Part of the Game (Closed for PrincessAmelia)

[PrincessAmelia]

Crystal looked at him as she ran her fingers through her hair. "Well yeah we need to work on trust. I want to trust you but its hard. I love you but its hard to trust you because of all the rumours it use to not bother me but it really hurts me now a days. I think we need to keep us private and secret for a little while so we can work on our trust issues."

She kissed him back passionately she stroked his back looking deep in eyes. "I love you baby." She said she slide onto his lap it wasn't in a sexual way she just wanted to be close to him yes she wanted him like crazy but she just wanted to be with him. "Will you be mine again?" She asked blushing.

 

[raiguy]

Austin smiled and kissed Crystal, letting her know he would indeed be hers as long as she wanted him to be hers. "Yes I will be yours," he said, wrapping his arms around her tightly. He didn't want to let Crystal go now that he had her. He looked at her seriously though, needing to ask her something.

He wrapped his arms around her and hugged her close, letting her know he needed her just as badly as she needed him. He kissed her neck softly before whispering into her ear, "I've never cheated on you, nor will I ever cheat on you. Will you be mine?" he asked, his voice barely above a whisper.

 

[PrincessAmelia]

"Oh baby your making me so happy I love you I only need you to make me happy but we needed to work on us and I'm really ready to start believing and trusting you." Crystal snuggled up to him on his lap.

She moaned softly she had missed his tender touch so much. "Your really telling me the truth aren't you I can tell I'm sorry for doubting you. I have never done anything but stupidly kiss another guy. Of course I will be yours. I love you Austin I always have and always will." She looked at him and smiled.

 

[raiguy]

Austin smiled, happier than he could remember in recent months. His world finally felt righted. He kissed Crystal softly, then wrapped his arms around her. He looked down at his watch and then sighed. "Damn. I need to go soon. Would you like to have dinner tonight?" he asked, hoping she would be free, but knowing she was still modeling, and could be busy.

He waited for an answer as he nibbled on his bagel. He never ate too much before practice or a game. Just enough to fill his stomach, and then a little extra. He was feeling good to go, and knew that he would be much more relaxed now. The past year had been hard on him, as he had just now regained his form. He hoped it would continue on the upswing now that his life seemed much brighter with Crystal in it.

 

[PrincessAmelia]

Crystal loved seeing him smile his smile always made her feel better about everything. For once things felt right for her. "Oh I wish you didn't have to go but I have a shoot in an hour. I'd love to have dinner tonight I might send you picture from the shoot today to keep you going." She smiled at him.

She had only eaten half of bagel she wasn't a big eater. "Good luck at practise try and not get caught by the paparazzi as you leave." She looked at him and flashed him the big grin type smile she only used for him.

 

[raiguy]

Austin chuckled and then made his way out to his car. He drove home and switched back to his normal vehicle. He made his way to the training grounds. He parked and started lacing up, getting ready to go. His smile was evidence of his good mood, as a few teammates seemed to give him a bit of trouble. He just smiled and waved them away as practice started.

When the small sided games started, it was easy to see that Austin had fully recovered from what happened a year ago. His confidence, control, flair, technique, and ability seemed to change overnight. His teammates smiled, knowing what could have caused this. They knew what he had endured due to the tabloids, so had his back. It also helped that, if he was in form like he was, he would lead them to a title if they had his back.

Austin was loving practice. He remembered why he loved the game. He relaxed and just played. He was enjoying practice, and actually was a bit sad to see it end, but was happy when he finally reached his apartment. He quickly cleaned up and texted Crystal, letting her know it was okay to come over.

 

[PrincessAmelia]

Crystal just leaned against the door when he left with a massive smile on her face. She was so happy she had Austin back. She hummed to herself as she got her stuff ready to go to her shoot. She had a skip in her step. She went out and got in her car her driver could notice she was back to her perky happy old self but he wasn't going to say anything to her. She look at herself in the mirror for the first time in a long while she felt good about what she saw. She felt good and it was noticeable.

