Please Forgive Me For I~ve Sinned

[HARDKOREBJ]

dear members please forgive.i can`t take it much longer.i may have cancer.i don`t like myself anymore.morning girl the computer i said was broke was the one friend gave me.i don`t have web tv.its a web browser 2.0.if no one can be nice and forgive me.im better off dead.

 

[xzchief]

Hardkore, are you telling the truth, whole truth, and nothing but the truth this time?

 

[SweetCherry]

I doubt there's going to be many who can or will believe all this. One lie too many, so why should anyone want to take this as truth. Just remember the boy who cried wolf. Nobody likes liars. Trust is hard to earn to begin with, and to earn it back after being called out on lies is damn near impossible.

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

yes,cross my heart
im going to change
i got to get over this depression.

 

[xzchief]

Maybe I'm being played for a fool but I remember a time or two when I had to come clean in embarassing fashion after spinning an elaborate web of lies. I got a break then; I'll give one now.

 

[lilminx]

Stop saying that you may have cancer. You haven't even gone to the doctor! It could be any kind of problem, so stop playing everyone for sympathy on this, and go to the the doctor AND to a therapist.

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

thank you it is very kind of you.

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

yes,you are right i should go and find out.for some reason i just can`t do it.what if it is serious.i won`t be able to handle it.

 

[lilminx]

Listen, I know it can be scary when you think something is wrong with you nd you don't know what it is, but you're not going to get better sitting there worrying about it. It might just be a thyroid problem, which they can give you medication for. If you go to the doctor and you are diagnosed with something serious, that does not necessarily mean that you are going to die. There are many medications and treatments for serious illnesses now. My father was just diagnosed with bladder cancer. He's going to get chemotherapy to try to get rid of it. If that doesn't work, they're going to take out his bladder. He'll have to change his lifestyle, but he is determined to fight it. If a man in his 60's can have that resolve, then so can a boy in his 20s. Now quit your whining and get yourself to a doctor! As I said lastnight, no more excuses!!!

 

[SweetCherry]

Chief, I guess I'm not that generous. I've been seeing the lies and cries for attention for a long time. I've sat back and not said much. I've also seen a lot of members being taken advantage of when all they were trying to do was show kindness. I've always believed in honesty being the best policy. Even now, I see this as just another cry for attention.

We all have problems. Some of us even ask for and get help from other members. Some of us keep our troubles bottled up and only let them show when things get real bad. Some of us ask for advice and then take it when given. If we don't, then it's our problem and we deal with the consequences.

I'm gonna say the same thing now that I say to my 5 year old. If you want attention, just ask for it. It's far better in the long run.

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

ok,i will see if i can get someone to go with me.
i just need people to forgive me.

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

i never really think i just react.im just like that.i keep things botteled up.even when i was young.

 

[xzchief]

Chief, I guess I'm not that generous. I've been seeing the lies and cries for attention for a long time. I've sat back and not said much. I've also seen a lot of members being taken advantage of when all they were trying to do was show kindness. I've always believed in honesty being the best policy. Even now, I see this as just another cry for attention.

We all have problems. Some of us even ask for and get help from other members. Some of us keep our troubles bottled up and only let them show when things get real bad. Some of us ask for advice and then take it when given. If we don't, then it's our problem and we deal with the consequences.

I'm gonna say the same thing now that I say to my 5 year old. If you want attention, just ask for it. It's far better in the long run.

I'm certainly not blaming you, Cherry, and I didn't intend to imply otherwise. If the offers to help that I've seen are just a fraction of the offers that have been made, Hardkore has squandered a lot of help.

I hope he's hit bottom finally; I've been in that spot. Don't worry though, if I am made to look like a sucker, I'll wash my hands of him.

 

[xzchief]

Lilminx

Your PM box is full.

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

it true then no one believes me when im tring to say im sorry from the bottom of my heart.well whatever its worth im trully sorry.take care everyone ok

 

[Shylady]

 

[xzchief]

i never really think i just react.im just like that.i keep things botteled up.even when i was young.

Stop that now. Find some reasonable outlets to release anger and tension. Don't bottle up everything, only to react irrationally at the wrong times.

I demand one thing from people: self-control. You just admitted that you don't have any. Find some soon.

 

[HARDKOREBJ]

yes,you are right

 

[lilminx]

Re: Lilminx

Your PM box is full.

Just cleaned it out, babe.

 

[Cheyenne]

http://www.literotica.com/forum/showthread.php?s=&threadid=55547&pagenumber=3

From my post there:

"Lavender is correct. The board members don't like hearing there is a liar in their midst. Unless, of course, it is someone they already don't like. Then, on with the witch hunt!"

 

[morninggirl5]

HKBJ, if it will make you feel better, you're forgiven.

To continue your biblical bent..... "Go and sin no more."

I asked you weeks ago to stop lying about everything. Your life may not be what you want, but it's up to you to change it. Noone else can.

I think you believe that by admitting you lied, everyone will offer their help again. It's not about being nice. It's about respect and trust, you have abused our collective respect and trust completely. You have to earn them back.