Personal growth

[Brandii]

It is amazing to me how much my perceptions of sex and sexuality have altered over the past 8 months and how those changes have also changed who I am as a person.
I find I am far more liberal in my thinking and therefore far less judgmental of the people around me.
I am more open to trying new things, and far more adventurous, which in turn, broadens my sexual horizon.
I am also gaining more self confidence and care less about what people think.

What happened eight months ago to bring about these changes in my often ignorant pre conceptions: I joined lit and began to research and talk to people and through my reseach, I learnt more here via the members and the posts about myself and my real ( not church indoctrinated) sexuality than at any other time in my life... and I continue to learn.

This morning I even went into a sex shop and actually browsed and touched the merchandise (with other people in the store) and didn't feel half the embarrassment I felt the last time.
I have learnt that 'kinky sex' is fun and that there are more than 4 sexual positions
Imagine what I'll know in another 8 months.

This is a story I wrote about a previous encounter with a sex shop, the difference between the two visits relays a loss of innocence, but then... it was about time.
http://www.literotica.com/stories/showstory.php?id=271506

 

[trojan_man_co]

lol cute story im sorry you had so much trouble, but if it helps any most people going in those stores feel the same way and most are too concerned with whos watching them, to watch you... not always, but mostly...

 

[lil_pooka]

First, I have to say Congratulations on your discoveries!

Second I just read the story you linked and loved it. lol It reminded me of the last time i was in an adult store. This one always puts batteries in to make sure everything works, as well. There was a woman at the next clerk who had a hooded sweatshirt with the hood covering as much of her head and face as possible, and her hand up to cover the rest, clearly, terribly embarrassed. The clerk put batteries into her toy and then held it out so the woman could feel how much it vibrated to see if she'd like it. The poor woman stood there in shock until the clerk reached out, grabbed her hand, put it on the vibe, and said loudly "Touch it!" I felt so sorry for that poor woman.