It had been a horrible year for her personal life but her career was getting better and better. She was making a lot of money she had new business ventures who she hadn't been able to talk anyone about because she didn't trust people keeping her ventures quiet but tonight she would tell Austin she did trust him but when it came to their relationship it was a bit hard. She had a twinkle in her eye and she was feeling amazing. Due to the break up she had lost quiet a bit of weight but she was determined to put it back on she didn't look so healthy but she was still working hard. She got out of the car and went into the studio everyone could tell that something had happened to make her so lively. They all had a feeling it was to do with Austin.

Today she was working with her favourite photograph Dean they had known each other for years. He knew how hard everything had been on her so he loved seeing her smiling. She got ready for the shoot she was in http://www.costumes4less.com/Prodimages/Main/93/MainTSTM9527P.jpg

She loved her job she always enjoyed being in sexy little numbers and striking a pose for the camera. Before going onto set she took a picture of herself. She saw she got a text of Austin she read it she replied: Still on my shoot be straight over when I finish. She sent the picture to him as well.

Her shoot wasn't that long like normal they got all the shots they needed in the first 10 minutes. She grabbed her bag after get dressed she said bye and got in her car.

 

[raiguy]

Austin smiled, and then shook his head after seeing the picture. "Wie habe ich so viel Glück" he muttered, wondering how he had indeed gotten so lucky as to have such a beautiful woman as his. He went to take another shower, this one longer. He wanted to relax from the practice. He smiled as the water eased the tension from his shoulders and then worked its way lower.

Austin just slid on a pair of his boxer-briefs and then went to his living room. He usually dressed after showering, but wanted to relax. He put a video game on and then sat back, playing while waiting. This was his favorite way to relax, by mindlessly losing himself in the violence of the video game. He paused it and then sent a text to Crystal.

"Whenever you are ready, you know where the spare key is to the back door of my apartment. Let yourself in and we can get dinner going," he typed out, then sent it to her. That was his usual way of letting her know to just come on in. He smiled, liking that she was just able to come in when he was home. He still smiled that they still had the rule of having to ask if they could enter the other's apartment if they weren't going to be there. Some things just seemed to stick.

 

[PrincessAmelia]

She decided to go home quickly and get changed she liked to change her clothes quite a bit through the day. She decided to wear something comfy but still hot. She wondered if she needed an over night bag but she always kept one in the boot of her car so if she didn't go home she had something to change into the next day. She slide on http://m-media.victoriassecret.com/product/250x333/V334213_092.jpg

The dress was special to her she had picked it a year ago to wear on their anniversary but they had split up she was happy she was finally getting to wear it for him. It didn't hug her curves like the last time she had wore it to try it on in the shop because her curves were starting to disappear but she still looked good.

Her mind was on Austin she was so excited about seeing him. She wondered what he was up to and was he thinking of her. She brushed her hair and looked at herself in the mirror she was so nervous.

She looked at his text and smiled she liked his spare key was still in the same old place she liked familiarity it made her feel safe. She text him back: On my way over now can't wait to see you

She sent the text as she left her place and got in her car. She was happy and nervous about seeing him. She had butterflies! Before getting out of the car she made no one was around she slipped in through the back entrance. She got in the lift up to his flat. Once she was at his door she put her hand in the flower pot that was outside his door and pulled out his spare key she unlocked the back door and put the key back away. She opened the door and walked in she put the door on the latch.

"Huni I'm here where are you?" She called out still standing by the door.

 

[raiguy]

Austin had turned the game off and taken a little nap. He was pretty worn out from practice, and decided to take a little nap to refresh himself. He was only planning on it being a 20 or so minutes. He knew he would have plenty of time to get up and get ready before Crystal got here, but he was more tired than he thought.

He was still asleep when Crystal unlocked the door. He rolled over on his large futon, having pulled it out. He was dreaming that he and Crystal were spooning under a blanket. He was happier than he remembered being in a long time. He unconsciously hoped it would be true, and that they were back together for good this time.

