rd women I have ever kissed. A couple nights later, we got drunk again and had a little show and tell. That was the 2nd pair of breasts I have seen in real life, minus at a strip club.
*
I have told my wife that I have quit using dip, but in reality I have not. I think she knows that I still do it, but she won’t say anything.
*
I love my wife, but she has gotten bigger over the years with child birth. This is understandable by all means, however she shows no interest in getting back into shape. She is still attractive to me because I love her, but I’m scared that soon she won’t be physically attractive. *
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If you notice, I am posting this in Lit. I think I am addicted to porn and erotica. I believe this stems from only having one partner and not having other experiences. I stay up late after my wife goes to bed on the weekends and watch porn and get drunk. I have used phone sex and have cyber-ed with a few lit’sters. I masturbate almost daily to pictures and stories, and fantasize about what could have been.
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I just needed to vent this to a group and since I frequent lit a lot, I figured this is the best place to do it. Thank you for listening.