His fist had clenched when she mentioned her... it was still shaking at his side. His lips quivered, teeth clenched tight.
"... But... I want it."
Suddenly his hand went lax, fingers fell limp. Slowly his head turned to face her, dark eyes cast upon her own. A part of him that had been buried away ever since his transformation clawed it's way up, through all of the hate and evil, through the pain and the suffering, it fought to get out... if only for a moment. It almost broke the surface, he almost smiled. He could feel his lips curving up wanting him to give in, to just let the warmth come over him. But he couldn't, he wouldn't allow that part of him out ever again. Not after what happened last time. He hesitated, glancing to the side. He wouldn't lose this one too. Fingers curled back into a fist, the anger resurfacing, shadowing his sadness and swallowing the warmth whole, pushing it back down. Deep down into the darkest part of his soul where it's light would never reach the surface. Not again... not ever.
Downward eyes closed for a moment and reopened... staring straight at her.
"You're a damned fool... stupid girl..."
Pithos shook his head and collapsed into the shadows on the wall.
"You already have it..."
"... But... I want it."
Suddenly his hand went lax, fingers fell limp. Slowly his head turned to face her, dark eyes cast upon her own. A part of him that had been buried away ever since his transformation clawed it's way up, through all of the hate and evil, through the pain and the suffering, it fought to get out... if only for a moment. It almost broke the surface, he almost smiled. He could feel his lips curving up wanting him to give in, to just let the warmth come over him. But he couldn't, he wouldn't allow that part of him out ever again. Not after what happened last time. He hesitated, glancing to the side. He wouldn't lose this one too. Fingers curled back into a fist, the anger resurfacing, shadowing his sadness and swallowing the warmth whole, pushing it back down. Deep down into the darkest part of his soul where it's light would never reach the surface. Not again... not ever.
Downward eyes closed for a moment and reopened... staring straight at her.
"You're a damned fool... stupid girl..."
Pithos shook his head and collapsed into the shadows on the wall.
"You already have it..."