 

[PrincessAmelia]

Crystal walked into the living room seeing him a sleep peaceful she didn't want to wake him. She kissed his forehead and went into a cupboard where she had put blankets in when they had been together she was happy to see they where in the same place. She put a quilt over him and lay next to him she didn't cuddle up to him because she didn't know if she could resist slipping her hands into his boxers she wanted him so much.

She watched him sleep she always loved to watch him sleep and wonder what he was dreaming of.

 

[raiguy]

Austin felt the futon stir, and started to slowly wake up. He smiled as he saw Crystal laying next to him. He realized that he had slept for longer than he was planning to. He smiled and then leaned in, kissing Crystal softly. "Hi love," he said, waking up finally. He sat up, and then stretched, realizing he was still in his underwear. He grabbed some shorts and a shirt laying around, pulling them on.

He sat down next to Crystal, then looked at her curiously. "What would you like to order for dinner?" he asked, realizing he didn't have anything really good to fix for dinner currently. He needed to go shopping, but hadn't gotten around to it.

 

[PrincessAmelia]

Crystal watched Austin wake up. She leaned into his kiss and she kissed him passionately. She watched him get redressed.

She looked at him and smiled as she ran her fingers through her hair. "I'm guessing you haven't been shopping in a while for groceries. I hope you've been eating some home made food without me. Have you missed my home made food?" She asked thinking of what to have to eat. "Do you want to get a pizza we could cuddle up on the sofa watch a movie. Do you like my dress?" She asked smiling at him.

 

[raiguy]

Austin smiled, then took in what Crystal was wearing. He smiled and nodded. "I really like the dress, sweetie. Did you pick it out just for me?" he asked. He always loved the way clothes seemed to hit her perfectly. He could tell that she had lost some weight, so the dress wasn't quite where it would have been a year ago, but she looked gorgeous.

"Pizza and a movie works for me. I've missed cuddling with you," he said honestly, before making a quick call for pizza, figuring they still ate the same pizza. He sat back down on the sofa, and then readjusted himself, pulling Crystal against him.

 

[PrincessAmelia]

"I'm glad you liked it you would of saw it last year I bought it to wear last year for our anniversary but we broke up and I had kept it hoping you'd finally get to see it and now you get to see the dress." Crystal smiled at Austin this dress meant a lot to her.

"Well I've missed having my big teddy bear to snuggle up with it still feels weird sleeping without you I haven't washed your pillow I cuddle with it to help me sleep I know its weird but your smell comforts me." She said before he made the call to the pizza place she felt embarrassed admitting this to him.

"Did you get our normal meat feast you know me I love my meat." She laughed it felt great laughing she hadn't done it in a while. She snuggled up to him.

 

[raiguy]

Austin smiled as Crystal snuggled up to him. He wrapper his arms around her and pulled her close, then kissed her softly. He looked at her and then sighed. "I know the feeling. Since we broke up, I haven't been able to sleep in my own bed. It just doesn't feel right," he said softly. He knew it had taken Crystal some courage to admit cuddling up to his pillow. He wanted her to know he was going through the same things.

"I did indeed get our meat lovers feast. I still get it, and was hoping you still liked it," he said, smiling as he pulled up a list of movies. He waited and tried to decide what to watch.

"What sounds like a good movie? I'm not in a horror mood, or anything too crazy. I kind of want something that we can talk through without being too angry we missed anything," Austin said honestly, knowing they had some catching up and talking to do.

 

[PrincessAmelia]

Crystal kissed him back passionately. She didn't like hearing him sigh. "Really you've been sleeping on the sofa baby I'm going to have to tuck you up tonight." She laughed looking at him.

"Well I haven't been eating pizza recently every time I picked up a takeaway menu it felt weird not being with you. I haven't really been eating I've just been so sad without you." She was being really honest with him she smiled at him.

