I have a story idea, but don't have the skills to write it. Here's the idea.
Actor Robert Downey Jr. was homosexually raped when he was in Corcoran State Prison 1999-2000. He was overpowered by three Mexican gang members who forced him to give each of them oral and then raped him. He didn't enjoy it .....not at all.
Time has passed. He's a successful actor with and married to a lovely woman. She doesn't understand why Robert wakes up screaming or sometimes sobs in his sleep.
Robert has never told anyone about the awful attack. He knows it would be a tabloid scandal, people would claim he invited the rape and enjoyed it, there would be tasteless jokes on late-night TV, the news would devastate his mother, and he doesn't want to be pitied. He doesn't want people to say, "There's poor Robert, he''s been raped you know."
Like all victims Robert has nightmares about the rape and "daymares" when his mind relives the attack. This is how the rape scene would be presented, as he mentally relives his tormet. He can hear their crude remarks, feel the knife at his throat, feel it as they tease it across his face and body, he can feel their hands gripping his hair as they force him to do oral, he chokes on their members, he can feel their hands on his body, feel the horrible pain when they rape him and their laughter as he screams.
The story could end with him and Susan (his wife) in bed and he tearfully begins to confess his shameful secret to her, convinced she'll understand.