hai to everybody. um i have posted a couple of times here in lit. hope to get some attention. i have a few pictures i want to pload but its too large. cant edit my profile. but yea heres my story. been with my guy for 8 months today. he's my first white guy. he was in da middle of a divorse at the time so i figured why not help him out. so a couple months flew by(very hard) and i tried not to love him. boy was i wrong. loved him most. and his kid. well i try not to pry into his ex. and ya she left him because they were always arguing and he was talking to other people. so i went on my investigation mode. and ya he does talk to other people...still. been doing so over the months were together. talked to him about it. kinda getting there. a little response here and there. finally when i said i couldnt handle his secrecy he admitted it. he's bi. kinda made me die a little. but in a way turned me on. last night i asked him if he acted upon his bi-ness.he didnt wanna talk about it. is that a bad thing? i thought that is he not happy about his bi-ness? i kept on assuring him that im ok with it. i just want him to talk to me. share his thoughts. we talk about lots of shit but this is one that he excludes. i even emailed him that i love him still and will not leave him like his ex-wife did. im open to that.and that maybe a 3 some or mmf lies in our future.....i think he likes cd's/ts/and other girls. im jealous in a way but it just turns me on. i have been patient not to force him into talking. but i also need and outlet of all of this. and some advises from you guys. i so love reading lit. gave me lots of orgasms all the time. poor little me.... 
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