She didn't know what to suggest to watch. "Well how about we could just watch tv so we can talk and just have in the background or we could watch The History Boys. We need to catch up I have a lot to tell you. Its been so weird not having you to talk to about stuff even silly stuff like how much bigger your hands are compared to mine."

 

[raiguy]

Austin smiled and then looked at Crystal. He selected a movie at random and then pulled her close. He started to think, and then finally figured out where to start. "I've missed you. I don't want to be alone anymore. I wasn't playing right. Things just weren't feeling right in my life. I can't handle if we don't work out again," he said, finally getting it all out in the open.

He waited for Crystal to speak, then suddenly gut up. The pizza guy was out, so he quickly paid for it and then brought it to the table in front of the couch. He sat back down and snuggled up next to Crystal, not wanting to let her go, even to eat, now that she was with him.

 

[PrincessAmelia]

Crystal wasn't even looking at the TV screen she was looking at Austin. She looked deeply in his eyes she loved hearing him speak with so much passion before she could speak the door bell went. She hugged him and she kissed him passionately. "I love you baby. I've missed you so much, I haven't coped well without you. I need you baby I can't be without you. I love you and I'm sorry for everything I trust you but I don't trust you at the same time because I don't think I'm good enough for you. You could have anyone you want your just so great and so handsome."

 

[raiguy]

Austin just smiled at Crystal. He listened to her and then just laughed. Finally he just looked at her and then hugged her close. "Crystal, you are being too hard on yourself. You are a gorgeous woman. Do not doubt that I want you. I don't want anyone else," he said, then reached for a slice of pizza, teasingly holding it out for her to eat, before pulling it back and taking a big bite out of it. He wanted them to have a good time and relax together, remembering their love.

 

[PrincessAmelia]

Crystal looked at him funny when he laughed. She didn't hug him back she hugged him back and kissed him. "Austin I know I'm hard on myself but I have to be I can't just be average in my job and it sometimes rubs off into my life and it makes me feel like I have to be a certain way for people to love or like me. I trust that you love me and I just don't know why you love me."

She tried to take a bite but he took the slice away from her. She pouted at him. "Your mean taking the pizza away from me." She grabbed a slice of pizza she nibbled on the slice. "Yummy I've missed the taste of pizza."

 

[raiguy]

He smiled and then looked at her. He knew what she meant. He was captain, and had to often times get on people. That carried into his life when he was sometimes over the top. He tried not to, but it slowly got into him. That was what happened after being a captain for a few years. Unfortunately it had almost been stripped of him after losing Crystal.

"Crystal, I just want you to be yourself, that's all. No matter what, lets just be who we are," he said, then started eating more pizza. He was just going to go with it and let them get their trust back. That was all he could do.

 

[PrincessAmelia]

She smiled at him and she stroked his chest she leaned in and kissed him softly on the lips she moved back. She loved him and was happy to be back with him.

"Well I'm not me without you so you better stay with me this time or I will turn in to a robot with no emotions." She laughed as she ate more pizza. "You know I love you more then anything and I've really missed you I need you baby god I've missed your touch, your smell and I've missed everything about you even your bad habits like keeping the toilet seat up and leaving your socks and boxers all over the floor."

 

[raiguy]

Austin smiled, and realized he hadn't cleaned his room. The bad habits she was talking about were still around. His room looked like a complete mess, but it worked for him. He had never been a neat person, and Crystal had always gotten on him in the past. He smiled and looked at her. "As long as you don't mind my dirty room, I'll be here. I love you and have missed you way too much," he said, kissing her back softly.

 

[PrincessAmelia]

"Well I don't mind you having a dirty room I won't nag you about it I promise . Baby um once we've finished the pizza there's something I want to do if you think its moving to fast then we won't but I need you." Crystal placed her hand on his leg and stroked his leg.

Crystal wanted him so much she had always had a high sex drive and she hadn't had any sex since they broke unless using a dildo was counted as sex. She loved sex with Austin he was the only guy she had really loved and sex was more than just sex with him.